step to 1 of us u better step to the whole crew

BITCH back the fuck up

love my own personal hell!!!

wow this was hella long time ago!

step to 1 of us u better step to the whole crew

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there is a certain point in life where you get tired of chasing
everyone and trying to fix everything.but it's not giving up,
it's realizing you don't need certain people and the crap they bring

BASICS

Height:	164 cm - 168 cm (5'5" - 5'6")
Weight:	51 Kg - 55 Kg (111 lbs - 120 lbs)
Birthday:	February 12, 1990
Sexual Orientation:	Heterosexual
Dating:	Single
Living Situation:	Living with roommate(s)
Location:	Okanagan, British Columbia, Canada
Join Date:	03:36pm \| Mar 04, '05
Profile Updated:	11:10am \| Jul 04, '10
Last Active:	01:35am \| Apr 01, '11

INTERESTS

Reading Material:	Comic books, Fiction, Fantasy, Graphic novels, Humor, Magazines, Newspapers, Mysteries, Myths and Legends, Non-fiction, Poetry, Romance, Sci-fi
Movies:	Action, Animated, Comedy, Horror, Psychological Thrillers, Romantic Comedies, Science Fiction, Tearjerkers, Teen, Westerns
Art:	Acting, Astrology, Body Art, Cartooning, DJing, Drawing, Clothing design, Film/Video Making, Graphic Design, Journal Writing, Painting, Photography, Pottery, Sculpture, Singing, Theatre Directing, Web Design, Writing
Animals/Pets:	Dogs, Horses, Reptiles
Video Games:	First person shooter, Fighting, Puzzles, Racing, Role Playing, Simulations, Sports, Strategy
Cars:	Audio, Car Clubs, Domestic, Drag Racing, Drifting, Formula 1, Imports, Modifications, Nascar, Offroad, Rally, Tuning, Classics, Motorbikes
Music:	Blues, Classic Rock, Country, Death Metal, Electronica, Funk, Gospel, Goth, Happy Hardcore, Hardcore, Hip-Hop, Jazz, Metal, Pop, Punk, R & B, Rap, Rapcore, Reggae, Rock, Soul, Acoustic, Rave, Breakbeat
Sports:	Badminton, Baseball, Basketball, BMX, Boxing, Car racing, Dance (competitive), Fishing, Football (American), Hiking, Hockey, Horseback Riding, Ice-skating, Jogging, Kickboxing, Lacrosse, Martial Arts, Mountain Biking, Paintball, Rock Climbing, Rollerskating, Rowing, Rugby, Running, Sailing, Scuba, Skiing, Sky Diving, Snorkeling, Snowboarding, Soccer, Softball, Surfing, Swimming, Tennis, Track and Field, Volleyball, Water-skiing, Wrestling, Yoga, Hacky-sack, Field Hockey, Motocross, Snowmobiling
Activities:	Clubbing, Drinking, Driving, Gambling, Listening to music, Partying, Pool/Billiards, Reading, Shopping, Traveling, Volunteering, Raving, Dancing
Musical Instruments:	Acoustic guitar, Bass guitar, Electric Guitar, Flute, Piano
Outdoor:	Camping, Fishing, Gardening, Going to the beach, Hunting, Hiking, Backpacking, Paddling, Exploring, Sightseeing, Suntanning, Traveling
Computers:	E-mail, Gaming, Graphics, Instant Messaging, Surfing the net

ABOUT ME

MAD LOVE FOR MAMA BEAR LUV YA R.I.P HEATHER HAMMILL FUCK U ALL WE THE BEST BITCHES

: MaRy<3<3 ;
HiGh , alternate , 12 , happy , R.I.P mama bear , <3 i hate you <3 , bestfriendedx2

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there is a certain point in life where you get tired of chasing
everyone and trying to fix everything.but it's not giving up,
it's realizing you don't need certain people and the crap they
bring to your life .

Made by MERFACE.

Is there a sign over my heart that says
STAB HERE?
because everyones been doing that latey

__________________________________________________________MaRy!!!!
R.I.P Heather - ROYALTY - family - LoVe 09 - HaPpY - purple/red - BESTFRIENED

I’m the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows; Who will listen to a love song &
see his face; Who will look for him wherever she goes. I’m the type of girl who doesn’t get
over things easily; Who will beat herself up when someone doesn’t love her back; Who will
cry herself to sleep cause she feels she’s not good enough. But I’m also the type of girl who’s
strong; Who can cry her eyes out then forbid them to come back the next morning; Who will
blast some old pop song & sing at the top of her lungs cause she feels like it;
who will be no one but herself.
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FOR THE NEXT GIRL I STILL LOVE HIM DONT HURT HIM HES STILL MY HEART

I probably shouldn't be telling you this, but no matter what you do to me, I'm still here...
For some crazy reason, I'll stick around through the bad times and the fights....
I'll make up excuses for why you didn't call, why you never cared....
I'll keep coming back for more even when you push me away...
I think I'm just staying around so that one day when I finally do leave for good...
you'll look back and say....
"damn, that girl really did love me." <333

I'M GONNA SMOKE WEED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE,
YOU CAN FIND ME POSTIN ON MY PORCH, TOKIN MY PIPE
I'M GONNA SMOKE WEED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
SEE SOME PEOPLE GAVE IN
BUT I AIN'T GIVEN UP THIS FIGHT
I'M GONNA SMOKE WEED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
FIND ME OLD POSTIN ON MY PORCH, TOKIN ON MY PIPE
I'M GONNA SMOKE WEED FOR THE
REST OF MY LIFE
SEE I'M IN LOVE WITH MARY JANE
I'M GONNA MAKE HER MY WIFE...

You don't have bad luck;
the reason that bad things
happen to you is because
you're a dumbass.
- That 70's show

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"

The hardest part of a breakup is having
to go through your notebooks &&
scratching out his name a hundred times </3

and when it all goes to hell,
will you be able to tell me
S0RRY with a straight face?

x. I wanna be the girl you point to and say thats her .x.
.x. I wanna be the girl you cant get to sleep and think about .x.
.x. I wanna be the girl you leave that party to go see .x.
.x. I wanna be the girl you call just to say I miss you .x.
.x. I wanna be the girl you hug just to smell her .x.

cry over boys
laugh and smile
until it hurts
always together
crazy fun days
being just weird
inside jokes
keeping secrets
ten second fights
until the end
you're my best friend

; ffucck this shiit & let's get hiigh ,

`drink `drank `drunk

Don't drink and drive, smoke and fly
Babyy welcome to thaa good life

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SNEAKING OUT THEN GETTING CAUGHT, POPPING E AND SMOKING POT.
GREAT ACHIEVEMENTS AND FUCKING UP, THE BEST YEARS OF GROWING UP.
INSANE PARTIES, COUNTLESS LAUGHS AND SLIGHTLY WHORE`ISH PHOTOGRAPHS
FROM HOLDING HANDS TO ONE NIGHT STANDS, UNEXPLAINABLE NIGHT,
TO NOT-WORTH-IT FIGHTS, NEVER FORGETTING ALL THE TIMES, WE WON,
WE LOST, WE COMMITTED CRIMES. GOOD GIRLS AND BAD BOYS, AND ROCKIN`
OUT WITH ENDLESS NOISE. PEOPLE THAT CALL THEMSELVES YOUR FRIENDS
MOMENTS YOU NEVER WANT TO END.. BOYS THAT RIP YOUR HEART IN HALF
AND EVEN THEN YOU WANT THEM BACK. PEOPLE YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
GOING TOO FAR AND MAKING OUT. SUPERFICIAL FEARS, WORTHLESS MISTAKES,
WAKING UP WITH HANGOVERS AND HEAD ACHES. LIVING THROUGH ROCK BOTTOM
ALL THE WAY TO SKY HIGH, WHEN YOU FEEL AMAZING THEN WANT TO DIE.
MISSED CHANCES, DRUNKEN DANCES, BIKINI TOPS AND STUPID COPS THE WORST
KIND OF PEOPLE YOU'LL EVER KNOW AND THE ONES YOU'LL NEVER LET GO.
DAYS WHERE YOU CAN'T SEEM TO EAT, STUCK UP BITCHES AND THE HOUSE
OF NO SLEEP. WE'LL ALL HAVE MEMORIES OF OUR SMILES AND TEARS

and she blasted
her music
as she watched
her life go down
the drain

laugh every time I start to think about him, we set that summer out in style.
Well, he's gone, but he left me with a smile, cause he was mine for a while.

if only i could make you love me all over again.

& its that cant eat. cant sleeep. reach for the stars over the fence kind of love.

+ i dont know why, and i dont know how. but im head over heels in love with you

LOVE IS JUST A WORD ...
until - someone - you - know - gives - it - a - proper - meaning

MY SHIT

MaRy!!«^«

20 - R.I.P heather - <3M.R.<3 -purple/red

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& we're still young, and we've got things to do.
that liquor to drink and them boys to confuse
some parties to go to and times to screw up
- - - - - because right now, we're living it up!
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Was the world any better haven you around and so wut you got a piece of that pie id rather kiss my family good bye close my eyes and know that they�ll be alright not walking home getting hit in some drive by the life sounds
Good when you ignore the facts you made your money buy given people that crack wreckin lives treating others like crap this was writen by a man that really knew too much and will prolly never b free :lonely: u remember that shes a great girl that only wants u to be happy dont hurt her!

THIS SONG REMINDS ME OF ENDERBY

FOR CALVIN R.I.P

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night
[1st Chorus]
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby
(Sing lullaby)
The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night
[2nd Chorus]
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

Tear me off a piece of blanket
keep me warm & we can make it
here's my heart I'll let you break it
touched your skin & I can't take it

-He answers the phone with "hey baby!" because you have a special ring tone.
-He will run to the change room during P.E just to see if you've texted him.
-You two can stay on the phone for 12 hours straight and not stop talking.
-When you say good-bye at night, he texts you until you fall asleep.
-You know that he will tell you when something bothers him.
-He will listen to your every problem, even if it's when you can't find something to wear.
-He thinks you're gorgeous without make-up and threatens to steal it all.
-He dedicates a song to the two of you.
-He completely changes your point of view on everything.
-You know for a fact that he respects you and how you feel.
-When you're cold he hugs you, or gives you his jacket.
-When you're sick he cuddles you, and then gets sick.
-You can both be complete retards and not give a shit if you embarass yourself.
-You can run to him, mascara running down your face and he tells you that he's never seen anyone more beautiful

POPTARTS 3X THE SIZE OF U A A A A B C D E F G

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I don't want to be anything other then
what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do is think of me and
have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering
what I gotta do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything
other than me I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn I'm surrounded
by imposters everywhere I turn I'm surrounded by a identity crisis
everywhere I turn Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned
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