I'm in a bad mood from a horrible court date, then i get to go home and have fucking drunks everywhere. Some whore drank my booze, i feel like crap and all i want to do is fucking sleep. But no, there's a drunk asshole in my fucking bed. So now i get to fucking sleep on the floor. Oh cool beans. BUT WAIT, no matter how fucking tiered I am i can't sleep, because people i don't like, nor trust are in my house. And everyone here knows i can't sleep until everyone else is asleep. I should have fucking gone home. (:< I fucking hate you all!

I'll never be able to keep a stable relationship while wanting you, and now that you want me back i don't know what to do. You're my everything, you always will be. I keep hurting people, and i don't want to hurt them. Now you're on the phone crying to me, begging for me back..

so, i got kicked out. Hello Sooke. i'm coming home.

Friday - Rissa's party, lol. I got so drunk, Preston and Nick we're "baby sitting" Me all night, Love you boys. <3 also Elijah, kept stuffing things in my mouth, while whispering " You can handle it " In my ear. <3 Lol, i missed partying in Sooke.

Saturday - Went to the show, TPT, OCH, LWL, and I don't remember the other band. When on call heroes played that guy, i sung so loud i still don't have my voice back! Also, was hammered. Moshed a little with Camile. Then avoided the mosh pit most of the night, because the last show i went to, i got my nose ring ripped out, and William, Cody, Elijah, and two hot dudes kept throwing me back in, when all i wanted to do was wash the blood off my face. <3


Sunday - Hungout with Dylan, derp derp.[/i][/font]

Elijah, kept stuffing things in my mouth, while whispering " You can handle it " In my ear. <3 Lol, i missed partying in Sooke.

JUST TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH US.

Yeah, you may think that I'm a zero.
But, hey, everyone you wanna be;
Probably started off like me.
You may say that I'm a freakshow, (I don't care)
But, hey, give me just a little time.
I bet you're gonna change your mind!

All of the dirt you've been throwin' my way
It ain't so hard to take, that’s right
'Cause I know one day you'll be screamin' my name
And I’ll just look away, that's right

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth, So everyone can hear.
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down Baby, I don't care!
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out. You wanna be, You wanna be; A loser like me, A loser like me!