so long ago i remember
chasing not much more than shadows
down a narrow path
crowded by darkness
without a care or a fear
no worries
almost impossible to believe
with life charging in such a different direction
so far away it seems
i have become from me.
the vison of tomorrow has changed
seeing something so strange before me
before us
something that was never there before today
the path walked fades far back into the distance, i can't see where it begins..
looking to the places visited before, life starts to fade to grey, all the vitality gone with the wind, far from here, never to return...
the memories press on my skin, cold like steel.. heavy... frozen inside, heart barely beating at all....
so close but so far away....what does it all mean?
starting to feel like drowning in the sea of life.... getting pulled away from all the love and warmth that was there with me....
turning away from the past...forgetting about what it might have ment...why it happpened....no more cold no more remembering....letting all the mistakes float away...into the dark.....
..open your eyes..
returning to today....to the place that i belong... with her beside me....and our little angel.................
..hoping now that its here...it won't be snatched away in the night.......
for the second time that i can remember... just like every time it comes to mind i see the way it played out long before it happened.
and to what avail is speaking of these visions? for they hold no meaning to those who cannot see them.
it hurts inside when i hear of this defiling behavior of such a sacred flesh.. so much that it burns inside my mind unforgotten...
and i know he finds his ways to continue the behavior that support the injustice that i dearly wish revenge for... and it did occur....
but i hold no blame towards the one i love... only regret that there was nothing that could be done.....
i wish i could have been there to take care of her properly.. and respectfully...
and though i have lost alot of respect for her other companion.. it should have been him taking responsibility for her....
if the degrading shell of a mortal that layed his red hands on her finds it fit to do so again i will find it hard not to make a meaningful and fitting action in return..
i do not suffer fools in my life... and he has proved himself to be one
well shes making a cute face atleast... thats more than can be said about me...
Seemingly everything is just not right
its so easy to get caught up in earthly things
things that shouldn't really matter.
when there are so many things
that better deserve all the attention
why do we all waste away with
hate, violence, and so much pain.
Love is why i live my life.
Love for the miracles that surround me
Love for the angel that saved me from the
darkness
And i hope one day
that i will be able to make a difference
in this world
i hope that i can show what really matters
to someone along the way.
The point is not in what you can have for yourself, it is in what light you can share with others. This world has far exceeded a tolerable amount of hatred and does not require the added suffering of another victim.
Once more another daybreak,
Another time – Another Lie.
Fall between the cracks my friend,
I lie alone with no one here to
Save me.
This time I hide my face
So another mistake cannot
Break me down.
Never find me Sun
I’m all but breaking
Down
Amongst the pressure of the spring.
Fine I’ll lie with
You,
I’ll look for you,
I’ll bleed for you
Too my love.
At last you understand
Where the pain is grown from,
And were the white agony
Of love
Will always find you
Alone.
Your heart will always remain from now on,
Broken.
