" I'm SO sorry of all the shit I've put you through. I was the worst boyfriend imaginable. You deserve the absolute best guy in the world, not some useless piece of shit like me... Just know that you mean everything to me. I love you so much. And it kills me knowing you don't feel the same way anymore... My heart feels as though it is being ripped to shreds... You're the most beautiful girl I have ever met. I would do anything to have you back... I know you don't believe in second chances, but I hope that you'll take me back some time soon... I don't get what went wrong in our relationship for you. But it was the best thing that has ever happened to me...
And now that it's gone, I feel like I have nothing to live for... I'm completely lost without you... If you haven't noticed, I'm crying like this because I love you so much... I want to get our spark back... But I've probably lost you all together... And that makes me feel absolutely terrible... Please just understand how much you mean to me... I'm sorry I got angry, and that I always do, I can't help it, I'm just a stupid fucking retard who deserves to just fucking die... "
FACT: He's Amazing, .. And He Doesn't Even Know It ...
Can't Stop Throwing Up! : P
It's Gross!
And Im So Hungry, But If I Eat,
I'll Just Puke It Back Up ,
If you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap.
I fear ...
[] black people
[x] the dark
[]staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[] dogs
[] fish
[x] spiders
[ flowers or other plants
Total so far: 4
[] being touched
[x] fire
[x] deep deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[x] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[X] jumping from high places
[] snow
Total so far: 10
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed/mugged
[] falling
[x] clowns
[x] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors
[] tornadoes
Total so far: 15
[] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[x] even numbers
[x] being alone
[] becoming blind
[] becoming deaf
[] growing up, old
Total so far: 19
[X] creepy noises in the night
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[]blood
Total: 21
Now re-post with:
“I'm afraid of 21 out of 72 common fears"
I Am SILENT.
(+) Hopefully shopping today.
(!) Are you Like, Dumb Or Something.
(+) I AM SILENT : )
(?) Faith Claims Theat The Hallway Is Hers.
(-) Can't Talk for 21 Hours And 27 Minutes Still!!
(+) Dayuummn! : )
(+) Yes Indeed, I DO Like you Now,
Your Funny, And Cute, And Sarcastic, And Bubbly,
And I Oh, So Definitely Can Say, That I REALLY LIKE YOU! : )
(-) Cold Outside !
(-) Blefft!
(+) School Was Fuun!
(+) Drew On Marshmellows In Science Then Ate Them !! : )
Could You Imagine ..
Being Neglected All The Time , By Your Parents, Teachers, And Everyone Else?
Your Closed Off From Everyone, By yourself, Cold, And Lonely.
Could You Imagine.. Not Being Able To Go to School Because You Parents Can't Afford It, Or, You Have To Help Your Family Work JUST So That You Can Eat A Meal ? Could you imagine.. Not Being Allowed To Go To School Because Of Race Or Gender ? Could You ? Could You Imagine That ? Could You imagine Walking Up To 2 Miles To Get Fresh Water For Your Family To Drink, Bathe, And Wash Dishes In Everyday ? Could You Imagine Being Abused, Verbaly And Physically?
Could You Imagine, Not Being Able To Stand up For Yourself And Who You Are ? Not Being Able To Fight Back, Could You Imagine That? Could you Imagine Not Being ALLOWED To Express Yourslef, And Who You Are, Instead Trying To Fit In , Be Exactly Like Everyone Else, Simple And Boring . Could You ? Could You Imagine That. ?
{ Autumn }
