It's kinda funny how life can be so great one day, then make you
want to hurt someone the next. Its kinda funny how you can look
at your nieghbors and see them smiling, when really when they
are alone, its a full on gong show. Its kinda funny how everyone
cares what everyone else thinks of them, but no one really tries
to impress themself. Its kinda funny how we are distinguished by
which designer clothes we have and how much money we make
in a year. Its kinda funny how we look at a person who is smiling
and seems flawless and want to be them. Its kinda funny how
we can look up to someone and down at them at the same time.
Its kinda funny how we can all wish to be someone else, but we
dont look at how that persons life really is. Just becuase they
dont cry in public, or scream like they really want to, or throw
something, doesnt mean they have a truely flawless life. Some
people hide everything that bothers them and we want to be like
them, when really, they could be the most upset person we have
ever come across. Just because the truth isnt right infront of us
and jumping at us to awknowledge it, doesnt mean that it isnt
happeneing. That girl with the beautiful smile, may have just got
dumped. That man with the new porshe car may have just been
fired. But because its not right in our face, we dont see it. No one
wants to be that crying girl, or that man with the ugly car, but as
far as we know, they could be crying out of happiness, or driving
home to his mansion house to eat dinner wtih his loving family.
Its funny how fast we judge people, and its funny how we pick
and choose who we want to live like. But whats really funny, is
how we rate life. Based on Prada, and Dior, and Armani; Who
has the nicest car, or the prettiest girlfriend. When really, we
could have all of that, and still be unhappy. They will come out
with newer, better car, and your girlfriend will get old and bitchy.
We rally are pretty much the same. We are all people, and we all
trip and fall and need a hand at times. Life shouldn't be judged on
who has what; It shouldnt be about that. If you have someone
who loves you, or you love someone, that, should be real
happiness. That, is who I want to be.
BOLD THE FOLLOWING THAT YOU'VE DONE.
How much have you lived?
I've eaten more than 5 meals a day.
I've read a lot of books.
I've been on some sort of sports team.
I've run more than two miles without stopping.
I've been out of Canada.
I've been to Europe.
I've watched cartoons for hours.
I've tripped UP the stairs.
I've fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
I've been snowboarding/skiing.
I've played ping pong.
I've played beer pong.
I've swam in the ocean.
I've been on a whale-watch.
I've seen fireworks.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've almost drowned.
I've wet my bed/pants
I've been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
I've listened to one CD over and over and over again.
I've had stitches.
I've been on Honor Roll.
I've had frostbite.
I've licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
I've stayed up til two in the morning doing homework/projects.
I've had a job before/currently have a job.
I've been ice skating.
I've been rollerblading.
I've fallen flat on my face.
I've tripped over my own two feet.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've played videogames for more than three hours straight.
I've passed out from being drunk.
I've watched the Power Rangers.
I've/I do attend(ed) Church regularly.
I've played Truth or Dare.
I've already had my 16th birthday.
I've already had my 17th birthday.
I've gained weight since one year ago.
I've lost weight since one year ago.
I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
I've been in a verbal argument.
I've cried in school.
I've played basketball on a team.
I've played baseball on a team.
I've played football on a team.
I've played soccer on a team.
I've done cheerleading on a team.
I've played softball on a team.
I've played tennis on a team.
I've been on a swim team.
I've been on a track team.
I've been swimming more than twenty times in my life.
I've bungee jumped.
I've climbed a rock wall.
I've lost more than $20.
I've called myself an idiot.
I've called someone else an idiot.
I've cried myself to sleep.
I've had pets.
I've owned a Spice Girls CD.
I've owned a Britney Spears CD.
I've owned an N*Sync CD.
I've owned a Backstreet Boys CD.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've mooned someone.
I've sworn at someone in authority.
I've been in the newspaper.
I've been on TV.
I've been to Hawaii.
I've eaten sushi.
I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
I've watched all of the Harry Potter movies.
I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
I've been in a movie.
I've watched the Three Stooges.
I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick and Jessica.
I've watched Looney Tunes.
I've been stuffed into a locker.
I've been called a geek.
I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
I've hugged my mom within in the past 24 hrs.
I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
I've met a celebrity/music artist.
I've written poetry.
I've been arrested.
I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
I've been tickled till I've cried.
I've tickled someone else until they cried.
I've had/have siblings.
I've been to a rock concert.
I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
I've been in a play.
I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
I've cried in front of my friends.
I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
I've played Halo 2.
I've freaked out over a sports game.
I've been to Alaska.
I've been to China.
I've been to Spain.
I've been to Japan.
I've had a fight with someone on msn.
I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
I've been forgiven.
I've been in love.
I am in love.
I've screamed at a scary movie.
I've cried at a chick flick.
I've watched a lot of action movies.
I've cried at a commercial.
I've told someone to fuck off.
I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
I've been to a rap concert.
I've been to a hip hop concert.
I've lived in more than two houses.
I've driven on the highway... in a car
I've driven more than forty miles in a day.
I've been in a car accident.
I've done drugs.
I've been home sick.
I've thrown up.
I've puked all over someone.
I've been horseback riding.
I've filled out more than ten nexopia surveys.
I've spoken my mind in public.
I've proved someone wrong.
I've been proved wrong by someone.
I've broken a leg.
I've broken an arm/wrist.
I've fallen off a swing.
I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight.
I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
I've lost my backpack.
I've come close to dying.
I've seen someone die.
I've known someone who has died.
I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
I've done modeling.
I've taken something/someone for granted.
I've realized how good my life is.
I've counted my blessings.
I've been made fun of by classmates.
I've made fun of a classmate.
I've been on a date.
I've been asked on a date and said no.
I've asked someone on a date and been turned down.
I've slapped someone in the face.
I've been skateboarding.
I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
I've lied to someone to their face.
I've told a little white lie.
I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
I've fainted.
I've blackened out.
I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
I've pushed someone into a pool/lake.
I've been pushed into a pool/lake.
I've broke someones nose.
I've had a black eye.
I've been called an over achiever.
I've been called an under achiever.
--You are pretty much amazing m'dear. you make my life a million and one
times over! i love hanging out with you. you're pretty much my best friend.
SOO random, and so much fun, you make me be crazy. and i love you for that.
if it weren't for you, then i wouldnt be where i am today. Thank you for everything
i love you to the end of the universe and back. ♥
--Okay, so i love you, and you know i do. buttt... i hate it when people dont call
on time. and i this probably isnt the best time to be writting this one about you.
but you know i love you more then anyone. and you mean the world to me. i
wouldnt be anything without you. i love you more then i can count on all of my
fingers and toes. you complete me, and i love you so much. forever and
always darlingg ♥
--You are pretty darn incredible. you are funny and i love you. i know you just
moved here, but you are fantastic and i love you. You know how to have fun,
and i always have fun when i am with you. Some really memorable nights
already and we just started to hang out alot. i love youm'dear.♥
--You left, and i already need to talk to you BADLY. you are the one person who
can tell me to shut up when i need it and who can tell me that i am overreacting
when i am. and i need that slap in the face right now. im sorry bout the whole
thing that happened before you left. you still mean alot to me. and i love you.
i hope you have fun while you are gone. but i miss you ALOT. ♥
--You left too.... who am i going to laugh at now? i didnt reallize how much i
like to spend time with you till you left. i miss you ALOT ALOT and i hope you
are having fun, but i still want you to come home. get a nice tan! and make
sure to come home with a nice boy and some great stories! i love you ♥
--I know she is driving you up the wall, but i still love you. You are pretty much
my best friend too. i love you and you always make me laugh. I hope things
with her work out. i know how much you like her, and i think that you guys
would be uber cute together! but im always here for you and i love you to bits!
--You are one funny kid! lol. you are amazing. and i know you think that most
ppl that we hang out with dont like you, but thats not true. they do. and i hope
you will stay with us for a while longer. i love youu ♥
--Im glad that we made up. and i know that you are having some problems
with them right now, but im always here for you to talkt o when you need it.
i missed hanging with you before. and im always here for you when you need
it. love youuu♥
--I hope that youfeel better. you looked really upset on friday. and im happy
that we made up. it was a really dumb thing to be mad about lol. and i was
completely at fault last year. im sorry about it all. i hope that you feel better. and
taht everything clears up. =)
--I hope that your family loosens up a bit for you. He seems like a reallly nice
guy and i hope that it all will work out for you. ♥
Soo. i had THE shittiest day EVER. and then i get home being like
"Ten more minutes till four and i will get to talk it all over with Tyler."
Then came 4:30. and i was like "okay... he will call any time now?"
Then came 5:00. and i knew he was leaving for basketball then. and i felt
a real urge to talk to him, so i called his cell. and he aparently "forgot" to call.
So i get off the phone, all mad and such, thinking that the lemon marang pie mix
in the cuboard looks really promising, and cursing Tyler under my breath,
and then he phones back like, two minutes later, cause he felt "really bad"
and "had to talk to me"
I guess thats what makes him so different, and makes me want to be with him
so badly. you know, i will never stop loving this kid.
♥ ever.
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imma kill george bush.
