I do not like the feeling of being "Replaced"
she is just a temporary just so you can get over
your self. Honestly, fuck you. I don't care anymore.
I love how you can throw away a friendship that
has lasted 6 years in a fucking day. I love how
you were the one who first said you hated not
talking to me, but at least I made an effort to hang
out with you.. clearly it wasn't enough.

I am taking in high consideration on finished some
courses through correspondance so I can graduate
a semster early to leave this town. Go and do some
simple upgrading at the Thompson University in Kamloops
then go to UBC-O in Kelowna.

Our friendship started going down for months now.
I cant take it anymore. Every time I see you face
it just makes me mad. I tried to make plans with
you but you obviously don't care about our friendship.
And you say I changed ? I haven't changed I just
stopped tell you stuff about my life cause I can't
rely on you anymore. You are the hypocrite talking
behind someone's back who calls you their best friend ?
You talk about her daily and call her your friend. You are
so two faced... That's why I am mad. I really wish you would
realize what you are doing and by acting like you aren't
doing anything just makes all your friendships look
pessimistic.

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darling,
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
Ohh---
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing



Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone

You, appear, just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Dontcha know?
Your beautiful

Going to Sages tonight and New years eve !
PK Next week with Danielle !
Life is great.

Soo the movie was soo chezzy it was making me mad lol.

Didn't really get any sleep last night cause
we watched too many scary movies before
I went home lol.

- S.B-
Right now I'm not sure if I like you or if I like you just as a friend :S
I guess I will just have to wait and
sort out these feelings !

Chilled with RaeAnne in her hot tub and some hotties haha

Wow, this Christmas has been great !
Got everything I wanted and more , and
just got back home now all theres to do is
sit back relax and watch the time go bye
I'm so excited for the 29th ! Got some Aussi
fam comin' up to Canada ! haha, and going to
hang out with Sage when I get back ! also
excited to hang out with him hahaha.
THE SQUEEKLE with Danielle Babkirk ♥


My hearts complete, and theres no worry in the world <3

Rap pretty much makes my ears bleed.

Cllearrrly you are not ment for high school,
you may be a drama queen. but like ever era there is a fall.
This is only the biginning, you dont know what
you have started. You made almost half your
family turn against you and more then half of the
school dispises you. Its hard to tell people you are
even related to me ! K.W. I think it is time for you to go.

Everything is going how I wanted it. Its slowly piecing together,
we may need some icing to secure some places but theres nothing
wrong with an unfair win
It's only wrongly winning !

Hmm, It's wierd to look back and see who all you were friends with
and who you are not anymore. Sometimes its a good thing and others
you just miss it.

Satisfied without you, is my greatest accomplished thoughhh

Update
Soo happy I can graduate next year ! Everything is working as planned !
Not sure what collage/university I want to go yet but kinda
know what I would like to do for the rest of my life but takes 4-6
years of education to get where I'm going, I think it will be worth it
in the long run.
I can't wait till september ! Get my N AND the truck ...If I pay my own
insurence for the truck, and gas... But for now I still refere to it as my truck
First trip is planned with E-Brody, Dan Babkirk !
Start the count down for my 19th birthday !
Go to Edmonton with Morgan Geee in a helicopter ?! ..(maybe, but hopefully cause I think it would be sweet especially the helicopter part !)

First Christmas without you
It slowly feels like the family is drifting apart. And now KAYMI is an effing phsyco ! Cant believe she moved out ?! with some guy..? And now you dont par-take in any family gatherings... and threaten to kill someone ? Maybe you should have stayed in homeschooling, you clearly dont belong in high school.

Annd if you heart wears thin ill hold you up ♥

Im not quite sure where to categorised this feeling under
but boy I suree do like it ,


Morgan Gee ! Get readdy for tomorrow cause we are going
to stir up a rukus for your birthday ,

WTF WTF WTF !!??!
Why Bella should have choosed Jacod over Edward..
-Jacod has a way better looking body then Edward
-Edward a white... and skinny and look sick haha
-Uhmm HOW COULD YOU NOT PICK JACOB OVER EDWARD ?!

Overall , New Moon had a stupid ending...NO EDWARD I DONT WANNA MARRY YOU

ahhh, soo NEW MOON with Brooklynn in Dawson
Edmonton with Danielle,
Snowboarding with Brooklynn !

There's no time for reminiscing
Because thinking of the past just never changed a thing

Happiness is not the absence of problems,
or heartache, but the ability to deal with them !