Hey baby. I don't know how long it will be til you see this, or if you ever see this that is =P I hope you do. Tonight was the night that we talked about us both being nervous about me being so young and not sure about love and all that jazz. I love you. This is hard for me to say straight up to you, but I'm hoping it will mean more when I tell you that I do love you. I loved Travis. And I told him that. I know that I loved him because I will still say that I love him. Well, that's not completely true. It's not him I love anymore, it's just the memories. That will never change. But, the point is that you mean more to me than he did. So I can tell you almost 100% that I love you. No matter what ever happens between us I will always love what we had. You mean so much to me. I will always love you. I never really was a slow mover when it came to relationships. I never really had any that lasted long enough though. They all seemed to begin fast, and end even faster. And I was fine with that. I want things with us to move slower. I want them to last...I need them to last. I want to be with you through everything. I want to get through the rest of my highschool with you. I want to move in with you or at least close to you after I graduate. I want to try and convince you to tour Europe with me for a year. If you don't want to go, it will be one of the hardest things for me to give up. But I don't think I'd be able to live without you for a year. I want you to propose to me one day. I want to start a family with you. And I can't believe I said that. It seems like puppy love by saying that. But, I can't think of a better person to spend every minute with. I can't think of a better person to do anything with. I have to admit, when you first said I love you, I was taken aback. I wasn't sure if my saying it back was the right thing to do. I wasn't sure if I meant it. I'm still not sure if I meant it then, but I mean it now. I love you. I can't ever say it enough. I see couples all over the place, and each time I see them I smile, and think about how that will be you and me. I'm big about firsts. Being a first for someone, and someo ne taking up one of my firsts. I want you to be all of my firsts that I have left. I fell for you so quickly. Within the first two weeks of talking to you I had fell hard. I was in the middle of so many things then, and you entered my life and complicated everything more than it already was. Somehow I ended up with you anyways. And I'm happier than I have ever been in my life. The reason I like hearing about your old relationships is because I owe my happiness to them. They were foolish enough to give you up, and I was lucky enough to find you. I will never find anyone better than you. Trust me, I've looked. I've talked to and fell for enough guys, and had more than enough guys fall for me. I know what's out there; And I know that you are remarkable. I want to be the best that I can be for you. But not more than I could be. You bring out the best in me. Well, it's 5 am now. So I should probably header to bed. I love you Cody. Don't ever forget that. <3
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