I woke up yesterday pleased with life, I woke up today dissapointed with life and right now I am completely and utterly depressed about life. That is becuase I have realized what I want and what I have are two completely different things. What I want is unfortunately unattainable. Both the decisions I have made and every outside source in my life has led me to this dissapointing and sub par life.


I only WISH I could have what I truly want, and I only WISH I could have a second chance at happiness.


I have less than 5 days to make a decision and only 14 days to make difference in my life or live with the consequences forever.