My God, I love this song.

I am so totally screwed. Taking things slow with an ex is next to impossible. I love him, I really do, I never stopped. I just want him to be ok. To be able to talk to me, and trust me, and I want to be able to trust him too, again. He made me an absolutely wonderful dinner again last night, like it used to be, and my god did it feel right! I said it in a blog before. I want to settle down with him. He may piss me off sometimes, but I think that your partner will inevitably do that sometimes.

In some ways, Dave and I are remarkably different, and in some ways we are very much the same. There is one thing that I know for sure, being where we were over the last few days, with the cat and the kitchen and the TV, it felt nearly perfect. It was like a glimpse into a future, a possible future. *sigh* I am so screwed. Again.

I guess that is enough whining for now. On the plus side - I am having mini-orgasms (yes multiple mini-orgasms) because of the most delicous yogurt! Liberte Greek Yoghurt! OMG! It is the best thing in the world! Well.... maybe not the best thing, but it is definitely up there.

There was one point in my life when I would tell anyone that would listen that 'Re-nventing Axel Rose' was one album that would change your life. I have such love for this band. Against Me! saved me and destroyed me in all of the right ways when I was a teenager.

I was so proud when I read an article by George Strombo the other day that said that Tom Gabel has come out as trans-gendered and explained that she had always identified with a woman more than a man. It takes a hell of a lot of courage to make the change and deal with that personally, let alone share the transformation with the world.

In other personal news, I am really really really REALLY looking forward to this long weekend. I was comtemplating getting the hell away from everything, by myself for a day or 2, but maybe not this weekend. I might just drive up to the interior within the next couple of weeks, just because I can, but I probably won't. Instead I will hide in a park, or at the beach for a few hours and read and listen to music. Seems like a solid plan to me.

I have 2 more full days of work and then I am done for 4! It will be glorious.

If anyone actually reads this (which I am pretty sure that no one does) send me a message about what you are doing with your long weekend? Anything exciting?