~*~Courtney~*~
20
Calgary
Loving life!!!
Pierced x7
1 in nose
1 in lip
2 in tongue
3 in ears
Hopefully getting inked soon also!
1 in nose
1 in lip
2 in tongue
3 in ears
Hopefully getting inked soon also!
Im a Brunette, brown eyes Im not afraid to be myself and speak my mind i can be a big flirt sometimes dont always mean to! and I also have a big attitude that cant be controled sometimes I dont mean to be a bitch but hey shit happens!! I love to party and have a good time with all my friends they mean the world to me and so does familly dont know where i would be without them!! Budweiser, Kokanee, rye & coke, strawberry margaritas, jagerbombs, and gladiatores hahah pretty much what you will find me drinking!! I love my alcohol and the party no one will ever change me or the way I am I have a feeling im always going to be the wild child! Fuck ya!
as we grow up we learn that the one person that wasnt suppose to let us down, probably will. you will have your hreat broken probably more than once and its harder everytime. you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. you'll fight with your best friend and might even fall in love with one of them. you'll blame a new love for the things an old one did. you'll cry because time is passing by so fast and eventually you'll lose someone you love
. so take many pictures, laugh to much and love like its never going to hurt. life comes with no guarantees, no time outs and no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off. speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someones hand. comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up. stay up late and smile untill your face hurts. dont be afraid to take chances; or fall in love, and most of all, live in the moment because every second you waste angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.
Unfortunetly I have made many mistakes and wish that i could take them back and I wish there was always that second chance but your not always that lucky!! I regret all the fights and just not having the ability to forgive and forget! you never know what lifes going to bring you and whats going to happen dont get hung up on certain issues that ya lets face it will piss you off and probably wont be able to get off your mind but dont let it ruin you, live life to the fullest and dont let other peoples mistakes bring you down and hurt you I learnt that the hard way because i suffered greatly but I refuse to let someones stupidity ever get the best of me again!! Im better and stronger then that!
*I am- Courtney Franklin aka Kokanee. Corky... to many sum I dont want to mention lol
*I will always*- try to make sure everyone is ok and listen
*I miss*- Him and Simple times with amazing friends
*I crave*- The touch, the feeling, the love
*I worry*- about getting my heart broken again
*I regret*- the way i'v handled things in the past
*I love*- my familly and friends and pets
*I always*- jump into things without thinking
*I sing*- when i drive, and whenever theres a good song on doesnt matter where i am
*I can't stand*- when people tell me im wrong and i know im right, when people lie,cheat,and cant keep promises!!
*I lost*- to many people I care about, My sister I love you and miss you R.I.P
*I like*- music, my friends, partying getting really hammered, meeting new people
*I listen*- to people when they talk to me, i always want to help in anyway i can
*I need*- to stop thinking so much about the future, and live a little more in the "here and now"
*I know that*- I have made many mistakes and hurt to many people with them and wish that I could take some of the things back!
*I hope*- the good times keep coming!
*I want*- people to grow up!!
*I am always*- crazy,shy,and drunk lol
*I cry*- when im alone.... because i think too much
*I feel*- confused frustrated and extremely stressed!! new job!
*I believe*- true love really exists
*I have*- had my heart crushed
*I smile*- because I love my life i have great friends and familly and live everyday to the fullest
*I care*- about alot of things mostly the people in my life and what happens
*I can't*- live without my music and the party!!
*I feel*- happiest when im surrounded by people who love me for me
*I want*- to be drunk right now with the people who know how to get er done lol
*I luv to*- be loved!, have random fun adventures, meet new people, you guessed it and Party!
*I enjoy*- music, beer, and good company all 3 together= "a great social experience lol
*I pretend*- not to care when someone says something nasty about me
*I change*- my mind alot.... but i mean im female... what else would u expect lol
We OnLy WaNt WhAt We CaNt HaVe BuT nEvEr KnOw WhAt We GoT tIlL iTs GoNe
Never give up if you still wana try
Never wipe your tears if you still wana cry
Never settle for the answers if you still wana know...
Never say you dont like if you can't let him go...
Never stop fighting for what you believe in....
love is...
-being stupid with each other
-him being your drug and ur addicted
-memories of him are always ur favorite
-no matter what ne one says your going to love him
-jealous of all the gurls who have hugged him
-even if he breaks ur heart into a million peices you love him with every peice
-taking chances, act crazy, be young
-being the gurl he points out to his friends and says "ya that's her"
-when you ask what time it is and he says "time to cuddle"
-when you can go to him in sweats, no make-up, messy ponytail and he says "babe you look beautiful"
-he tells you your unforgetable
-ur worst nightmare is not being with him
-you can't help but smile when u see he's calling u
-he shows u not all guys are the same
-laughs at ur jokes even if they are stupid
-isn't afraid to hold ur hand or kiss u infront of his friends
-you can get lost in his eyes
-he chooses you over everyone
-he makes ur worst day the best with one look
-he reaches for ur hand but touchs ur heart
-ur idea of paradise is in his arms
-he gives u a single rose
-he'll call u just to say he misses you
-when u trip and fall and everyone laughs, he picks u up and whisper's "it's ok baby i still love you"
-when u shiver he takes off his coat and gives it to you....and he stands in the cold with no coat
p.s. I love you
remember, any guy can love a thousand girls but only a real guy can love a girl a thousand ways
Will You Take Me To Paradise!![/color]
Where We Can Forget About All Our Worries[/color]
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