Cocktacular - 21, Male, Edmonton
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One of Those Days...
I woke up yesterday pleased with life, I woke up today dissapointed with life and right now I am completely and utterly depressed about life. That is becuase I have realized what I want and what I have are two completely different things. What I want is unfortunately unattainable. Both the decisions I have made and every outside source in my life has led me to this dissapointing and sub par life.


I only WISH I could have what I truly want, and I only WISH I could have a second chance at happiness.


I have less than 5 days to make a decision and only 14 days to make difference in my life or live with the consequences forever.
 

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Tough Choices
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The Numbers
5 Crushes
2 Cheaters
2 Young
11 Thrown Away
3 No Commiters
1 Possibility
6 Used
1 Amazing
6 WTFs
 

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How Come...
Everything Happens for a Reason...


 

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The new ones
The one with maturity beyond belief despite being young

The one I didn't make enough time for
 

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My Problem
I have realized I only want things that I can't have, and as soon as I get it I don't want it anymore
 

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Quotes
The following things have been said to me, no text in between and different girls every time, this is no way all of the girls that have said this to me, but the worst things said to me by the girls i did like quite a bit... If you read this and you know who you are, give me a fucking answer why...

"I really think we should hang out, like a date"
No response back and still waiting...

"Hey so pick me up tomorrow we can go out for dinner and a movie, see ya"
17 hours later
"I'm really busy, I have no free time anymore"

"Call me tomorrow when you get up and we can make a real date, p.s. I like you, and I think you'll treat me better"
6 hours later
"I want to be single right now"

"You're going already?" Kiss on the cheek
32 hours later
"I think theres another guy"

"I want you to be my bf"
16 hours later
"Sorry there's someone else"

"I think I love you"
20 hours later
"We need a break"

"I want you, and only you, you care for me way more than he would ever"
12 hours later ( the day before my birthday)
Kissing him right in front of me

"You're Cute"
"I Like you"
No response back and still waiting...
 

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Can you name these people?
The only one that EVER MATTERED to me (so far)

The one who never got a fair chance

The one with real potential

The one who I used

The one who I don't understand at all

The first one to hurt me bad

The one who was too all over the place

The biggest crush I ever had

The first crush I had in Jr. High
 

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Eyebrows
Quote of the Day "Eyebrows are important things, but the thing is you'll never realize that until you wake up without them."