FUCKING AWESOME WE GOT OUR APARTMENT!!!
ON 124ST AND 116AVE!!
YAY!! I AM SO EXCITED.

Well, uh mine and Jordans two year anniversary is in three months. We are going to be moving back into Edmonton at the end of this month. We have gotten new used sectional. There is one part in the lounger that at a broken ass groove, it is the most comfortable broken peice of furnature I have ever sat on. We are going to be staying in the city on Saturday night. We have about 6 apartments to view Saturday morning, the we are crashing at Naomi and Pauls new apartment. I am going to be making an awesome kick ass dinner. Then we are going to see if we are able to view some more on Sunday, if not Jordan and I are going to drop by a Medi-Center and spend 4 hours waiting to see a freakin' doctor for some prescriptions. I hate the Medi-Center. I hope we find an apartment that we fall inlove with! I just need to have our own love nest. Hehehe

CRAYON BOX SURVEY:

RED IS LOVE
1. Do you love someone? I sure do!
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? No.
3. Do you believe in love? Oh gosh, I sure do.
4. Have you ever been IN love? I am right now!!

BLUE IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone? I am not mad at anyone. I hate someone more then I ever have... *cough cough* MINDY FUCKING WHORE.
2. Which of your family member has the worst temper? I don't know.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? Sure have.
4. Is anyone mad at you? Ha, I am a bitch, so I am sure someone is.
5. Have you ever physically hurt anyone when you were mad at? Yes.
6. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? A bit of both.

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name: Cassandra Rae Cunningham
2. Birthday: August 22 1988
3. Do you want to have children? I sure do!!
4. When do you want to die? When it is my time.

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? No.
2. Who would you tell first if you won a million dollars? Jordan then my parents.
3. If you could have anything/anyone right now what/who would it be? Jordan... He is at work.

GREEN IS OPINIONS
1. Are you against gay marriage? No way.
2. Lower the drinking age? Fuck no, they are starting to drink younger and younger, I think we should keep it the way it is, or even raise it.
3. Abortion? In certain cases I think it is alright.

PURPLE IS Q&A
Q: How many beds did you lay on today? Two.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? Blue.
Q: Name one thing that you did today? Made an apartment list.
Q: How much cash do you have on you right now? 1800 dollars.
Q: Look to your right. What do you see? A couch.
Q: What website do you visit the most? Facebook.
Q: Do you have plans for tomorrow? Not really.
Q: Does anything hurt on you right now? Yes.
Q: Do you own a camera phone? I did, till I broke it.
Q: Last time you cried? I don't know.

PINK IS LAST
1. Movie watched: Star wars III
2. Song you listened to: I don't know.
3. Person you talked to: My mom.

GREY IS TODAY
1. What are you doing tonight? Chilling with Jordan.
2. Who are you going to be with? Jordan.

BROWN IS FOR THE FUTURE
1. Tomorrow is: something I am looking forward to.
2. Are you going to see someone you like? I see him everyday!
3. Plans for this summer? Not yet.

1.Where was the first time you ever kissed the last person you kissed? On stairs outside at West Edmonton Mall.

2. What's the most exciting thing that happened to you today? Uh, nothing really. I am going to go have a shower... That's pretty exciting.

3. How many best friends do you have? 2- Jordan and Josh.

4. Would you rather get up early or sleep in? Get up early.

5. Tell me where you got each article of clothing you're wearing? Shirt was from my old job, undies and pants from Jordie.

7. What would you change about your life right now? Where I live, and the money I have.

8. Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth? Cry over the truth.

9. What's on your bedroom floor? Nothing, it's clean.

10. Who did you last argue with? I think Jordan.

11. Do you trust people easily? Fuck that, I don't even like people easily.

12. If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move to? Anywhere with Jordan.

13. Do you think you're pretty? Heck yes! Lol

14.Could you go a day without eating? Yes, i've done it before.

15. How much do looks matter to you? About 8%. Lol

16. What song is on your mind? Nothing really.

17. Do you talk to the person you lost your virginity to? Not anymore, he is married.

18. Would you rather be mad or sad? Mad.

19. Does it take a lot to make you cry? Now it does.

20. What's the worst car accident you've ever been in? With this stupid guy I was dating.

21. Are you tight with your mommy? Some what. I try to be.

23. Do you tell your parents everything? Some what.

24. Would you rather be a bird or a fish? Bird.

25. Name one fear you have? Spiders, losing loved ones.

You're a 90's kid if:

You remember watching:
-Doug
-Ren & Stimpy
-Pinky and the Brain
-AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
-Rockos modern Life
-Animaniacs
-Gargoyles
-what about bump in the night

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"

You just cant resist finishing this . . . "iiiiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . ." (

You remember:
-Step by Step
-Family Matters
-Full house
-Dinosaurs
-Boy Meets World


You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.

You remember reading "Goosebumps"

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not

When everything was settled by:
-rock paper scissors or
-bubble gum bubble gum in a dish

when kick ball was a daily activity.

when we used to obey our parents

You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.

You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.

You remember The Original Game Boy.

You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.

You remember watching:
-The Magic School Bus
-Wishbone
-Reading Rainbow
-and Ghostwriter on PBS


You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.
You remember those Where's Waldo books.
You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gum.

You remember watching:
-the 1st Batman
-Aladdin
-Ninja Turtles

You remember Ring Pops.

If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!"

You remember boom boxes .vs. cd players.

Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them.

You played and/or collected "Pogs"

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere.

one word. . . . . . . .trolls.

Windows 95 was the best.

You watched the original cartoons of
-Rugrats
-Wild Thornberry's
-Power Rangers
-Rocket Power.

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.

You collected those Beanie Babies.
Carebears

Lambchop's song never ended.

Silver dollars, which were cool to have.

Everyone watched the WB.

If you even know what an original walkman is.

You know the Macarena by heart.

"Talk to the hand" . . . enough said

You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace.

You remember playing on merry go rounds and twirly slides at the playground.


Before the MySpace frenzy . . .
Before the Internet & text messaging . . .
Before Sidekicks & iPods . . .
Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360 . . .
Before Spongebob . . .
Before Tupac was shot.
When light up sneakers were cool.
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs.
You had slap bracelets!
You Actually played outside until it was dark!

Way back
Before we realized all this would eventually disappear.

Post this in your blog if you remember these days . . . .

This is some funny shit!!

You Know You're a REAL Raver When....

>You have sleeping patterns that would kill normal human beings.
> Almost every letter of the alphabet has an alternate meaning to you.
> The mere mention of a 3 digit number with a "0" in the middle of it causes you to drool uncontrollably.
> You get an evil grin every time you see commercials for "E: the entertainment network".
> You have to fight back the urge to beat the hell out everyone who thinks raves are like the club scene in Basic Instinct.
> You can keep a straight face when you tell people "really, not that many people are on anything....i'm serious!"
> Food, water, air, Vick's...all are about of equal importance.
> You remember to bring sleeping bags and tents to outdoor parties!
> You bring your own gum/water/soother to a rave
> You can live for an entire weekend out of your bookbag.
> You can't pass an empty warehouse, church, school, big open field, barn, airplane hanger, phone booth, nuclear power plant, etc...without getting that far-off look in your eye and saying...'wow, what a great site for a...
> You not only notice that household appliances like washing machines can generate a funky beat, you also argue about whether it's tribal or trance.
> You know the difference between a "party" and a "massive"
And finally... You know your a real raver when you know theres no such thing

Pick an empty number, 1-300 and write a secret in that line. Don't tell anyone your number it's a secret. Just repost when done,
1. I definitely have an eating disorder. sometimes it's bulimia, sometimes I don't eat for a few days at a time.
2. I have ruined every relationship I have ever had after my first due to sex. And i feel i may never get back or find an equal love to the one i hurt the most. I am in love with those from my past, but not the person i am with!
3. I am 19 and ready to get married
4. I have never loved a person as much as I love my Fiance. My life is truely complete!!!!!!!
5. sex makes me feel powerful
6. I used to believe John Smith from Disney's Pocahontas was hot.
7. deep down inside, I know when they call me a slut, they're right.
8. I sometimes think I will be single forever...and it makes me depressed.
9. I lie to make myself feel better, so far its not working. & i still love him, i give into any peer presure no matter what it is, I wish i could say its not a problem.
10.I feel like I'm just going through the motions with you...and I've already found and lost the one for me. Also, #133 needs some serious counceling.
11. I hate my brother for being "better" than me no matter what.
12.I've tried to kill myself a bunch of times
13. The biggest mistake of my life has been coming here to go to college, and not going farther away, even though I can't handle being away. And I deleted someone else's secret to put this one up. oops.
14. Sometimes i wonder what i would say if one day you asked for me back, and then i realized how stupid i am for knowing that i would say yes. I love you, yet i hold a huge resentment against you for promising me the world and then throwing it all away. I don't understand why you would do such a thing, why you would wrongfully start a relationship with me, and make me fall in love with you, only to realize that you never stopped loving your ex.
15. I always used to think that the Disney character Aladdin was hot.
16. Im afiad of falling to hard to fast because it might hurt when we arent together. And i dance around in my underwear to bringing sexy back.=] shhh.
17. By the time I was 12 I had had sex with more men than there are senators.
18. I wish guys would look at me as more then just a friend
19. i'm the biggest flirt you'll ever meet.
20.i worry i may never feel as in love with my boyfriend as i did with the guy who broke my heart, and its really not fair because he is perfect. But i cant help but compare and wish he did things my ex did. But its not fair, i do love him and i want it to be forever
21. I had a 3 some with one of my guy friends sister and a random guy we met at the bar.
22. first of
23. I'm addicted to heroin
23. sometimes I think I'll always be single, by choice.
24. I have a crush on someone other than my boyfriend
25. i would love to get back together with my ex
26. i want to shitkick that mother fucking bitch
27.I though i would never love again the way i loved before... But now i love even more then what i used to... and i didn't think that was possible.... And i don't like to be tickled but my bf does it all the time and i cant tell him not to do it anymore cause i don't want to offend him or make him feel bad
28. Everytime I hear your voice, your name, or see you in pictures, I miss you even more, I love you more than life itself, please come back.
29. Sometimes I worry that I'm not good for you and it freaks me out because I'm scared that you could be just as happy without me
30. I love him so much and im terrified that hell leave me one of these days for something i wish i could do but am afraid to
31. I love her with my everything
32. I am jealous of everyone and everything around me.
33. i like someone but im not sure if he likes me back.. and he lives far away..im tired of being alone... i want a bf that will treat me right and like me for me!
34. when I'm with my boyfriend and he touches, kisses, or holds me I pretend its you so I can get by
35. I know someone whos getting a.... SEX CHANGE! jk
36. You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there
37. i wrote more than one secret
38. my parents abused me
39. i'm broken... my last boyfriend left me broken. I don't understand my emotions anymore. I can't controle my emotions. I'm just broken... that's all!
40.I'm kind of a whore. I like guys who treat me like a princess, but be rough with me, when my frends arent there.
41. I'm jealous that you have someone treating you so well, and I have nobody.
42. one of my good friends is a back stabbing bitch.
43. Im the happiest i have ever been in my life.
44. I think I'm in love with my best friend...we're both girls.
45. sometimes I wish my girlfriend's best friend would disappear
46.I'm only dating him to get to his money
47. I lie all the time. it's so bad, it's like no one knows the real me. NO ONE
48.
49.
50. this is his football number. I'll never forget your smile, that night. it was the most perfect thing i've ever seen. I want to see it again, I want to be yours; you don't know it yet.
51.i didnt go trick or treating cause i was too high to go outside, the time i wentout that night was to have smoke and it was fucking cold.
52.
53.They all think I 'LIKE' him.. But I think I love him.
54. I smile all the time to make people stop worrying about me
55.
56. I lost the most important people in my life for the one I think I might love.
57. I dont know why I even like my boyfriend.
59. he's lied to me more than once and it hurts.
60. Sometimes, i was so desperate to hear your voice that i would call you in the middle of the night just to hear you say,'Hello?'. As silly and immature as it was, it was the only way that you would talk to me. Sometimes you'd start conversations with me on the phone, not even knowing that the whole time you were talking to me....and for those few seconds i was happy.
61.
62. i hate my body, and i hate it when my friends tell me to shut up about it, and tell me im skiinny cause, fuck i know im not skinnyy.
63.
64. I don't like peanuts
65. I don't either.
66.
67. I'm leading all three of them on and I won't even date any of them.
68.
69. I am sick of ALWAYS having to be the strong one!!! NO ONE knows how desperately I hurt on the inside, but to tell anyone the truth would make me feel like a failure!!!
70. I'm bisexual.
71.
72.
73. My house is a mess, not just a little, I mean like I am scared if some one came over they would call cps, but I can't ever seem to find the will to clean it
74.
75. I've tried and like ecstacy, I've smoked weed more thans than countable, I've kissed atleast 10 guys, 4, of them over 18. I'ved lied about my age to get places. My friends, think I'm a goody-goody, when I've done all these things they don't know about, because I'm trying to start my life over.
76. I have cancer and havent told anybody yet.
77. I wish i would have died in that car accident because then it would have saved me from the heartache you cause me and you would have to live with the guilt and regret everyday of the rest of your life knowing that i called you to bring me to the hospital and you refused because you were too busy working and you thought i was trying to get attention. Instead you left me bleeding on the side of the road. You are the last person i want to see happy on this earth unless its with me. i love you so much its killing me.. literally...
78. I'm not his first.
79. I really screwed you over, and I'm sorry. but now that you're talking shit about me behind my back, the only thing I want to do is ruin your life.
80.
81. sometimes i think i am sleeping with guys to make myself feel better, no that is why i do that. i lost the one i truely loved maybe two years ago, and now he is getting married. makes me sad to see him so happy, and i know he still loves me. it kills me to know that. i also slept with an ex not too long ago, to make myself feel love again. then he got back together his is girlfriend he had broken up with the night before we had sex... im never good enough.
82. I wish I never gave him a second chance.
83. I lost my virginity to my exes best friend
84.
85.
86. Im in love with my best friend but can tell her!!!!
87.
88. I'm 15 and I've never even held hands with a guy.
89. My husband thinks ive only had sex with 2 people including him. the truth is, its more than 15.
90. If I really wanted to be with you right now, I would be.
91.
92. sometimes I'd rather be single
93. yeah, sometimes I'd rather be too.
94. I have to most amazing boyfriend of all time yet, everytime I see you, talk about you, or hear about you i cant help but think how much i still want you. I still love you, but i cant do this anymore. it hurts too much. I'm done.
95.
96. I'm a virgin at 25... will sex ever happen?
97. I'm so tired of guys sweet talking me into stuff.
98.
99. I'm afraid I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life and never find anyone that is truly a good person.
100.I'm still in love with you and i hate it. You broke my heart when you had no right.
101. I don't have a bestfriend.
102. Sometimes his disconnection makes me feel unwanted.
103. I'm just with him to make you jealous....its not working so well is it?
104. I would marry you today, if you asked.
105. I could marry you. I think you're my perfect match.
106. I still think of him and love him, wondering if he still thinks of me and loves me. Even though we always fought, the real conflicts have only just begun within. I feel like I lost a part of myself.
107. i call him ... but he never says anything .. and it pisses me off ... like so bad, i try and i try ... but hes too hard to talk .. and i really like him.
108. I tell my friends i hate him just to have a excuse to say his name
109. I want to get over him I love him to much. Im afraid that if I try dating someone else Ill end up cheating on them, and i dont want to do something like that. Im just so tired of getting my hopes up and thinking this is it this time, then having my heart shoved back in my face...then being stupid and letting it happen again.....will this ever end?
110. I think i love him, but want to wait to see if there is someone better...
111. I have major trust issues, I have been hurt so many times on people that just want to have sex. It hurts it really does. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to find true love.
112. I would move there for you. all you'd have to do is ask.
113. I love you. But I want out.
114. My mom hits me.
115. i like you.
116. I'd kill her if I had the chance. just for taking you away from me. bitch.
117. sometimes i think of any excuse to call him...even if i crashed my car into a ditch and was dieing..i would call him just to tell him i love him i always have...
118. I would have gone further last night.
119. I've filled in like 3 of these already.
120. I want him to stick around because I'm afraid to be alone.
121. I'm afraid you're way too committed. I don't want to grow up...everything goes so fast with you! and he doesn't understand me at all...do i even love you? i cry when i'm alone.
122. i feel like I killed my husband!!!!!!!!!! but i no i didnt
123. your my 11:11 wish
124. I think I might be bisexual.
125. I hate seeing you with her. What does she have that I dont? =[
126. I'm scared that we're moving too fast for our age.
127. You weren't good in bed.
128. I don't think youre very good at kissing.
129. I have completly fallen inlove with my bestfriend and i dont know what to do. theres nothing in this world that i want more than you. You take my breath away. when i see u my heart stops.i have nothing more to say but ILoveYousomuch plain and simple.
130. I can't wait to have sex.
131.
132.I want to kill myself! ( you down there I am praying for you and you really need to talk to someone before you hurt an innocent child!! )
133. I deleted 133 because that just isn't right. May God have mercy on your soul.
134. People like you #133 should suffer the longest most horrible death ever!!!!
135.I want this girl to like me so bad, i try everything, and when i am sure that she likes me she ends up going out with a complete faggot. It hurts
136. I cheated on you.
137. Everytime im with him, i fall more in love with each kiss, smile, stare, wink, grab, touch, laugh, anything. He's perfect. I never want to be with another. Everyone says nothing is perfect, so, he's my closest thing to perfect. I've never felt this way before. I want to commit to him for the rest of my life. He makes me smile so much. I love him with all of my heart, for the rest of my life. That's a promise.
138. I'm so afraid what he thinks about the age difference.. I want him so bad
139. I let my aanatomy teacher blow me for an "A" -he's cute, but 11 years older than me
140. I'm in the same boat as #141
141. I get stoned all the time so I can forget how I really feel about the world
142. I think about him all the time and I shouldn't!!!
143. I miss my father, but I know it'll never be the same.
144. I drink because it helps me forget.
145. please stop talking to me. just move on with your life. I can't take this push pull bullshit and wondering if things will ever happen.
146. After everything, i forgive you. Truth is, i feel sorry for you becasue what i wanted from you is what you want from her and you still refuse to give it to me.
47. I haven't moved on from losing the woman that i loved and it's been years
148. People fall in love with me way too fast...you barely know the true me...
148. Whenever I see him sign on line, my heart still skips a beat.
149. I shaved my balls
151. I really want to see you again.
152. I am not as strong as you think I am.
153. I wish I could tell you how much I like you...everytime I hear your voice my heart skips a beat. I would love to see us dating one day, but I don't want to risk our friendship. Everytime I hear you talk about your a gf you have, I wish I was her so that I could fall asleep in your arms at night.
154. I cant get over the fact that you lied to me, and I hold it against you.
155. I think women are better off without men. All they are needed for is their sperm, other then that they're good for nothing.
156. I think I am beautfiful and I can stare at my myspace pictures for hours.
157. Alot of times im disapointed cause i dont think true love will ever happen to me cuase my relationships are crap.
158. I'm playing so manny guys
159. I really want to smoke but I can't. I'd lose friends and respect.
160. My family thinks I am a lesbian. I'm not. I think?
161. I masturbate ALL the time... then feel guilty about it.
162. blah blah blah I'm a dirty whore!!!!!!
163. I dont eat for a few days at a time cause I think im fat.
164.I hate being married!!!!
165. I still suck my thumb and i'm well past the age of 21
166. My bulimia makes me feel in control about something in my life
167. I'm addicted to extacy.
168. I hate my family, and I don't trust my best friend.
169. I wish I had never lost my virginity to you
170. I like you...i want to date you...why won't you make a move?
171. I hate my mom more than anyone on this earth. She took my sisters away from me and my dad, now they hate me. I dont think I would cry if she died, and I feel horrible because of it.
172. I secretly hate one of my best friends. I refuse to hang out with her with other guys because she always ignores me and she KNOWS shes prettier than me. sometimes, I wish I could make her ugly.
173. I hate myself and want to die.
174. I’m 62 167, 249 and 287. oh yeah and 51.
175. I think I might be gay. It scares me, but also it excites me and makes me happy. It makes sense too. but I'm still not sure. I wish I had someone to tell
176. He hits me.
177.i absolutely pretty much hate his fucken guts but hes the only one that i can live with right now and if i could i would move the fuck out.
178. I hate how all your pictures are with her when you promised them to be with me
179.
180. Secretly, I don't think I will ever get over you and it makes me cry sometimes. I love how happy you seem with him, but I still wish it was me.
181. I know that guys dont really care about me when they say they really do i now know that they are just trying too fuck me.. and im starting too just give into any guy, and its killin me on the inside ! !
182. I totally give into peer pressure... drinking.. smoking.. whatever... I guess it's really no big deal, but what can i say?
183.
184. I'm only 13 years old and I have been smoking for 3 years
185. I want to marry him one day
186. I wish he really knew that I might be in love with him.
187. I started drinking and smoking when my parents got divorced.
188. I don't think I truly love him:( But am scared to leave because I know nothing but him.
189. I wish things could be how they used to be. When she still chose me.
190. Cigarettes make me feel beautiful.
191. I wish I could meet someone that wouldn't lie and that wasn't in a relationship already.
192. I like girls that have curves
193. I've kissed two girls....and I'm a girl.
194. I'm afraid that, if I'm not with him...he'll be happier than when he was with me.
195.i am slowly drinking myself to death on purpose on a daily basis
196. I love you!!
197. sometimes I just dont give a fuck and I want to get wasted and high and bang you, but then I'm worried about guilt
198. Alec Holmes just became my hero.
199.I LOVE HUGE TITS MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD-ALEC HOLMES
200. i may love him more then i think, and #133 your a sick fuck!!!!!!!! get some help before you hurt a child
201. I wonder if you are really my best friend or if yu just use me, i mean 5 years we have been friends and now your hanging out with the other best friend who treats everyne like shit. i hope you get fucken hurt really badly by the dumb cunt. i know its harsh being best friends in all but i dont care anymore.
202. im completly in love with my bestfriend- he has a girlfriend
203. I think the most unattractive thing is a small dick.
204.I love guys that treat me like a princess. But can be rough with me.
205.
206. I miss you with my whole life. I wish we could go back to when you never did drugs, and it was just me and you. Now you have someone else, and you left me with nothing. Sometimes I hate you so much, becauase of what you did to me.
207.
208.
209.
210.I SMOKE and DRINK and DRUGS and i love it. but then everyone thinks im some stupid whore/poser. Even my best friends. that makes me sad
211. ive never had a boyfriend or kissed a guy before, i think ill be alne forever and it upsets me.
212. i have stupid ex's that put me through crap and now i feel like im putting him through crap.
213.
214.
215. I didnt go out and get candy on halloween because i hate my body and didnt want to be tempted to get fatter and hate myself more...
216.
217.
218.
219.
220.I've played russian roulette with a loaded gun.
221.
222. I walked in on my mom having sex with a guy she met that day
223.
224.
225.
226.
227.
228.
229.
230. I feel like i maybe should have stayed single because i feel like im with him just to feel what love is like again. I want to love him but i just dont know if i do. i feel so beautiful when im with him but i always question him because im soo scared of him cheating.. cause i think im not good enough.
231. why did the person delete #133? and what did they say?
232.
233.
234.
235. IM A DDIRRTTY WHORE
236.
237. ONE OF MY GIRLFRIENDS WAS A PROSTITUTE
238.
239. I'm fifteen and I've had sex with 4 guys already. I had two one night stands with close friends.. and I was the other woman in one of my relationships. Now I'm intimate with my boyfriend.. and I feel like its ruining our relationship. I feel like such a slut for being with so many people..
240. I feel like my friends dont actually like me. but i have nothing for them to use me for im poor and not all that pretty.
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245. honestly, i think i love him. but the sad thing is that hes so head over heels for his ex girlfriend, that i dont think i have the slightest chance
246. i hatteee everyone but my bestfriend and the guy i love
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249. i neeed rehaab, but im to scared to tell my parents.
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252. I FORGOT HOW TO CRY!!!
253.me to!!!
254.I feel like my best friend treats me like shitt. but im still friends with her because she has been good to me and i have hope that she will stop putting me down and putting my family down.
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260.Im secretly in love with one of my Friends and i feel like im on top of the world when im with her..i can tell her ANYTHING and she can tell me anything..we take the bus home together and every time im with her im happier than a kid in a candy store with a million dollars(not just any kid either(one who likes candy alot) and what i want most in life is to spend it with her and just the tought of me being with her makes me smile......BH
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262.im living a double life and i always have. i dont think that will ever change i just cant bring myself to letting someone else know everything about me , i dont realy know why, but i think i should be able to do whatever i want with out answering to someone else.
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264.i hate my family
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266. My boyfriend beats me, and I still stay with him. I am dumb, because I still love him.
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268.sometimes i find it easier to lie then to tell the truth and run from my problems because i am so hurt and hate my life. i wish things would change.
269.i love when guys have there nipples pierced
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272. you guys keep telling me that you want it to go back to how it was and everything, and how it was so much fun last year but honestly. all you two care about is yourselves and each other and truthfully i dont want it to go back to how it was. i have no desire. it just hurts too much.
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276. I really want this guy... Yea theres an age difference and he's kinda shy but he makes my day. =] He makes me smile, and laugh. And when I talk to him, its like Im the only one that matters at that moment in life. His deep blue eyes simply take my breath away. I wish all those moments would last forever, but, all good things come to an end. So thats when I think of something random to say to make him smile. Thats the best part. Everyday I look forward to that one class I have with him... The weekends really disappoint me because I dont get to see him...¢¾
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279.I'm addicted to sleeping pills
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282. i don't think i can ever love a boy as much as they always seem to love me, i cryed myself to sleep last night.
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286. I don't know who I am or what my purpose is. And I do love the guy I'm with I'm just afraid of rushing things. I'm also afriad of getting to close and then heart broken again .... He makes me happy ... and he also reminds me alot of myself in a way .... But deep down inside I wanna kill myself for being weak and pathetic but I can't cause I can't leave him or my best friends .... god i'm hopeless ................ and also I really wanna know what #133 did
287. I lost my virginity when i was 13 and so did my bestfriend
288. People who say im skinny are a bunch of fag ass liars
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290.i love him but he doesnt love me and it's killing me inside.
291.when we are dancing/talking i think about how much i want to just kiss you and how i want 2 love you like i have never loved anyone before. i want to love you. i want to give all my love to you and only you. and i want you to love me like that too.
292.Sometimes I really wish I could kill myself..because my life is completly fucked...I havent had a girlfriend in 10 years...im overweight..im always made fun of and teased...I have a father,step-mother, and siblings that hate me..im failing classes in school, and I have a mother and Uncle telling me how good i should be and should try to be more like my brothers. My "so-called friends" are not really my friends, except a couple of bum kids who do nothing but talk shit to me and use me for the nice stuff i got, then get jealous and either try to break it or steal it. I tired of this shit...i want out! I wanna move somewhere far away where im not known by anyone..and start all over again. I'd kill for a relationship with a girl..but they all care about outside apperances..and never whats on the inside..no matter how much they deny it..its true...idk what i did to this world..but it seems the world has just took a shit in a bag and lit it...and I was the idiot chosen to stomp it out...Signed. Cody Shugart
293. I wear a happy face all the time. I'm not emo. but its hard to be sad...even when sad things happen...i'm always the one bringing people up...i cry a lot when i'm alone...
294. I'm a smoker and alcoholic, but deny having ever smoked or drank.
295. I want to kill myself..i just dont have the guts
296. Juniors Likes The Penis!!!
297.i act like im fine but im not im lonely and im needy and i hate it
298.
299.i hate love.
300.your a fucken fag

YOUR BOYISH SIDE:
You love hoodies
You love jeans.
Dogs are better than cats.
Sometimes It's hilarious when people get hurt
You've played with boys on a team
Sometimes shopping is torture..
Sad movies suck.
You own an X-Box.
At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
You own a DS, PS2, or Sega
You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
You watch sports on TV.
Gory movies are cool.
You go to your dad for advice.
You own like a trillion baseball caps.
You used to/do collect football cards.
Baggy pants are cool to wear.
It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
Sports are fun.
You talk with food in your mouth
Wear boxers
Sleep with your socks on at night
TOTAL: 18


YOUR GIRLY SIDE:
You wear lip gloss.
You love to shop.
Go to your mom for advice.
You consider cheerleading a sport.
You hate wearing the color black.
You like hanging out at the mall.
You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
You like wearing jewelry.
You have at least one thing from Victoria's Secret.
Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
You don't like the movie Star Wars.
You are/were in gymnastics,dance,or cheerleading or can do handsprings
You smile a lot more than you should..
You have more than 10 pairs of shoes
You care about what you look like.
You LOVE the movies
Used to play with dolls as a little kid.
Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
Enjoy having girl nights at least once a month
You like the spice girls
TOTAL: 6


Bah hahaha

So I guess it is legal to leave someone lying on the side of the knowing that they may die. In this case, Christina Haynes did die, and they people that killed her were found innocent. This is bullshit, they left her to die. We need to fight this. If someone jumps/falls or is pushed out of a vehicle the driver should be held accountable for what happens. Christina and her family deserves justice. RIP Christina.

I am excited for Valentines day, I am not sure why. I am going to make Jordan all his presents. You might think I am gay, but I think it is romantic. I am the kind of girl that like's doors open for her, seats pulled out for her. Things like that make me wanna get all emotional. I need ideas for him, I am excited. Lol, I wonder what he is going to do for me?
Hehehe
I am excited.

What Cassandra Rae Cunningham Means:

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.





You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.







You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.



You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.





You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.



You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!