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INTRO

The work we’ve put into our lives ...Aminor -> Eminor
Leave us as our souls kiss the skies ...Aminor -> Eminor
There’s nothing left here for me, ...Aminor -> Eminor
I’ve found everything I need to be. ... Aminor -> Eminor

INSTRUMENTAL

Prescription pills scattered on the floor ...Aminor -> Eminor
Staggered breathing, stumbled through the door ...Aminor -> Eminor
Don’t let all the suffering get to you ...Aminor -> Eminor
I know it was me piercing through. ...Aminor -> Eminor

INSTRUMENTAL BRIDGE

CHORUS:
You are my saviour in the blind ...Aminor -> Eminor
The broken hearted leader of no mind ...Aminor -> Eminor
Walking through an unlit maze ...Aminor -> Eminor
The confederate of a midnight haze ...Aminor -> CMajor -> EMajor -> Aminor

I saw a pair of scissors with a taper ...Aminor -> Eminor
Making them too dull to cut paper ...Aminor -> Eminor
But sharp enough to cut me down to fitting size. ...Aminor -> Eminor
The majority of conversation is filled with lies. ...Aminor -> Cmajor -> Emajor -> Aminor

CHORUS:
You are my saviour in the blind ...Aminor -> Eminor
The broken hearted leader of no mind ...Aminor -> Eminor
Walking through an unlit maze ... Aminor -> Eminor
The confederate of a midnight haze ...Aminor -> CMajor -> EMajor -> Aminor

OUTRO:
Before you, we understated the flawed: ...Aminor -> Eminor
“The blind leading the blind” ...Aminor -> Dminor
It was not bound to work on this blank page. ...Aminor -> CMajor -> EMajor -> Aminor
 

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The Fallout
The Fallout

The days after that incident with the bat
I was living in fear for myself ‘cause I knew that
You wouldn’t even want to look in my direction
But if you join me in my dive towards this reflection
I hope you see

“The fallout” is that I love you very much.
I need time to rethink myself
You’re my everything and I’ll be home soon.
I’ll be home soon.

All this shit that’s been happening
I hope it’s all just a coincidence
That it’s not my path towards negligence
Because after all, you and I already know that
I hope you see

So let me tell you that after all this
The way that I’ve been feeling like shit
Is diminutive compared to how I feel
After knowing how this hurts you so deep
Which is why you know to see

“The fallout” is that I love you very much.
I need time to rethink myself
You’re my everything and I’ll be home soon.

“The fallout” is that I love you.
I need time to myself
You’re my everything.
I’ll be home soon.
 

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Another one of these things
ONE:
-- Your heritage: Scandinavian
-- The shoes you wore today: Adidas Campus
-- Your fears: That my parents will find out about everything I've ever done thats morally wrong (to them)
-- Your perfect pizza: I've had enough pizza to have a perfect one.
-- Goal: To own a Porsche or Gemballa

TWO:
-- Your most overused phrase on MSN: hahah
-- Your thoughts first waking up today: I'm so fucking done
-- Your best physical feature: My fucking FAUXHAWK!
-- Your bedtime: 11/12
-- Your most missed memory: All the normal days

THREE:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
-- McDonald’s or Burger King: BK BROILA!
-- Single or group dates: Singles
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

FOUR:
-- Smoke: on occasion, but cigarettes are gross.
-- cuss: I earn frequent flyer miles off how much I swear
-- Take a shower everyday: every day
-- Have a crush: Don't think so
-- Do you think you’ve been in love: Not yet.
-- Want to go to college: Yep
-- Want to get married: Eventually
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes
-- Get motion sickness: nope
-- Think you’re attractive: I try, but i dunno.
-- Think you’re a health freak: not in the slightest
-- Get along with your parents: I try to, but lately they've been angry at me
-- Like Thunderstorms? They're fun
-- Play an instrument : Trumpet, piano and guitar. guitar's my fav:)

FIVE:
In the past month..
-- Drank alcohol: Oh yea
-- Smoked: Oh yea
-- Done a drug: Oh yea
-- Had Sex: HELP! hahahah
-- Gone on a date: nope!
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: fo sho!
-- Eaten sushi: MMMMM!
-- Been on stage: Nope
-- Gone skating: Nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: I don't tend to in january/february
-- Dyed your hair: Nope
-- Stolen anything: Nope
-- Cried over someone: Someone? nope

SIX:
Ever..
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: HO YEA!
-- Been caught doing something: HO YEA!
-- Been called a tease: Nope
-- Gotten beaten up: Nope!
-- Shoplifted: Yep
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Nope. Here I am. You don't like me, your loss.


SEVEN:
-- Age you hope to be married: No clue
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 or 3 and no idea.
-- How do you want to die: When I'm on my deathbed I'm gunna go skydiving without a parachute.
-- Where you want to go to college: BCIT
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Automotive Technician, and a DAMN good one.
-- What country(s) would you most like to visit: Italy, the Honduras, Brazil and Germany.

EIGHT
-- # of drugs taken illegally: 2 (3 with alchohol)
-- # of people I could trust with my life: 4
-- # of CDs that I own: A lot..
-- # of piercings: 0 but I'm thinking of one
-- # of tattoos: 0 until I figure out what i want.
-- # of scars on my body: like 17
-- # of things in my past that I regret: 2. And they both happened within two months of now
 

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Theres a title?
Put an x to the things youve done....

(x) been on a plane
(x) smoked a cigar
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) made out with a member of the same sex.
(x) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) stolen a car
(x) been snowboarding
(x) skipped school
(x) been moshing at a concert
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) love someone or miss someone right now
( ) slept with more than 15 people
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) been called a slut
(x) made a snow angel
( ) had a one night stand
(x) had a tea party
( ) had more than just one one night stands
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
( ) been suspended from school
(x) gone puddle jumping
( ) been in a car accident
(x) played dress up
( ) had braces
(x) seen something die
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) been in love
(x) gone sledding
(x) been dumped
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) shoplifted
(x) been lonely
( ) been fired
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) used a fake id
(x) snuck out of your parent's house
(x) watched the sun set
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt
( ) felt like an outcast
(x) felt an earthquake
( ) been arrested
(x) touched a snake
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) slept beneath the stars
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) been tickled
(x) lied to a friend
(x) been robbed
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) been misunderstood
(x) been to the states
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
( ) been to Mexico
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced at a park
(x) questioned your heart
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until your drink came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun rise with a friend/lover
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
( ) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
( ) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
( ) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
(x) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
 

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Real girls drink pints eh? You go for the lads girl type!


Your type is the lad's girl

There's nothing you enjoy more than watching a match and lifting a pint - and you want your girl to love it, too. That's why you tend to go for the lad's girl - the football shirt and trucker hat wearing, easygoing type. She eats fish and chips and knows how to kick a ball without looking silly. Besides knowing the latest sports scores, she actually enjoys hanging out with your friends. She's low-maintenance and very natural. But don't be fooled - she's still the brimming with femininity under her just a mate exterior. Occasionally, she'll pull on the little black dress and strappy sandals and knock your socks off. She's your friend as much as your lover, and you never have to worry about playing mind games with her. She's the perfect mix of the girl next door and the sporty athlete - spontaneous and cracking good fun.
 

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I'ma mixed breed!
--Redneck--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you live on more then 2 acres?
[ ] Do you have more than 4 different animals at your home?

--Goth--
[ ] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[ ] Is most of your clothing dark?
[ ] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[ ] Are you a social outcast?
[ ] Are you pale?
[ ] Do you like Hot Topic?
[ ] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?
[ ] Are you mean?

--Punk--
[ ] Can you skateboard? <-- HA I wish!!
[ ] Do you wear Vans?
[X] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[X] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[X] Do you watch the x-games?
[ ] Do you have any piercings?
[X] Do you like/wear mohawks?
[X] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[X] Have you called someone a poser?

--Prep--
[X] Do you say the word "like"?
[X] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/American Eagle?
[ ] Do you pop the collar?
[X] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
[ ] Is the only nerd you like Seth Cohen?
[ ] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[ ] You like pop music?
[ ] Do you want/have a little dog?

-Hippie--
[ ] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[ ]Do you want to save the animals?
[ ]Do you think war is unnecessary?
[X]Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[ ] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?

--Gangsta--
[ ] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[X] Do you like hip-hop?
[X] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[X] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[X] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?

--Emo-
[ ]Do you cry often?
[X] Do you wear hoodies?
[X] Do you like soft music?
[ ] Do people not understand you?
[X] Do you write your own poems?
[ ] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[ ] Do you cut your own hair?
[ ] Are you lonely?
[X] Is "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights, a good song?

-Surfer--
[ ] Do you surf?
[ ] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[ ]Is your hair shaggy?
[ ]Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[X] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[X] Are you tan?
[X] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[X] Do you hate tourists?

--Geek-
[ ]Do you wear glasses?
[ ] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[X] Are you on the computer often?
[ ] Do you ever get picked on?
[ ] Do you look forward to going to school?
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[X] Do you play video games?


Redneck:0
Goth:0
Punk:6
Prep:3
Hippie:1
Gangster:4
Emo:4
Surfer:4
Geek:2
 

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I'm a Prep!hahahha!
Take the quiz:
What High School Stereotype Are You?

Prep
You're a prep. You like looking good and having fun, there's nothing wrong with that.
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w00t for import tuners
Take the quiz:
what type of car are you?

Street Racer
you like fast import cars, with a lil extra nos
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I'm ecstasy!
 

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WOULD YOU
[_] go out with me?
[_] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] let me take you out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] be my boyfriend/girlfriend?
[_] have a fling with me?
[_] let me buy you a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] Sing car karaoke with me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] borrow a pair of my underwear if yours for some reason got ruined?
[_] let me borrow your underwear if for some reason mine got ruined?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

ARE WE...
[_] aquaintences?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?

AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] hot?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

HAVE YOU EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
 

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[1] I committed suicide:
[2] I said I liked you:
[3] I kissed you:
[4] I lived next door to you:
[5] I started smoking:
[6] I stole something:
[7] I was hospitalized:
[8] I ran away from home:
[9] I got into a fight and you weren't there:

What Do You Think About My:
[1] Personality:
[2] Eyes:
[3] Face:
[4] Clothes:
[5] Manners:

Answer These Too..
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression of me?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Would you consider going out with me?
[33] Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

werd.
 

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To Quote Deniz...
To Quote Deniz (NirvanaX)...
Thank you to the people who take time to read this. This is about the most I can tell you about me in the limited... Say 10 000 Characters I'm allowed to put into this small box. I'm not a very good school student, I don't pay attention in class, but I'm a thoughtful person. If I'm not on the computer, or playing music, I usually just kick it, and think about anything on my mind. The corrupt (For a lack of better terms) mind of the youth these days is seriously, about the most fucked up thing. How can you justify in your mind, hating someone cause of their style. That's bullshit, everyone is individual; Nice, Funny, Dumb.. and everyone has life-styles; Gay, Lesbian, Hetero, and all that. Just quickly, before i get started, I'd like to say that making fun of gays, is probably the most hypocritical thing. If a guy makes fun of a guy person, then they're probably being hypocrites, because i bet you anything, that dude thinks lesbian girls are the hottest shit ever. Theres no difference. We all share this place, for whatever reason it may be (Nobody knows) meaning it's everyones. NOBODY HAS the fucking right to tell a 'Goth' that they're a freak, and nobody has the right to tell a person who likes rap that they're a joke. Let me just say quickly, first of all, I have tons of friends that listen to rap, and rap only. They don't even give a shit that i wear black shirts and jeans that are ripped at the knees, because they know me for who i am. I don't think i'm all that, and i'll tell you right now, that i'm a nice person, and i care about people for who they are. I don't mean to sound full of myself or anything, but seriously, I'm friends With Mike O'Connel, and I can fucking get along with Matt Monteith, because he's a fucking nice guy, and he listens to rap. .. do you see the difference? And I'm not talking to anyone specific. Please please don't missjudge this, i love rap, and i like people who listen to it, people that go to my school... older and younger, I have no problems with, I just cant stand the selected FEW who don't understand shit about a thing. I don't care if you're fucking the king of England or some shit. Even if the majority of people are a certain way, and a smaller portion is different, most everything is opinionated. Life is not a democracy, just because the majority acts a certain way, doesn't mean they're right, or wrong. That is called FREEDOM OF LIFESTYLE. Now all you punk ass losers who abuse the name of 'Rap' and 'Hip-Hop' and think they're so god damn cool cause they listen to G-Unit, and make fun or people who listen to other things, SHOULD not be able to live. But the sad truth is my friends, Hip-Hop is a relationship between all types of music, and embraces every aspect of musical methods, lyrics, and genres. Like all these people who Idolize These big MC's, have every right to. Dr. Dre is a bassist. Eminem is friends with Marilyn Manson. It's all just talent and style. Sure, Snoop Dogg and Tupac are lyrical master minds. I respect them both, i know they're real, and they're music is alright if you ask for my honest opinion. You don't have to act gangster, just be who you are. Half the dumbasses who think they have the right to beat the living shit out of my friend who's name I shall not state, have to re-think whatever bull shit was going through their mind. REAL DESCRIPTION OF A GANGSTER; Someone who can't afford school, money, a place to live... Doesn't know any better, has to sell/kill people on the streets just to get by, and have no where to call a safe home. And look at some of you? Wearing your Shady, Listening to Tupac.. HOW CAN YOU FORGET THE VERY THING YOU ALMOST LIVE BY? ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME. Who are you to tell me I'm a freak because my lip is pierced, or beacuse I listen to metal. Matter o' fact is, I listen to R&B, Funk, Trance, and occaisionally rap. And Since when are piercings for fags or losers? Tupac had his nose pierced. You mostly live in a home, with parents, and if you're reading this, you have access to a computer. You have the choice to go to school, to attain knowledge about anything you want. You get money from your parents to buy things. You're not gangster. You have every right to listen to the music but no right to act like cocky dicks. Only God can judge you, that includes everyone else. You're human, like the rest of us. Not to get Racial, but rock came from hymns from the black slaves that were disgustingly treated, so do you see now?
I am not one-sighted, and I'm not narrow minded. Sometimes People who listen to rock (DEFINITLY NOT ALL OF YOU, AND NEITHER FOR RAP) get cocky and think they're all the shit. Truth is, nobody is more important than anyone, not matter what you say. In the general aspect of the feuds of music style, theres rap in rock, rock in rap, country in hip hop, hip hop in soul, and soul in rock. It's just a cycle. It never started out as two definite groups. Ludacris and Sum41. Jay-Z and Linkin Park. Look. Just think about it. You may think someone is a scum bag for listening to heavy guitar licks, and pounding drumgs and hard vocals, and they think you're a stupid silly shit for listening to someone who talks into a microphone, plays none of his own instruments, and has gold crunk teeth. OPINION, IT'S ALL OPINION AND IT'S NO ONES PROBLEM IF THEY LIKE RAP OR ROCK. You don't have to listen to either, so I think you should all listen to "Alternative". No, i'm joking hah. But really? Rockers have to be a little more openminded about music. Most of you, like my friend Wes once pointed out to me, not to label yourselves. Emo-Core listeners, I'm sorry to say, if you're not happy with life, why do you live? Just enjoy anything and everything you can, if can't find anything to do but sulk , or as far as rap goes, make fun of other people, then just get it over with, and shoot yourself. Once again, my opinion only, The purpose of life, whatever it may be, is definitly NOT to be hateful towards other people, and is definitly not to hurt/kill yourself. People listen to Emo-Core and are perfectly fine, but sometimes go overboard with it, and are SO bloody influenced by it that they can not for the life of them see the good side about anything.. And truthfully, rockers go over board. We all go little overboard at times, but then you have to have some sence of self control over hatred, or dislike or whatever it is that drives you to be haters. What i'm basically trying to say is, you should't spend your life having to worry about getting jumped for disrespecting someone, or getting shanked for not listening to a certain type of music.. Just love what you have, and God willing, you're life will be much happier. God knows, I'm happy for what i have. I'm happy that there's rap; it has creative and catchy lyrics, some that come straight from the heart of someone who has hurt in the past, or the beats... common, when ludacris says stand-up, it always makes you want to do that . And I'm Happy for rock too, It gets so much adrenaline pumping, and it's so good to take up an instrument, to pass time, and that can always lead to being a music producer, or even a fucking mixer or a [D][J] I hope this makes you think just a tiny tiny bit. I hope it helps someone who listens to rap, to be a little open minded, and not beat me or a budy of mine up. I hope it helps someone who listens to rock, not be hateful towards someone who doesn't like you, or some shit like that. We're all human. That's that, just love one another, If you atleast try and make peace with someone, and they refuse.. then it's not your problem anymore, but atleast you have peace at mind that you tried, and that there ARE people who will tell you to fuck yourself for listening to a kind of music. People WILL stick up for themselves, even if its a two on say, 6 situation, no 'gangster' or 'rocker' is going to let you walk all over them, You shouldn't let ANYONE push you around for listening to rap, ever in your fucking life, they're SHIT to tell you losers listen to rap, no matter what you say or do. You are who you are to the grave, and you're not going to change that with physical violence, or metal harrasment, so why even try? It's your life, you decide, and in the end, you choose your own path down.
If you actually read this, tell me what you think. Good or bad, I'd like to hear it
 

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Swing Life Away - Rise Against
Am I loud and clear
Or am i breakin up
Am I still your charm
Or am i just bad luck

Are we getting closer
Or are we just getting more lost
I'll show you mine
If you show me yours first

Lets compare scars
I'll tell you's who's is worse
Lets unwrite these pages
And replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labour I'll slave to the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

Been here so long
Think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold
Summer's over too soon

So lets pack our bags and
Settle down where palm trees grow

I've got some friends
Some I hardly know
But I wouldn't trade our times for the world
We chase these days down with talks of places we will go

We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labour i'll slave till the end
I wont cross these streets till you hold my hand

Swing life away,
Swing life away,
Swing life away,
Swing life away,
Swing life away.