The abuse we go through...
The beatings we take,
The love and hate we share...
The human body is astonishing....
Mends broken parts,
But it will not mend a heart?
It is for your mind to fix....
We are all the same...
Organs, Blood, Heart, Brain...
We all got it...
So why do we fight?
To show might?
Courage?
What is it we fight for?
People die each day
and the death rate is only going up not down....
People being stabbed,
Jumped, Beaten to an inch of
their life and draws them away from loved ones....
So why do we do it???
WHY?
August/ 11/ 08
I got jumped when i walked kayla and devin to the bus stop, Sucker punched in the face, thats fucking straight up bullshit.....
Revenge is sweet
yet bitter...
They took my glasses also....
Fuck them though when I see
that dallas fucker walking
down the street I will
Kill him....
Karma is a bitch....
Tommy is a fucking Faggot.
He threatens me and tells me to watch my back then blocks me.
What a low life, cock sucking, piece a shit, scumbag....He doesent deserve to breath the air he breaths.....
Im not going as low as he is...
Ha he said i have no friends?
He better watch his back
Fucking low tommy
Fucking low
His user:
Tommy199119
If you are there to back me up, post a reply
~All the desisions i make~
It makes me pissed off......because every decision i do make i hurt people.....And i FUCKING HATE IT....little decisions or big....
I pick one thing and end up losing someone.....
I pick the other, and lose someone anyways....ITS SO STUPID....How can people say there is a god? People get depressed and end up losing all grip on reality.....then what happens? You will never see them again......because they say goodbye.
I always wish i was never born....because if i wasnt i would have never lost ANYONE i actually cared for.....
people say that things will get better but.....i say FUCK THAT nothing has been getting better......i have waited a long time for things to get better but it is never going to happen because of decisions. I do somthing good and then "Karma" kicks me in the ass and somthing bad happens.....
Everyday you have choices that can crash you down or lift you up......make you or break you.....eaither way no matter what decision you make.....usually someone gets hurt....
~The only good thing i have going for me is.....well nothing really.....there are few people that actually care for me.....the rest even if i killed myself....non of them would even know i was gone. They say friends last forever? well not for me.....iv lost to many to believe that stupid fucking bullshit....
Sometimes i want the easy way out....buy a gun....load it....and pull the trigger....that way once done there aint anything anyone can do about it.....Its not like many would miss me....but i bet alot of people would be happy i was gone.....
Well you go through life and make some mistakes but then they hit you hard and stab you in the back
In the past week everything in my life has basically gone to shit
I have been slumping around doing dick all
How i forgot my problems?
I drank and smoked weed ever since it started.
Why is noone actually helping me out but instead there talking behind my back.
(This aint pointing towards some people but thoes who I am talking about FUCK YOU AND FUCK OFF)
((P.s to those who wish to know about the incident involving me and my weed msg me ok))
Choices:
Choices being yes no maybe, there not the only ones people have to make.
You have to choose between things, what to do what not to do.
I hate choices i always hurt someone....They scar me every decision i make hurts me inside and sometimes on the outside. i hate hurting people. I REALLY hate it.....Friends, family drugs, alcohol..... everything hurts everyone in someway.
Some people say i need help and its because i really do need help, But I don't want it....I can cope to an extent but it will always hurt me.......
I can never make a choice that doesn't hurt me or someone else in some way or another, AND I HATE IT.......Someone help me make my choices cause i cant make my own without not hurting someone.....
