you know what absoutly pisses me off???!! these people put there who are bitching and complaining about EVERY SINGLE THING! that happends in there day to day life!...and you know who you are...dont even try to hid it...and its even worse when you get these people who think "THEIR" life is as worse as it can get? GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!!! guess what? just because you had a bad day doesnt mean you have to post it ALL OVER FACEBOOK!...ect..YOU HAD A STRESS FULL DAY? GUESS WHAT????? THE REST OF THE WORLD HAD A STRESSFUL DAY! its called life...DEAL WITH IT! and what even aggervates me more is the fact that these "PPL" complain about SHIT that DOESNT EVEN MATTER TO THE PERSON THEY ARE FUCKING TALKING TO! CHOOSE YOUR FUCKING BATTLES! YOU BRAIN DEAD OVERDEVELOPED CUMSHOTS! oh oh and thats not even the good part...hearing these ppl who "DO" bitch about eveything and they end up thinking that there is no one to support them in their time of need when they have more friends and family to talk to then they know what to do with! I'll put it simply....back in my day when i was crushed i had NO ONE TO TALK TO! FUCK ALL TO TALK TO! and i had to deal with these issues on my own which i might say werent the best things to deal with, little own that but the fact that if i even brought it up in a conversation i would be labeled -ABSOLUTLY INSANE- and this may sound a little cocky but that is the exact reason that i am probably more mature inside than any other teenager my age...YES COCKY! so ppl look at it this way dont loose your kool over EVERY LITTLE THING!...and NO this is not a sympathy blog about my VERY depressing life im just stating that not everything that goes wrong in life isnt as bad as it could be. so thats it. NOW FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE!

and if you are the person reading this blog that i wanted to....YOUR A TERRIBLE PERSON! YOU TELL ME I SHOULDNT WANT TO DIE??? BUT CAN'T YOU GIVE ME ONE GOOD REASON WHY??!!!!

people should know that when you play with fire you are bound to get burned. because eventually every thing will come crashing down around thier ears. i say this with confidence, because you'll be up shit river without a paddle soon enough..

SO WATCH IT!

WOOOO!! NEW ALBUM!

omg....my chances in winning the lottery are.......

four hundred ninety six octillion ,
two hundred fifty six septillion ,
fourteen sextillion ,
nine hundred ninety seven quintillion ,
seven hundred ninety four quadrillion ,
one hundred thirty trillion ,
nine hundred thirty three billion ,
six hundred seven million ,
thirty eight thousand ,
nine hundred seventy six ....to 1

496,256,014,997,794,130,933,607,038,976 to 1

(same number)

Its kinda weird how old thing can creep up on you and still haunt you...
What have i done...