Dude, last night I dreamed that I was doing coke again.
wtf?
I deno.. All in all, good dream.
I miss that stuff.
..Sometimes more than I should.
But yeah, Coke Adds Life, right?
It was fun, I wish I had some on me right now,
but today's all about the herbs yo.
Laterz xD

I'm really scared right now
I dont know what to do
I cant stop this anymore.. nd I'm too far gone..
I'm unsalvidgable
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[14:23] ~chel-c is at home.. Bah..:
What'd you rather do? Study or get fucked?
[14:24] william:
study
[14:24] ~chel-c is at home.. Bah..:
Then we are two totally different people..

sometimes i just need: To talk.

somtimes i want: To be alone.

somtimes i like to: Treat myself to shopping.

sometimes all it takes: Is a little understanding.

somtimes i picture: What it would be like without me around..

sometimes i wish: I could go back.

sometimes i find: I cant do things by myself

sometimes i take: Too many pills.

sometimes i look: Dead.

sometimes i hate: People that are just trying to help.

sometimes it’s nice: To be alone with my problems.

sometimes it hurts: To realize I need help.

sometimes it makes me happy: To have control over my life again.

sometimes it’s sad: To realize I'm losing everything.

sometimes i listen: To the wrong people.

sometimes i sleep: For 16 hours because of my problems.

sometimes i like to watch: Others enjoying life.

sometimes i feel: Consumed by the worlds problems.

sometimes i rant: To those that don't deserve the rage I portray on them.

sometimes i never: Take to heart others concerns about me.

sometimes i really: Want to escape.

When I’m ..

sad, i want: Hugs.

happy, i need: Friends.

mad, i wish: Things would work out.

overjoyed, i find: I'm really shakey

indifferent, i like to: Seclude myself.

content, i never: Care what others think.

frustrated, all it takes: Is a little understanding.