"When you find out who you are, you'll find out what you need. Blue skies and sunshine guaranteed."
my mom used to say to me "you can't have fun all the time."
and i used to say, "why not?"
"why the fuck can't i have fun all the time?"
There's something else going on.
Did I drive you away?
I know what you'll say.
You'll say, "Oh, sing one we know"
But I promise you this,
I'll always look out for you.
That's what I'll do.
My heart is yours.
It's you that I hold on to.
That's what I'll do.
But I know I was wrong,
And I won't let you down.
But I got nominated fora social studies award at school lol!! I have never gotten an academic award in my entire life I am so proud of me.
I wish someone had told me in high school that if I had actually gone to class and did my homework I would have done very well lol.
I really need to stop fucking up.
jazminlamirande: here i'll show you, pay attention, this is my buffy the vampire slayer wall
CunTouchable: u and ever homosexual male in north america must be right. lol
CunTouchable: every*
CunTouchable: OH MY GOD LOL
kylernickle: LOL
CunTouchable: wow..
CunTouchable: if this chick was fat and ugly this would be sort of creepy.
CunTouchable: nah nevermind, it's still kinda creepy
CunTouchable: LOL
jazminlamirande: LOL
CunTouchable: "and this.. this is my sarah michelle gellar doll i made completely from her hair"
kylernickle: LOL
CunTouchable: "i sifted through the garbage bags on set"
CunTouchable: "took me 2 years, man"
jazminlamirande: SHUTUP LOL
CunTouchable: yeah, this is tooooootally normal
kylernickle: lmao
CunTouchable: u don't need to see aaannnyyone about this
jazminlamirande: I love the show okay!
To bed to bed said sleepy head
not so fast said slow
put on the pot said greedy gut
we'll have a bite before we go.
Eleven eleven he stuffed the drain
with all his rage, all his cocaine.
He'd make them proud, he had the power.
Sobers up easy in the scalding shower.
Shaky hands calmed with a quick small drink,
And he's stumbling in later to scrape the sink.
Eleven eleven, she said a prayer.
For strength to love him, for strength to care.
To hold him easily, able to bother.
To see her son, and not his father.
Eleven eleven, a little boy sleeps.
Dreaming of wild things, unaware his mom weeps.
Not knowing his father is angry and crazed
searching for powder in the stainless steel drains.
Eleven eleven make some wishes.
For kisses, for riches.
For a mother that cares, for a father that feels.
For a life where you're loved, where wounds and hurt heals.
For the light to shine in and shut off the doubt
but hurry, wish quick before the minute is out.
It was hard to tell you: You're a star to me.
If I tell the truth, you're the whole damn sky.
It's when I'm standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I want to just scream to the whole room that I'm still in love with you. It's when I'm sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrows for just one yesterday. Then I could just call you to tell you goodnight. It's when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize you're the only one who really knew me at all. It's when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment. It's when I think about you that I realize no one else in the world is meant for me.
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Jazmin Lamirande
