-Cold as a MotherFucker!
-My Moms crazy...
-Feels like geting juiced!
-Burnt out =(
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-I Miss You
-Why is it that you didnt even let me try to fix the problem
-might get a bong next week
-Just needs a fucking screen!then my pipe will be made
-Might be geting 2 kittens and or a dog and a kitten and ill name them Cheech and Chong! =D
-Party this weekend fuck yes!

I dont know what to do like hes pree much ripping my heart out but yet i still cant let him go :@ wtf is wrong with me!
i dont get how u can be confused when we have been dating for 8 months and confused about if u wanna be single or with me ! and all i can do right now is wait... for who knows URG
well ill be fucking choked if i have to wait to find out u want to be single !
ohh ya and wtf ?
do u even love me anymore ? " thats not a fair question" Fuck sakes im crushed!! and i dont get why i cant just leave you i love you forever and ever but i just dont know anymore how can u hurt me so much ! and u tell me you care about my feeling well wtf explan everything that has happined in the past cupple days all i can say is if we break up good luck with that

IM GETING A FUCKING SICK PIPE!! AND SOME BRASS KNUCKLES!

Why do i even bother.
you make promises u never keep >=( and im really pissed off now i ask u to slow down on weed u promise me then u go off and start seshing with ur friend -_- fuck
and u promised when i was in michigan u would be good and now partieing wow fucking lie!
whats happining to u i want the old u bk

-Im going to michigan on Saturday =( im gunna miss you soo much
-3 Fucking weeks till i c u agian =(
-Hung with Chelsea allsopp and Matt bereziak last night
-Ive been smoking weed less, but cigs more
-It doesnt seem like u make an effort anymore
-Fucking mad about this trip, of all my summer it had to be this week !!
-Listined to really old music this morning
-Ily Josh 1/24/09
-Ive been partiying like everyday this summer i love it =)
-Lol my mom called me a whore this morning which really made me laugh, cuz shes fucking retarded and doesnt know shit!
-Ive got a lil secret
-I WANNA GET JUICED LOL

-Lastnight was amazing!! lmfao Krunk out of our heads! Josh, Me, Trevor, Matt, Justin, Dalton= Fucking amazing night lol Trev greened out Which kinda sucked lol but i know the feeling it sucks ass!
lol I was super juiced and baked and we where drinking in the feild when we saw the popo and we sketched out bad and they where stairing at us and we like freeked out and threw our beers ahahaha and the popo (police) never saw!
then we walked to Daltons house and Seshed his huge bong and got really fucked up
- I woke up in my backi yard ahah i dont really remember much lol but it was one sick night lol

LAST NIGHT SUCKED!!
I greened out infront of all joshs friends and i was constantly throwing up and feeling extreme nausea and dizzy for the rest of the night, It was shit and i couldnt control my self at all.. like if anyone talked i would freek out on them i feel soooo bad!! and now hes really mad at me im super choked its not my falt u kept passing it to me and all ur friends said it doesnt matter and forgave me but u have to learn to forgive people


Worse night ever ! but at least im afraid to get high now so i can work on quiting now :) Lol

-Bitch Dont go talkin shit behind my back and dont expect me not to figure out!
-As if u told him Bs like he doesnt beleive u thank god but u almost fucked up our relationship.. Fucking happy !!
-Once u start talking to me with respect ill respect u bk:@
-Pissed off
-And if people think ur a good friend they should think agian , ur so two faced!


Srry but i had to let it out :@

Right now im pree happy/Pissed off/Tired.
-Fucking Laptops =@
-You Suck at being a friend and i hope u know that!
-Grand beach was awesome.
-i got caught drinking agian, my parents dont care anymore woot!
-:)
Im gunna get baked out off my mind =P

- This week was fun, sides the over protective parents =S
- Sheeiit i might have to go in for another surgery -_- BUNK!
-I was sobor for 8 days, and i failed lol
- his dad got me juiced and i totally embarresed my self
-Eminems Dope! ^_^
-Fun party
- Really scared about this surgery :S
-Gets worse every day
- I Love you Bb 24/1/09 (L)
- Todays gunna be fun =P
-'The dopest Dope Ive ever smoked' Good times
- Pink Lemonade Coolers r fucking good (^_^)

- LMFAO FUCK my mom is trying to add my facebook ... sheeitt :s
- Joshs Cabin was Amazing, Great times
- Happyyy Birthday Trevor
-Going to Trevors PArty tonight geting hammerd and high once agian lol
- Sleeping over at joshs
- I love summer ^_^
- Gunna HAng with Sarah and Jenna in two more days
-Geting my bellybotton peirced soon
- Anyone wanna come to a fucking crazy party tonight ... theres Alcohol and Weed!??????? Tell me if your down for a party
-My parents better let me go or im just fucking leaving
- Havent been sobor of anything for 3 weeks straight :S SHIT
- I love you Josh, 6 1/2 Months

- Fuck Might be going to joshs Cabin ... But my Mom and Dad r Fucking Gay
-Pick Up Ur Phone
-Really Pissed off today, idk y :S
- As if we have to go to the school just to pick up report cards fuck that
- if my parents let me go ill be so happy
- We need to hang agian soon forsure

Today- with Natasha and Maghen
Saturday- Going to be with Jenna At the mall =]
Sunday- With Trevor and Jamie and Shea at the forks
Monday- With josh
Tuesday- Going to the movies with Niki and Taylor
Wednesday- Hanging with Josh agian <3
Thursday- Going to get my nails done and my hair =]
Friday- maybe going to joshs dads house!
Saturday- Celibrating a late Birthday with Shea and Trevor =P Lmfao we might go to the zoo lmfao