Hi,
I'm Jessie-Rae Elizebth Hastings, but you already knew that.
I'm 17 years young, most of my friends call me Jess or Jessi or in some cases Zambooka <3. I was Born January 10th 1991 at 7:05 pm in Vernon BC. Then it was off to Battleford SK.
I lived in Battleford SK for 12 years. I Loved it and Hated it. When i was 5 years young my mom met the most amazing man alive Aubrey Charles Hastings. He's not my real father but to me he is My Mother Karen Cecile Cooper(Hastings now) married him one year later and 12 years later there still kicking it strong Threw Rich or Poor Health or Sick They've remaied SOUL MATES. I'm honestly jelous of what they have i wish one day i can find my Aubrey. Ard Wagar is my sperm donar father he hasn't been in my life since my Mom and Dad's wedding. He's nothing to me. He wasn't even there when his Mother my Grandmother's son past away in his sleep. Threw that whole thing I've become closer to his side of the family. There amazing. I love them very much and hope to see them soon.<3
Then one day my Mom got a job in Gay-Ol Lloydminster Alberta..YAY!...NOT!
When I moved here to lloyd i fell into the deep dark world of Depression. I Began Cutting my arms wrists legs and stomache up like a pycho-path then I went a lilttle futher and begun taking my moms teeth pain killers and advil by the handfull. I did that for a year and a half. Threw all that I thought I had 2 of the best friends EVER! Turns out I didn't it still hurts to think about the times i had with them good bad and ugly Bishope Lloyd Middle School was my hell on earth. 2 years of that was enough for me then came L.E.A.P I'm sure you've herd of it some where down the road. My 1st Year There I would just sit there and sleep most of the time. About half way threw the year someone i never thought would last this long came into my life( due to all the fights lol ): Alaya May Romanoff. FUCK we've been threw hell and back me and this girl. and honestly? i don't know what i would do with out that crazy bitch. <3 2 more years there I couldn't take it anymore... yea I'm a drop-out
GET OVER IT
Now I have a wonderfull girl back in life. Her name is Stephanie Van-Meter, maybe you've herd of her?
She's amazing i Lub her very much. As I Love All My Friends!
Then there's the gurls who have been in my life almost as long as my mother
Breanne Marie Keinberger and Katrina Peters. Katie as I call her had a baby boy, Josh Ryan Peters. November 22, 2007 he's my godson<3 and I love him VERY much. He Brings Joy and Pure Happiness to my life. I've known Katie for 14 Years and Breanne 13. Breanne is my Rock in life she makes sure I'm ok. Just a text from her is like winning the lottery her words stick with me.
Threw out my life i've had to many friends come and go and it still hurts to this day. The ones who have stayed with me i don't know what i would do with out those crazy fuckers. And I'm So Done With Floaters. Fuck OFF! If Your Gunna Up And Go When Ever You Damn Well Fucking PLEASE Then FUCKKK OFFFF!!!!!
As most of my friends know MUSIC is my LIFE i can jam to almost anything except most country music I'm not into the whole waaa-waa my wife/dog/girlfriend/what ever left me kinda thing lol.
Avenged Sevenfold Dir En Grey and Motley Crue = Love.Life.And Pure Rock And Roll. Judge me if you wish i love JRock.
My dog Kurt ( or as Alaya likes Turtish ) is my baby. She's what makes me wake up every morning and live life to the fullest i know no matter what i do she'll love me no matter what...maybe cuz i feed her.. lol
I've been threw alot in the past year or so but I can honestly say I havn't even thought about cutting or taking pain killers yes ive exprimentd with pot and anything that comes from pot. I'll never touch Meth/Coke/Acid/X/ and what else is out there I'm not into chemical drugs I'll stick with natural lol. Also I Love Drinking. My Mom is ok with it as long as she knows where I am at all times. I'm 98% responsible when I'm drunk but it's not like I'm drunk 24/7.
I'm a camera whore. I know I'm not the best looking thing out there but o well I enjoy taking pictures of myself or others.
Mr.Right will come one day. And it won't be like all the other sluts out there looking for Mr.Right-Now. I'm not about to sell myself short.
Back to music for a minute.
Avenged Sevenfold are my Heros. Yes I know there known as a party band but have you herd there new album? No?! THEN GO FUCKING DO IT! *ahem* sorry about that..no I'm not. lol
Dir En Grey Are amazing Kyo ( lead singer ) doesn't sugar coat what he writes about, and for that I can't help but love them/him. There Amazing and I wish they'd come to Edmonton or somewhere besides Toronto.
I grew up on 80's rock and Backstreet Boys, thats why I love Motley Crue.
Just look at what that band has been threw yet they can still Rock Out like it's the 80's again.
Now that I've wasted enough of your time I'll let you continue with your day/night.

P.S
I Love My New Chi Straightner. Thank You Uncle Brent I Love It :).