Yes I know Im just sooo gorgeous

Julie you are my best friend darling, we pretty much live out of each others houses! WE will be liven together in January YEEEEEEAH!!

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Julie you are SOOO attractive Babe













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R.I.P ------ DUSTIN R. P. BEYER 06/30/84-11/08/06

GOD I MISS YOU KID! Dustin i miss you so much and i cant believe its been so long. i feel like yesterday you and i were pissin eachother off, then drinking, wakeboarding, and snowboarding. i still dont know how i can do this without you. there isnt a person in the world that i believe i can trust. this whole year has been bullshit and the worst part about it is you havent been here to cry for me. all ive been doing is getting myself into some serius trouble and not able to actually do the right things. dustin i miss you so much. i just hope to god that youre happier where you are than i am right here. i miss you more than youll ever know. plz let your smile keep shining for me dustin. i love you.

R.I.P. Dustin Robert Perry Beyer.

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I wrote this just for you two days before my 18th birthday
Before you left, much we did fight,
But at the end of the day,
You always tried to make it all right,
Even though everything had to go your way.
You still learned how to compensate,
You learned to deal with any guy that id date,
You were still protective over me,
Like this i hoped that life would never be,
And now that youre gone,
Life will never be the same,
Theres no one left for me to lean on.
For myself i have to blame.
I tried to help you,
But you pushed me away,
You knew that with 'life' you were through,
And now im left a stray,
At times I feel like i have no one,
The weight on my shoulders weighs a ton.
You were the only one who could fix all of my troubles.
THats when i looked to Jack Daniels for my doubles.
For a while the whiskey helped me,
But soon i came to see,
That that was the direction you were headed,
The day of your funeral Ive always dreaded.
If i could go back in time,
Id take your place,
Id pay to have you back all the way to my last dime.
Dustin life without you feels like sometimes it aint worth living,
To make everyone happy i just keep on giving,
But i aint getting better without you by my side,
When you left us something inside of me died.
It was only the one night that i cried,
That night i was on tequilla just to have fun,
But I got to the point where I was absolutely done.
I remember nothing at all,
All that i know is that my best friends were there for me that night,
God, I was such an ugly sight.
Wish you could have seen me cry for my first time,
I hate crying, Id rather commit a fucking crime.
It shows my weakness and my feeling,
Yet they all say crying is a part of healing.
Screw that, that i dont believe,
It isnt right to grieve.
I always got pissed off at you for your cries,
Because there isnt such a thing called our 'good byes',
So many people have come and gone out of our lives,
And now you are with them,
Youre all up in heaven,
How do you expect me to survive,
When you didnt know how to even stay alive.
Dustin you taught me so much,
And now Im waiting too for gods touch.
So i can knock on that same door that you knocked on,
Ive lost so much weight and my face has become drawn,
Maybe then youll see what your death did to me,
Heaven should be waiting because when that day comes they will see,
That it is there that like you I will be set free.
No worries or grieving,
No more of this numb feeling.
Im sick of being lost without you I want to call it enough,
For mom and dad im trying to be so tough.
And its showing because anger fills me fast,
Dustin, How long without you will I be able to last?
I know even though youre up above,
You still feel everything that we shared including our sibling love.
Keep shining down on me from up so far,
For i still need your protection.
Ill try to keep our promises for at the bar,
Where every unkown guy gets my full rejection.
Youre not here to knock them out when they get too close,
But you taught me how to fight,
Anyone that i oppose.
Please just dont keep me out of your sight.
Because I will show you my strength,
To be just like you I would go to any length.
Dustin I miss you more than ever,
And One sweet day we once again will be together.
Everyday i live is all for you,
It is all that i know now how to do.
Living life for you is not so easy,
So bad do i just want to rebel,
Never will you see your little sister become sleezy.
Doesnt matter how much i go through or how far through hell.
Never will i want you dissapointed in what i do,
I need you for every obstacle that i go through,
I cant do this alone,
All I know is a brother, for together we had grown.
But now im living without you standing by my side,
Ive been doing this since the day you died,
And I will be doing it all on my own,
For myself i Believe that i have shown,
That i can live without you for a short while, but not forever,
One day we will again be together.
You are truly missed Dustin, My one and only brother.

Live. Laugh. Love. Ride.

Cowboy is his name
There's a hundred years of history
and a hundred before that
All gathered in the thinkin'
Goin' on beneath this hat.
The cold flame burns within him
'Til his skin's as cold as ice
And the dues he paid to get here
Are worth every sacrifice.
All the miles spend sleepy drivin'
All the money down the drain,
All the 'if I's' and 'nearly's,'
All the bandages and pain,
All the female tears left dryin',
All the fever and the fight
Are just a small down payment
On the ride he makes tonight.
It's guts and love and glory,
One mortal's chance at fame.
His legacy is rodeo
And cowboy is his name.

Rodeo- Garth Brooks
His eyes are cold and restless
His wounds have almost healed
And she'd give half of Texas
Just to change the way he feels
She knows his love's in Tulsa
And she knows he's gonna go
Well it ain't no woman flesh and blood
It's that damned old rodeo

Well it's bulls and blood
It's dust and mud
It's the roar of a Sunday crowd
It's the white in his knuckles
The gold in the buckle
He'll win the next go 'round
It's boots and chaps
It's cowboy hats
It's spurs and latigo
It's the ropes and the reins
And the joy and the pain
And they call the thing rodeo

She does her best to hold him
When his love comes to call
But his need for it controls him
And her back's against the wall
And it's So long girl I'll see you
When it's time for him to go
You know the woman wants her cowboy
Like he wants his rodeo

Well it's bulls and blood
It's dust and mud
It's the roar of a Sunday crowd
It's the white in his knuckles
The gold in the buckle
He'll win the next go 'round
It's boots and chaps
It's cowboy hats
It's spurs and latigo
It's the ropes and the reins
And the joy and the pain
And they call the thing rodeo
It'll drive a cowboy crazy
It'll drive the man insane
And he'll sell off everything he owns
Just to pay to play the game
And a broken home and some broken bones
Is all he'll have to show
For all the years that he spent chasin'
This dream they call rodeo

Well it's bulls and blood
It's dust and mud
It's the roar of a Sunday crowd
It's the white in his knuckles
The gold in the buckle
He'll win the next go 'round
It's boots and chaps
It's cowboy hats
It's spurs and latigo
It's the ropes and the reins
And the joy and the pain
And they call the thing rodeo

It's the broncs and the blood
It's the steers and the mud
And they call the thing rodeo







20 reasons of why youd want to date a cowgirl:
20 - We can mount with ease
19 - We can go the distance
18 - We have good hip control
17 - We know how fast or slow to go
16 - We can ride in many different positions
15 - We are used to something between our legs
14 - We can always hit the right spot
13 - We are used to a bouncy ride
12 - When we fall, we get right back on and ride harder
11 - We like it dirty
10 - We'll ride for hours
9 - We'll use whips
8 - We love to try new things
7 - We are good with our hands
6 - We get a lot of practice
5 - We know what were doing
4 - We do it in lots of places
3 - We're always on top
2 - We get off easily
1 - We have lots of stamina.
#1 Reason why not to date a cowgirl: When shes done with you, youll always get turned out and brought back only to her convenience.





Top 5 Reasons to Date a 4-Her
5. We volunteer to do "things" nobody else will
4. We always have 'hands on' projects
3. What happens at 4-H camp, STAYS at 4-H camp!!
2. We love showing off
And the #1 reason to date a 4-her"
1. WE LEARN TO DO BY DOING
#1 reason why not to date a 4-Her: Theyll always meet someone new.