DESPAIR. - 17, Female, Canada
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1. Ugh I'm so sick of your shit. Your so fucking two faced, always acting like
me and you are such good friends. I know we are, theres no doubt about it. But your
always talking shit about me to everyone else. It's getting old hun, you barely have
a reason to anyways. Everything you've said to people is fake. It's about time you
started acting your age and not your shoe size. Your so immature.

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Rooo.
4th of July was amazing.
Love you Nicki, Jaimie, Zack, Veronica, Cherish, and the little niglet boy <3.
 

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Oui
 

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Love don't cost a thing -
" No ones laughing at god when they see the one they love hand in hand
with somebody else and they hold their mistake. "
 

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Love always remains.
1. I'm sorry for everything I put you through. I fucked up, and you got hurt. I
wish thing could have ended differently - but theres still always hope.

2. Your such a self centered, ignorant person. There's no use in trying to make
you see that anymore, you never get the point. I'm no longer going to waste my time on you.

3. You never stop to think about anyone elses feelings. I hope you see what a
terrible person you are.

4. Have a safe trip, I love you.

5. Change is never good.

 

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all the cool kids were doing it.
BOLD WHAT APPLIES TO YOU :

YOURSELF - I would like to change my name. I'm loud. I'm obnoxious. I'm sarcastic. I'm cocky. I have a bad temper. For the most part, I don't like most people. I'm easy to get along with. I like to fight. I have more enemies than friends. I'm a smoker. I drink coffee. I clean my room daily. My room always looks like a tornado hit it.

APPEARANCE - I'm shorter than 5'4. I wear makeup. I wear a piece of jewelery at all times. I wear contacts. I've had braces. I have braces. I change my hair color often. I either straighten or curl my hair often. I have at least two piercings that aren't in my ears. My ears are pierced.

RELATIONSHIPS - I've been in love. I'm always scared of being hurt. I've been hurt. An ex has physically abused me at least once. I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. I've been in love more than three times. I believe in love at first sight. I believe lust is more important than love.

FRIENDSHIP - I have a best friend. I've gotten a phone call in the last 24 hours from a friend. I've beaten up a friend.I've been in a serious fight with a friend. I can trust at least five people with my life.

CLOTHES - I own a white hoodie. I own at least five pairs of jeans. I own at least ten pairs of shoes. I own a blue jacket. I own a pink jacket. I have at least five belts. I own at least three blue shirts. I own at least one pair of flip flops. I own at least two pairs of sweatpants. I've gone out in public in pajamas. I own at least three hoodies. I sleep in pajamas every night.

EXPERIENCES - I've been on a plane. I've been on a train. I've left the country. I've left the state/province. I've taken a taxi. I've taken a city bus. I've taken a school bus. I've gone bungee jumping. I've made a speech. I've been in some sort of club. I've won an award. I've spent 24 hours on the computer straight. I've been so angry I've punched the wall.

MUSIC - I listen to country music. I listen to pop music. I listen to rap. I listen to techno. I listen to R&B. I listen to punk. I'm one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it. I hate the radio. I download music. I buy Cd's.


TELEVISION - I spend at least six hours a day watching television. I watch soap operas daily. I'm in love with Days Of Our Lives. I've seen and like The OC. I've seen and like One Tree Hill. I've seen Popular. I've seen and like Everwood. I've seen and liked House. I've seen and like Gilmore Girls. I've seen and like CSI.

FAMILY LIFE - I get along with both of my parents. My parents are still together. I have at least one brother. I have at least one sister. I have at least one step brother/sister. I have at least one half brother/sister. I've been kicked out of the house. I've ran away from my home. I've sworn at my parents. I've made my parents cry. I've lied to my parents. I've lied to my parents about where I am. I've lied to my parents about what I'm doing. I've lied to my parents about who I am with. I've lied to my parents so I'd be allowed out. I've walked out when I've been grounded

HAIR - I've cut my hair in the past year. I've been blond. I've been black. I've been red. I've been light brown. I've been orange. I've been dark brown. I've had streaks. I've been purple/pink . I've been blue/green. I use conditioner. I've used silk therapy. I've used hot oil treatments. I've completely killed my hair. I've curled my hair. I straightened my hair. I've ironed my hair. I've braided my hair. I've had dreadlocks.

SCHOOL - I've thrown something at a teacher. I've yelled at a teacher. I've been suspended. I've been sent to the principals office. I've walked out of class. I've skipped an entire day of school. I've skipped a whole month of one certain class. I've failed a test.
I've cheated on a test. I've helped someone else cheat on a test.
I've failed Art. I've failed P.E. I've failed Math. I've failed Socials. I've failed Science. I've failed another class. A Teacher has called my parents. I've been caught skipping
 

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truth.
 

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If I could take these words and fill them up with air
I'd fly you to the stars so we can disappear.
If I could take your heart and keep it close to me
I swear it will not break, I swear it will not bleed

 

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The worlds done shaking.
1. You had what was coming to you.
2. You are my greatest regreat.
3. I want to spend forever with you.
4. You give me butterflys.
5. I used to love spending time with you, but now i want to beat your face in with a shovel.



" The truth that you'll find will always be the truth you hide. "
 

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Come with me, my love to the sea, the sea of love.
I wanna tell you, how much I love you.
 

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you had me at hello
 

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omg
i can't stop humming christmas carols.
 

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all you need is love.
 

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