Hey I know what you mean... Breaking it sounds tempting BUT NO!
I must refrain from Breaking the Rules...

ITS GETTING REALLY CLEAR!!!!
LIKE CRYSTAL CLEAR!

Wish I knew what the conclusion you came to was...
Honestly Things seemed to be as clear as they have ever been today...
I Know what I want..

Three Concerns I have with it:
1) That it would get bad again and everyone gets hurt when that happens
2) Parental issues on both sides
3) That maybe you don't feel the same about me

I guess only time will tell, this is the true test. Valentines Wishes go out.. hugs too...
I pray that for once I haven't fucked myself over but I'm known for that..
Gar!! Life is tricky but love is more...

I shall wrap up now and hope all goes well...

HAPPY VALENTINES! ...^{Miss you}

OF COURSE I STILL WANNA TALK!!
This Break is really testing me although things are finally becoming CLEAR!!! =P
I narrowed down what I want!!
Or think so anyhow

Have you read my blogs!?
Ahhh!! Just read them you know what i'm talkin bout!!
Respond something so I don't have to worry anymore

So I blocked and deleted two people today, I don't want anything to do with you anymore. I'm not going to put up with your lies and drama.

Fortunately facebook allows me to block you too, oh and telus can block numbers too.

So it was nice knowing you pce!

**I can be Stubborn**
obviously if your reading this I didn't block you

I don't Know What I want, Wish I knew how to sort this all in my head to get to the answer

there just is no math formula good enough to determine what I want....

I Wanna Break the Rule so bad.... GRR!!!!! Stupid Chris STUPID RULE!!!!

So i'm confused I wrote a blog and was angry at the time so i'm putting a hint in this one so you'll know its me MARCH 7th!

yes the break is good im figuring out what i want, i saw the blog of a bunch of things you used to say to me and got upset. i'm sorry.

This is probably been the hardest test not talking for 2 months... Hope this doesn't break our `Rules` of the thingy.

I wish I could explain all this

I hope that my pissy mood hasn't killed anything, oh and the confusion comes from just stuff i read and didn't know what to make of it

hmmm... I dunno looks like you moved on... hmmm sucks?
Maybe a 2 month break was good? or......... not


why is this so confusing.... sure I think i don't need it. maybe I did...
Whoa!! Chris Wake up seriously...

Love is just a 4 letter word... obviously you throw it around or defined it wrong to me..

I love being played.... Yes randomness from me Yes i'm rambling so what..
Just forget about it.

1. Are we there yet?
2. Does your chewing gum lose its flavor on the bedpost overnight?
3. Which way to the emergency exit?
4. Does this make me look fat?
5. Can God make a bathtub so big He can't bathe in it?
6. Parlez-vous Français?
7. Why hasn't my check arrived yet?
8. How many fingers am I holding up?
9. Where do bad folks go when they die?
10. Why do we park on driveways and drive on freeways?
11. Who shot Mr. Burns?
12. What time is it?
13. Can I go to the bathroom?
14. May I go to the bathroom?
15. Does this hurt?
16. Will you marry me?
17. Whose fault is that?
18. I know you are, but what am I?
19. What's for dinner?
20. Why did the chicken cross the road?
21. Are you almost done?
22. Could you point that the other way?
23. Mind if I play through?
24. Are you going to eat all of that?
25. Don't I know you from somewhere?
26. How do I convert degrees to radians?
27. Could you please pass the salt?
28. What's that scent you're wearing?
29. Which floor?
30. Paper or plastic?
31. Did Adam and Eve have navels?
32. Who are you?
33. Could you repeat that?
34. If all your friends jumped off a cliff, would you?
35. Why is water wet?
36. What are the seven wonders of the world?
37. Is it in you?
38. What are you looking at?
39. Gotta light?
40. What would Jesus do?
41. Where's Waldo?
42. If tin whistles are made out of tin, what do they make foghorns out of?
43. What's that smell?
44. Where's the beef?
45. Is tabletop fusion a pipe dream?
46. Are you listening to me?
47. How much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?
48. Shaken or stirred?
49. Why is six afraid of seven?
50. What was the question

Content, Relaxed, at ease,
Writing, playing dots, thinking,
Sneeze, slurpee, dog bark,

pen, paper, blog,
paper, plastic, cloth,
Ugly, cool, amazing,
facebook, nexopia, my space,

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haha I just wasted your time and you didn't notice

I'm so annoyed, yet i lack the heart to tell you whats bothering me because I care about peoples feelings and yours. I listen to you and try to help but it seems to go unnoticed lately. I dunno what else to say but that I hope you realize this before its too late.....

1) Be Impeccable With Your Word: Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid Using the Word to speak against yourself or gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love.

2)Don't Take Anything Personally: Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won't be the victim of needless suffering.

3)Don't Make Assumptions: Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness, and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.

4) Always Do Your Best: Your best is going to change from moment to moment, it will be different when your healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse, and regret.