The day I don't put on a fake smile,
is the day that I'm finally happy

The same fucking shit thats ruined every relationship,
is once happening again.

This is like the.... 5th time.

Fuck i need a break from life..

Nah, just a new life

Work, work, somewhat of school. Sleep.
Yep, pretty lame schedule. Thank goodness for spain and scotland to change that in a bit!

Sad side note I just realized the other day.

I've been single for 2 years now.
Sadly, will I every trust girls again.
Who knows..

Theres something about her that makes me smile
I think shes amazing, and I haven't felt this for awhile.
Just wish there was a way I could make you mine,
But instead I lay in bed, dreaming about that moment,
Time after time

One day I will find you,
Or will you find me,

Hopefully someday soon,
because this waiting is killing me.
Come soon, come soon

Wish I could hold you in my arms, and not let go,
only thing
I'm not holding you on my arms

Birthday at snooker this weekend.

the 19th, starts at 9pm

Something most people don't know is,
I hate the holidays but I do have reason.
For the last two years around the holidays I always had bad luck,
not just the regular stuff but just shitty stuff.

So far december has been going alright, so we'll see if year three has a turn around
and for once I have a snow white christmas

Nobody knows what its like to be the bad man,
to be the sad man,
behind blue eyes

Theres just somethin about ya that keeps me goin.

Yet nothin would probably happen

I don't quite get this.
All girls act like i'm some hot comedity, being a nice guy n all
and always ask me everytime they see me if i have a girlfriend
then act all surprised when i say no.

So heres the thing, why don't i ever get given a chance, cuz gettin played i've had enough with.
I;ve just had enough with being single.
Can't i have my chance

And ya, i misspelled

Theres a part inside me,
that needs to be happy,
but just can't find that light

This blog is for kelly.


Woof

All that shit and i get played.. fuckin rights.

Just dope

once again i;m not gettin a break at life

Everyday a part of me wishes my chance could happen again,
if it hadn't been for moose jaw we would've been happily together,
and I'd still be smiling from then

Instead my lucks run out,
even at the ex, with one rides luck.

Everyday I wish for a chance, but I know that day won't come.
Shit outta luck, never a chance