FUCKING GOING TO SEE RISE AGAINST!!!
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one day before my beday hell yes
what a gift

Physical/Appearance

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[sometime] I think I'm ugly.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different colour
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ]I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I did/do wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[ x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[ x] I have a job.
[ x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ x] I almost always do my homework.
[ x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honour Roll
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment

[ x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ x] I've had my pants rip in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I've had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[ x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've been an abuse victim.
[ x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x ] I have a fear of commitment.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I'm in love.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ x] I have kissed a stranger.
[ x] I've accidentally flashed someone.
[x] I've purposefully flashed someone.
[ x] I've slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex.
[x] I've slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex.
[x] I've bitten someone.
[x] I've been bitten.
[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've kissed a member of the same sex.
[x] I've kissed a member of the same sex on the lips.
[x] I've made out with a member of the same sex.
[ ] I've had sex/fooled around with a member of the same sex.
[ ] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
[ ] I've slept with a co-worker.
[ ] I've made out in an elevator.
[ ] I've had sex in a car.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had sex in the shower.
[ ] I've had sex in a sibling's bed.
[ ] I've had sex in a parent's bed.

Honesty/Crime

[ ] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ]I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've ran a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[x ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[sometimes] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem

Depression and Self-harm

[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I did/do take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x ] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[ ] I've seen a therapist.

Death and Suicide

[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[i]

"MakeDamnSure"

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
"Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)

"Discovering The Waterfront"

I will promise myself I won't care
distracting myself from your stare
and I've seen this mistake once before
with your games I will never fall for
I've hung up my guns
I won't kill again

[Chorus:]
I won't forget you (I won't forget you)
I'm not gonna let you win (I'm not gonna...)
but I'm tired of lying
tired of fighting you
and it's not gonna change

You ask for my heart
you know that I'm down
but not the way you lie to me,
you tear it all apart and beg for me to say
I sail off to sea (I sail off to sea),
I'm not coming back

[Chorus]

Counting down
Make that sounds
And you know it makes no sense
Counting down
Till you mess around
And I know you can't ever change
When I'm trembling,
Thrown overboard
And I'm ready to relive the past
Counting down
Make that sounds
Break the silence

Pretend it's not forever,
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll forget her,
I'll breathe.
And I'll say she never hurt me,
And look at it as learning,
And laugh about the good and the bad.
Because I won't live forever
We don't belong together,
I know I'll feel better,
One day when I can make it through.

[Chorus x2]