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03:05am | Mar 24, '05 | No Comments
So Today Was The Day That I Finally Realize That I Lost Him..
I Miss Him And He'll Never Know. He Was Mine. My Everything
The Fucking Answers To My Prayers. The One I Wont Forget..
I Can Never See Him Again.. Well I Can.. But Its Only As Friends.. I Havent Seen Him Once Since The Break Up.. I Havent Heard His Voice.. The One That Used To Comfort Me When I Was Crying.. The One That Made All My Problems Just Dissapear.. The One That I Looked Forward To Hear.. The One That I Lost.. The One I Drove Away.. It Was My Fault.. It Was All MY FUCKING FAULT. I DID THIS. NOW I HAVE TO FUCKING FACE IT. I HAVE TO JUST LIVE WITHOUT HIM. I CANT JUST DO THIS. I CANT JUST LIVE WITHOUT HIM. Im SO Fucking TIRED Of Having To Restart My Life Because I Fuck Up And Cant Maintain Any Of This. It Was Me.. Me.. I Was The One To Do This To Myself.. It Was Me.. Who Fucked This Over. It Was Me Who Drove Him Away.. It Was Me.. I Did This.. I Lost The Potential Man Of My Dreams.. I Lost Everything.. My Words Are Empty.. I Have Nothing El