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dear cassidy, LOVVEE sarah.
my thoughts about you right now:
hxc.
Doyourphysics homework.
stop texting tristan and get to work.
SAMURAAAAIIIII
smudged makeup.
purple shirt.
spandexy. (aka SLOOOOT)
annihilating a pencil with your teeth.
ew.
doing a bad job singing. (MY FRIEND HAS A GIRLFRIEND AND I HATE THAT BITCH) aka conor kelly is my friend, his gf= cassidy hides. hate that bitch.
Good job on your report card! I will still win this war though.
this light blinds me. how do you survive @ morning life in the hides residence?
No coldsore on your lip? WTF. this is new.
ELASTIC ON YOUR WRIST IS CUTTING OFF CIRCULATION. FIX THIS OR YOU WILL DIE. DIE.
Dying is a very serious thing. YOO can fix it.
lol (yoo)
I see you looking at yourself in the mirror btw. Not so sneaky anymore.
That is a very awkward long plant. I never even noticed it before. Does it grow BANANANANAS?
"OMG. *scratches neck, makes a gross scratchy sound* *hummin* *looking into my very,very hypnotic eyes.* ". I have blu eyez dat hypnotize, so i cant blame you for getting momentarily lost in them.
 

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nov 4 08
 

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you will never be the person i once knew, ever again.
you never needed me anyways.
thanks for wasting your time with me.
 

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So Fail. Be bad at things. Be embarrassed. Be afraid. Be vulnerable. Go out
on a limb or two or twelve, and you will fall and it'll hurt. But the harder you fall, the
farther you will rise. The louder you fall, the clearer your future becomes.
Failure is a gift, welcome it. There are people who spend their who lives
wondering how they became the people they became, how certain chances
pass them by
, why they didn't take the roads less traveled. Those people
aren't you. You have front row seats to your own transformation, and in
transforming yourself, you might even transform the world. And it will be electric,
and I promise it will be terrifying. Embrace that; embrace the new person you're
becoming. This is your moment. I promise you, it is now, now, not two minutes
from now, not tomorrow, but really now. Own that; know that deep in your
bones. And go to sleep every night knowing that, wake up every morning
remembering that. And then, keep going.
 

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atmosphere; i am in love with you.
i missed you best friend.
i'm still missing you, though i shouldn't
i realized i don't need you near as much as i thought, you haven't needed me for years.
i don't know how i feel about your sudden change in attitude, i want to love you like i used to but i don't know if i can.
i think bc totally sucked, it hasn't rained in monthes, and the four days im there is pours...
I missed you so so so much and yet you are so close.
 

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you can't tame these horses...
i miss sarah and fay.

i think this will be a mistake.
i think you should fight your own "battles", i have nothing against you.
i think i should be better.
i think you should grow up.
i think i needed this.
i think i am sorry, but i also think i am happy.
 

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to you:


One day i hope you can understand how much you hurt me.
You don't have to apologize, you just have to understand what you did.
Know that its basically the reason i am who i am, the fact that i let
the likes of you depict the person i am, and the life i live truly sickens me.
Maybe one day i will finally get over the fact that this is how it is, but for
now i am going to have to get used to the constant ache of knowing
things could different. Like i said maybe one day you will understand that
you are responsible for a lot of this, maybe not.

 

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live your dream.

find a way to be happy with yourself; before you can be happy with anyone else.
 

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June 2, 2008



 

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May 26, 2008





 

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<3
pleasee do thiss.
If you read this, even if we don't speak often, post a
memory of you and I. It can be anything you want, good or bad. =]
 

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must i repeat myself?
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood'

Like i have said on countless occasions:
Sorry i can't be good enough, good enough for you.
-- You know i'm right, its unfortunate you can't admit it.
 

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Monday, February 18, 2008.
So Fail. Be bad at things. Be embarrassed. Be afraid. Be vulnerable. Go out
on a limb or two or twelve, & you will fall & it'll hurt. But the harder you fall, the
farther you will rise. The louder you fall, the clearer your future becomes.
Failure is a gift, welcome it. There are people who spend their who lives
wondering how they became the people they became, how certain chances
pass them by, why they didn't take the roads less traveled. Those people
aren't you. You have front row seats to your own transformation, & in
transforming yourself, you might even transform the world. & it will be electric,
& I promise it will be terrifying. Embrace that; embrace the new person you're
becoming. This is your moment. I promise you, it is now, now, not two minutes
from now, not tomorrow, but really now. Own that; know that deep in your
bones. & go to sleep every night knowing that, wake up every morning
remembering that. & then.. keep going.
 

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