You and Me - August 30, 2009
I never saw this coming
But here you are
And this feeling is numbing
You shot out just like a shooting star
They say it's not true
But we have seen our cue
And they haven't seen me with you
(Chorus:)
Now that you've come around
I think I've finally found my sound
There's no where I would rather be
Then right here as you and me
You were the one I was afraid to meet
as my heart skipped another beat
That one night in June
You spoke to me in a whisper
Your eyes sparkled like the moon
Then this feeling became much crisper
You held me tight
As I gave you the key
The light was still shinning bright
And no one ever thought it would be you and me
(Chorus:)
Here we are lying on the concrete
The words you're speaking are so sweet
You make me feel complete
(Chorus:)
I know that it's meant to be
Just like this, you and me
As simple as one, two, three
Just you and me
With our colours we stand
Seeing those other than our shade
As the ones who are werid
Strange and indifferent
They judge us
By the way we walk
and talk and dress
Pointing out our flaws
Being oblivious is the way
To block out the danger
The threats and insults
A ways to brighten up the day
To be unique or indifferent
Is their way to be the same
Their exuse to become impowered
and their reason not to fear
The coming of the rainbow
Will show us who we are
Free of fear and judgement
Away to become our own
Sometimes I wonder
If anyone really sees who I am
And do they know what's on the inside
Do they know what I like, do they know what I need
Do they see what's past my eyes, or know my wildest dreams
Can they see where I'm going, see how I'm gonna run far
No more hiding away, cause I like what I'm finding
I'm going to show you that, I'm not just a pretty face
There's more to me then you will ever see
Tired of wasting my days, don't wanna fade away
This is who I am and who I wanna be
Sometimes I lose my way and fall to the ground
Sometimes they tie me up and push me around
But I'm not afraid
Do they know what I like, do they know what I need
Do they see what's past my eyes, or know my wildest dreams
Can they see where I'm going, see how I'm gonna run far
No more hiding away, cause I like what I'm finding
Please tell me I'm not dreaming, please tell me what you're thinking
I know what they're saying, all their remarks their stating
Cause I know what's it's like to feel so unliked
Do they know what I like, do they know what I need
Do they see what's past my eyes, or know my wildest dreams
Can they see where I'm going, see how I'm gonna run far
No more hiding away, cause I like what I'm finding
Sometimes I wonder
If anyone really sees who I am
And so they know what's on the inside
The one you love, wont wait forever;
So make do with what you got and keep on holding on.
You have to keep moving on, even if you're only taking one step.
There's no time to waste, bleeding out,
or drowning your sorrow with pills.
You have to keep your head up and your pride high,
and know that you're going to soar and fly at least one time. <3
Just take moment to think about everything you have. Think about all those who have less than you. All those who have to suffer.
Think about the food you get to eat, while others are straving in other countries. Think about the bed you get to sleep in, while others sleep on the streets in the rain. I know I've been through a lot but then I think back and say "I have an Amazing life!" When I really think about it, I really do. No matter what I've been through, there probally will always be thousands out there that have been through way worse.
Most people never seem to take a moment to think about things like this.
In a matter of 22 days, you will probally going to be sitting in a warm house. Right by the fire, eating a really nice dinner with all the ones you care about. You'll be opening presants and sharing your laughter.
So just a moment, one moment wont hurt. Think about all those who will be on the streets for christmas. The ones who will be in third world countries with no food or even clean water. What about the ones in the hospital fighting for their life, on what's supposed to be one of the happiest days of the year.
So just take a moment to wish all of those less fortunate than you, a very Merry Christmas.
I'll never be her, I'll never act the way she acts,
But yet I feel soo bad, for being soo jealous.
Shes one of my best friends,
But yet again no matter how hard I try,
These eyes will never be true hazel again.
They will always glow this envious green.
I cant listen to their commets,
Playful, Hurtful, Sexual.
I try and drown my ears,
To this song which brings me to tears.
Their actions bug me,
Words hurt me,
Emotions haunt me.
I wish it weren't so,
But I can't ignore what I thought I could.
I try to accept them the way they are,
As I do everyone else,
But shes just different.
Shes the only one these green eyes scope.
What am I to do?
I wonder if you knew/
Did you know this was gonna happen?
Is that why you left?
I that why you wont talk to me?
And you don't wanna have anything to do with me?
Huh? Why is that?
I think maybe making myself bleed,
will wipe the slate clean.
Just maybe.
Do you know how much it pains me,
to move on everyday?
To not be who I always wanted to be?
Why can't you just be here for me?
How do you not see the pain inside of me?
If you knew that this was gonna happen,
why didnt you ever tell me?
Are you mad at me???
I find your heart will bleed more,
when you don't let it out,
and when you hold it in,
year after year.
It hurts,
and it makes me wanna scream,
and break.
How could my heart be torn so fast,
by all the shit that you pull.
There is only one thing still holding my heart together,
my love for him,
and my love for them.
I love being there for people,
and helping them with their problems.
But lately it just makes me think more and more,
and it hurts,
it really does.
Cause I havn't had the guts to talk about it lately.
but I don't see the need for the drinking,
and the violence.
The anger,
or the fear.
It's not right to fear you,
but yet I always do.
Why can't you just see?
See the blood that flows from me.
See the pain in my face.
See the caution in my foot steps.
Tell me can you see the tears that come from my eyes,
when I turn around and hide?
This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer.
She wants to see how many people get her poem.
It is quite the poem. Please pass it on.
This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital.
It was sent by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM.
SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child.
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.
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Dear All:
PLEASE pass this mail on to everyone you know - even to those you don't know! It is the request of a special girl who will soon leave this world due to cancer. This young girl has 6 months left to live, and as her dying wish, she wanted to send a letter telling everyone to live their life to the fullest, since she never will. She'll never make it to prom, graduate from high school, or get married and have a family of her own. By you sending this to as many people as possible, you can give her and her family a little hope, because with every name that this is sent to, The American Cancer Society will donate 3 cents per name to her treatment and recovery plan. One guy sent this to 500 people! So I know that we can at least send it to 5 or 6. It's not even your money, just your time!
PLEASE PASS ON AS A LAST REQUEST
To every body in the outside world, I probaly seem dead.
but for your information, I'm not!
I just havn't left me house since I got back from Vancouver.
That's because I have Strep throat, and it hurts!
I'm also pretty sure that no one wants to get it.
And I really feel like shit because of it.
I probaly also seem dead. cause no one can get ahold of me on my cell.
Which by the way it has been disconnected.
Why don't you people learn my house number now,
250-294-3918.
What you see is what you get
I'm a lover and a fighter
I am who I am
I really dont wanna hear what you have to say about it
It's my life I'll live it how I chose
If it rains on my parade
Ill just dance in it
my favourite song will say more about me than my mouth ever will
when ever you get a chance
smile just because you can
I will always forgive but I will never forget
so unless you've lived my life don't judge me
because you don't know
never have
& never will know
every little thing & detail about me