As soon as our family got settled and happy. this happends. We dont want you to go, we dont want you to leave us please please come back. </3 We all love you so much. My mom needs you to live. Dont let our worlds come crashing down...

is stupid and full of drama every day. [: All you will usually hear is Boys,girls,sluts,whores,popular, and unpopular. When schools done it wont be an everyday thing. Why? no ones trying to compete. Cant wait till its all over <3

Sooo umm.. found out that the ipod i have been looking for since christmas, has actually been with my sister the whole fucking time... hmm i wonder do i have the right to be pissed?? hmm... i think so!

I feeeeel like a screw up. Why can i not go a fucking day without hurting someone. I dont know what to do anymore..

1. Real name: Michelle


2. Nickname: Michie



3. Zodiac Sign: Virgo


4. Male or female: female






5. Elementary: Mackenzie elementary school


6. High School: Strathmore high school


7. College: Idk.



8. Hair color: i have no clue 0_0 it changed i think brown



9. Tall or short: short..


11. Sweats or Jeans : skinny's


12. Phone or Camera: Phone and camra



13. Health freak: sometimes.



14. Orange or Apple: Apple and orange.


15. Do you have a crush on someone: nope

16. Eat or Drink: drink ^^



17. Piercings: ears, lip.


18.Coke or Pepsi : PEPSI and COKE /:



HAVE YOU EVER?



19. Been in an airplane: no


20. Been in a relationship: yup



21. Been in a car accident: Yea ...



22. Been in a fist fight: nope.



23. First piercing: Ear



24. First best friend: Brooklyn



25. First award: grade 5


26. First Crush: Micheal.


27. First word: idk


29. Last person you talked to: shania



30. Last person you texted: kelsey


31. Last person you watched a movie with: mom, step dad, and sis


32. Last food you ate: poutine


33. Last movie you watched: grown ups



34. Last song you listened to: firework


35. Last thing you bought: i believe a poutine

36. Last person you hugged: ashtyn


FAVE:



37. Food : fruit

38. Drinks: diet pop, milk, juice.





39. Bottoms: skinny's

41. Animal: wolfs


42. Colors: purple, black, green.



43. Movies: underworld, underworld2, underworld3, action, romance.

44. Subjects: I Hate School .





(Put an X in the brackets if yes)



45. [x ] in love with someone.



46.[X]celebrated Halloween.



47. [X ] had your heart broken.



48. [ ] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.



49. [x ] had someone question my sexual orientation.



51. [ ] got pregnant.



52. [ ] had an abortion.



53. [X] did something I regret.



54. [X] broke a promise.



55. [X] hid a secret.



56. [X] pretended to be happy.



57. [X] met someone who changed your life.



58. [X ] pretended to be sick.



59. [] left the country.


60. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try



62. [x] ran a mile



63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.



64. [X] got into an argument with your friends.



65. [X] hated someone



66. [X] stayed single for 2 years.







CURRENTLY:







67. Eating: nothing


68. Drinking: Nothing ...



89. Listening: FIREWORK , KATY PERRY .



70. Sitting/Laying: laying



71. Plans for today: nothing its winter..

72. Waiting: For You.





YOUR FUTURE:



73. Want kids?: yup ^^



74. Want to get married? yup


75. Career: hair dresser



76. Lips or eyes: Eyes and lips


77. Shorter or Taller: Taller .



78. Romantic or spontaneous: Both (:



81. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship .



82. Looks or personality: Both .





HAVE YOU EVER:



83. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope .



84. Snuck out of a house: Yeah , All The Time .



85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: Uh , No .



86. Killed somebody: nope



87. Broken someone's heart: Unfortunately .



88. Been in love: yup


89. Cried when someone died: yea






DO YOU BELIEVE IN:



90. Yourself: sometimes

91. Miracles: sometimes



92. Love at first sight: Mhm (:



93. Heaven: nope



94. Santa Clause: of course! who wouldnt!

95. Sex on the first date: o__o im still a v..



96. Kiss on the first date: yee :3







TRUTHFULLY:



97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: Yeah ...



98. Do you know who your real friends are: if i can tell them secretes yup, i kinda test people at first though :o



99. Do you believe in God: nope


100 Post as 100truths?: Idk , Maybe .

Finaly myself again, im way happier. Now i hope you find someone you love and i hope we become great friend's and i can start hanging out with you like before. ^^ I hope it happends soon cause id love to start talkin again . I also think i should text Lauren, and you know hang out with her one of these days.

That is all for now. ^^ Have a good-night world!

This is the only place i can be free and tell how i have been, and how my days have been, i wont post anymore from this till im finaly myself again.

- I find myself almost crying myself to sleep every night.
- My friends keep asking if im oki at school cause i dont smile.
- I find no reason to wear makeup.
- Friends are trying there best to help, but keep bringing it up.
- I find that i listen to music at the wrong times.
- I can barly eat, i only eat one meal a day, and pop and juice keeps my blood up.
- hard to get out of bed in the mornings.
- feel like shit and a bit guilty.
- i feel like ripping his heart out and watching him feel the pain that hes caused.
- Bruce,chelsey,dustin,lauren, and ashtyn are the only people i can talk to.
- lastly, i cant seem to get the pain out of my chest..

1. What is your middle name? Heather
2.How big is your bed? SMALL D;
3. What are you listening to right now?nothing..
4. What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? 9186

5. What was the last thing you ate? Mlk shake :3
6. Last person you hugged? hmm.. Keanna
7. How is the weather right now? Idk..

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Keanna
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Im not tell my secret >>

10. Favorite type of food? mm.. EDO! and WENDYS.. and watermelon :3

11. Do you want children? Yes, but not for a looong time ^^ like age 26-27

12. Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? nope i always seem to remember /:.

13. Hair color? -.- Black..

14. Eye color? Hazel ): hate them wish they were unique..

15. Do you wear eye contacts? nope :o
16. Favorite holiday? Halloween

17. Favorite Season? summer, and spring, and little bit of fall as long as its not cold s:

18. Have you ever cried over a boy/girl? yea

19. Last Movie you Watched? Strawberry panic.

20. What books are you reading? nothing at the moment :o

21. Favorite Movie(s)? Underworld, any zombie movie if its good. :3

22. Favorite college football team? T-T I don't have one!?

23. What were you doing before filling this out? editing pics :o

24. Any pets? A cat -.-

25. AIM? :o?
26. Dogs or cats? Woof.

27. Favorite Flower? hmm. idk :o lillys are pretty :3

28. Have you ever loved someone? Yes :3

29. Who would you like to see right now? everyone! WE SHOULD HAVE A MOVIE NIGHT!

30. Have you ever fired a gun? Yup x)

31. Do you like to travel by plane? Ive never been on a plane D;

32. Right-handed or Left-handed? Right.

33. If you could go to any place right now where would you go? England (loves british accents)

34. Are you missing someone? Yeah...

35. Do you have a tattoo? Not yet, but i will >>

36. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings? no but on week mornings i do :3

37. Are you hiding something from someone? Oh hell yes i dont tell lots of people some of the stuff that happend in my life..

38. Are you 18? Not even close..

39. What is the wallpaper on your cellphone? Two sticky tabs with faces on them and there Green and pink :3

40. Did you get enough sleep last night? it was decent

41. First thing you thought about this morning? "I gotta go to school, but i dont wanna.."

42. What do you have handy at your bedside? Cellular device, remote and teddys.

43. Grilled or fried? Grilled.

44. What makes you unique? Im a freak ^^

45. Are you afraid of the dark? nope use to be xD AND I HAD A MOSTERS INC. NIGHTLIGHT D:<

46. Favorite hangout? To many :3

47. 3 things you can't live without? Friends
49. Favorite song? to many :3

50. What are you afraid of? Jumping off hights, Spiders sometimes.

51. Are you a giver or a taker? Idk sometimes im a giver other a taker.
52. What are your nicknames? Michie

53. What is your dad's middle name? Henry

54. What is your mother's middle name? I dont remember D:

55. What would you bring if you were deserted on an island? Lots just say that ^^

56. Favorite TV commercial? Im on a horse.

57. Who's your cellphone provider? Rogers.
58. First thing you'll save in a fire? Boe boe and my Ipod (if i had one D:<)

59. Favorite color? Green,purple,blue,black.

60. What is one thing you always bring with you? My cellphone
61. What did you want to be when you were a kid? Someoen who studys dinasours xD

62. What do you usually do when the clock says 7 am? Go back to sleep..

63. The color of your bedsheets? white.
64. Who do you want to meet? Katy perry :o and kate backinsale, ooh and vin desil ahha -Drool
65. What do you think about before you go to bed? stuff :3

Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
yes, lots actaully.

Do you wish a past relationship could have lasted longer?
NOPE!

Do you kiss and tell?
yee.. should probably stop that..

Have you had alcohol in the past week?
hmm.. not that i know of.

Are you happy with life?
Sometimes.

Could you cry right now?
yea probably.

Do you like the color orange?
Yes.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
2:30 i think o__o movie night.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a S?
Oh god um let me see -.-' YES!

Ever kissed anyone 18 or older?
:o hmm.. i dont think i have..

In the run of a week, how many times do you straighten your hair?
1-2 times, more if it gets messed up xD

Will you marry your high school sweetheart?
Well i guess well see when that time comees o__o

Do you have feelings for anyone?
mmhmm.

Math or English?
Neither.

How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
:o idk couple for stupid stuff xD Like having Sparklers!

This time last month, were you single?
:I nope

Were you happy when you woke up today?
yea.

Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't?
Yee.. happends alot.

Did you ever own one of those kid electric cars?
No. My parents weren't that cool.

What was your favorite meal as a child?
probably candy -.-

Do you know what your name would have been if you where opposite sex?
yea xD Micheal

Have you ever talked on the phone in the shower/bathtub?
Yup.

Do you just want to yell in someone's face right now?
hmm.. i guess :o i kinda do.

Was today a good day?
kinda.

You got laid last night, didn't you?
hehe nope x)

Relationship status: Single, taken, complicated?
Taken

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
last week :o

How many hours did you sleep last night?
like 4-5

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
I hope not ):

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
yea. but theres a limit.

Are you shy?
Until i get to know you yes.

Are you close with your siblings?
meh kinda.

What were you thinking during your last kiss?
Nothing, my mind goes blank.

Do you think you will get drunk sometime in the next year?
probably.

Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
Hell YES! D:

Are you open about your feelings or closed?
Im pretty closed about it..

Think of the last person you told "I love you" to, did you mean it?
Sara, of caurse

What was your relationship status one year ago?
Taken...but i regret it.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
mabe.

Do you wear socks to bed?
sometimes if its cold :3

Have you ever ridden a horse?
yesh many times.

Have you ever been in a relationship longer than 3 months?
yup and still going!

You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life,what is it?
diet pop

Are you clingy?
not really but i love affection :o

What does your current Facebook status mean?
i miss my friend ashley x)

Any planned vacations coming up?
nope.

Where were you when the new year rolled around?
friends. :o

Do you have a necklace on right now?
Yes.

Is green your favorite color?
YUP

Were you born in the 90's?
Yes.

Do you miss your past?
Yes. Some parts.

What were you doing at 3 in the morning?
Sleeping.

Do people ever misspell your name?
Yes >_>

Do you knpow how to use the correct form of your and you're?
yea.
Do you ever clean without being told to?
My room.

Do you have your nose pierced?
No.

How do you sleep?
cuddle teddys :o

Which would be more meaningful to you: I love you a lot, I love you so much?
I love you so much.

Have any memories that you'd like to forget?
yea.

Do you ever bite your lip?
Yes.

Do you think two people can last forever?
I think its possible ^^

Where do you go when you want to be alone?
My room.

Is it easy to annoy you?
No it takes alot.

What were the last three things you Googled or looked up?
Watch south park

How has 2010/2011 school year been for you so far?
Horrible.

Do you have freckles?
nope

Do you hate when your stomach growls really loud?
yes.

+ had an amazing time with Aiesha and andrea
- We people watched though something discusting, a man picking for gold in his nose.
+ Watched andrea go up to him an give in a cleanex xD (video taped it) hahah
+ They might be coming down next sat for a sleep over :3 hehe yay!
+ Get to go drinking with them for andreas b-day and i get to invite a friend
+ Thanx giving dinner tomorrow mmm good food hehe AND PIE!
- mom asked me a really wierd question on the way home and i almost told her the truth ):
+ Love Sara always <3<3
+ overal had a great day cant wait to see them again. Missed you guys. <3

Time started: 6:04

Single or Taken: Taken :'3 "snarff snarff"
Birthday: 09.12.95
Sign: Virgo
Siblings: 1
Eye colour: mine is hazel! but my fav. eye color is brown :3
Shoe size: 8 i think 8)
Height: ...IM 10 FEET TALL! >
What are you? a girl
What are you wearing right now: underwear,brah,shirt,pj shorts
Where do you live: Strathmore
Righty or lefty: right
Any pets: ..no );

Favourites - - - - - -
Favourite kind of pants: skinnies
Number: idk its a number o__o
Subject in school: gym :I
Animal: Wolf!
Sport: volley :o
Favourite cartoon character: um probably already know it xD "spiderman"

Have you ever - - - - - -
Given anyone a bath: no
Bungee: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Put your tongue on a frozen pole?: yea
Loved someone so much it made you cry? yup :3
Broken any bones: nope
Played truth or dare: yes it was mighty fun!
Been in a physical fight: nope :/
Been in a police car: no
Been on a plane: no
Been in a sauna: no.
Been in a hot tub: yes.
Fallen asleep in school: not yet
Ran away: nope, thought about it might be fun i should try it!
Broken someone's heart: i hope not D:
Cried when someone died: yup
Flashed someone: no
Cried in school: yup xD
Fell off your chair: hahaha! xD good times yes!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: yup
Saved MSN conversations: nope
Saved e-mails: noope.
Fallen for one of your best friends?: yup
Made out with Just a friend: nope
Used someone: nope
Done something you regret? hell yea but we all do :o

What is. . - - - - - - -
Your good luck charm: :o my friends
Best song you ever heard: olive you
Stupidest thing you have ever done: Dated a guy i didnt like xD
What's your room like: MESSY
Last thing you said: Im going to take a shower
What is beside you: nuts,shirt,shortshorts, book, sock :I
What shampoo do you use?: i cant remember..
Something Good that has happened to you this year: Sara
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: :o got a job i guess.

Have you ever had - - - - - - - - -
Chicken pox: nope
Sore Throat: mhmm ..
Broken nose: nope.

Do you - - - - - - - -
Believe in love at first sight: not really :)dont look on the outside, get to knowthem xD
Like picnics: yup! i remember doing that when i was a kid
Like school: nooope

Would you: - - - - - - - - -
Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000, 000: never will .
Go to a Hanson concert if you had a free ticket: . nope.
If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: <3 i would say the name but my friends who just say "well thats ovious!" xD

Who was the last person you Lap danced: :o i think friends at teen night xD

What makes you laugh the most: ..funny things o__o
What makes you smile: her<3

Do you/Are You: - - - - - - - -
Do you like filling these out: not really :o
Do you wear contacts or glasses: none
Do you like yourself:. sometimes :o
Do you get along with your family: sometimes
Have piercings below the waist? . nope
Stolen anything over $50: ah... yee... try waaaay past that..
Obsessive?: meeh, can be.
Compulsive? : no
Anorexic: I don't think so.
Suicidal?: nope

Final questions - - - - - - - - - - -
How many people are you sending this to: none.
What are you listening to right now?: nothing!
What makes you happy: Sara :o
How many buddies are on your list? whos counting o__o
What did you do yesterday?: i went to work and did homework..
Wanted someone in your family: no
Got any awards: yea
What car do you wish to have: Camaro :3 oohlala
Where do you want to get married: hmm.. somewhere nice, on a sunnny day!
Good driver: not sure.
Good dancer: I don't know.
Good Singer: idk
Have a lava lamp: I USED TO D;
How many remote controls are in your house: please dont make me count xD
Are you double jointed: no but it would be kewl
What do you dream about: Dreams :3
last time you showered: 20 mins. ago
Scary or happy movies: both.
Root beer or Dr. Pepper: dr. pepper
Mud or Jell-O wrestling: jello god that would be fun and tasty!
Vanilla or chocolate: choco. and vanilla
Skiing or Boarding: none id kill mself xD
Silver or Gold: sliver
Diamond or pearl: diamond
Sunset or Sunrise: sunset
Cats or dogs : dogs
Coffee or tea: i drink both :3
Phone or in person: person
Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: youngest
Indoor or Outdoor: outdoor

Time ended: 6:25

+ got my suprize nice and ready, cant wait!
- nothing big but its something.
+ yay!

I cant believe this... Im relying on a cooler because my sister wouldnt allow me to get a pop to stop the pain in my throut (saor throut). I feel tired and have NO enegy what so ever... I want to hang out with friends and my GF but i cant because im to terrifyd that ill get them sick to... (-.-)
Going to see if this one cooler can get me a bit tipsy and get rid of pain.

That is all for today <3

- Does not feel at my best
- soar throut then stuffy nose nowstarting to cough D:
- Really hungry but dont feel like eating -.-
+ Wishing it was the looooong weekand.
- Wanna stay home a nd sleep..
- Phones not working.
- lost my ipod.
+ going to get a new itouch
+ Mabe if i wait another day ill become really sick and wont have to go to school xD
+ need to cash my check.
+ Miss you, love you <3 sorry phones not working.
- dont even know if your recieving my texts

bye bye for now nex. SCHOOL SUCKS... that is all.

+ pretty amazing day!
+ played left4dead, with sara xD we all died on one level and could not stop laughing.
- brother botherd me cause i like putting on a british accent xD
+ took a nap.. probably shouldnt have that was pretty rude of me.. /:
+ crawled on flour and rolled into a toco. (pictures were TAKEN! xD)
- Called home
+ loved my good-night kiss :3 .. miss you already..<3
+ going to show her were you live so i dont get in trouble anymore xD hahah.
- hungry but cant eat D: meh!

xoxoxo night ^^