I have literally been laying here for 10 hours straight lol, my life fucking sucks.
I need friends so badly, I'm going nuts in this city all by myself.
Nothing like telling all the people I possibly can that I blow my dad just to see the reactions I get. xD

Even after a week and a half, she still finds a way to ruin my entire week, I'm in so much pain right now, I really truly need a friend out here.
For the first time since it happened, I was having a really wonderful day, I should have known terrible news was going to pop up and ruin everything.
My heart is so fucking broken.
</3

Me and Andrew just played through the entire Donkey Kong Country 1 on Super Nintendo, kicked each others asses at Street Fighter II : Turbo, and now are working our way through the original Mario.

I've probably sent out like a hundred messages by now to different people, and I think I've only gotten like 1 reply, this is fucking depressing, so much for meeting people and getting out this weekend.

Smoking is so fucking disgusting, I wish I didn't start last week, I went 14 months without the shit, I really need to quit before I'm in way over my head, I'm tired of having a headache and sore lungs and shit. :'(

I just realized that I'm a lesbian!

Well, I haven't used this site in like 3 years, kind of grew apart from it, it's so fucking weird being back on, reading my old posts and shit, so much nostalgia.
I really hope that I meet some cool people, Calgary is so fucking lonely for me right now, company would be very much appreciated.