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NEEW NEX?
HEY GUYS
New Nexopia
No Im not as lame as I was before. I've matured.
okay so the nex iiiissss

white,wine,baby
 

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OMFG!!!! I want to scream so fucking bad right now. I thought that writing the blog I had before would help but it didn't! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!! ='[
 

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Hmm... Bad life so far
I lost friends, I lost both my dads, I lost my bf's trust, I think I might have lost him as well
I know Im not a fun person
I know that
I know Im not pretty I know Im not skinny I know Im not funny I know im not perfect I know Im stupid I know Im retarded I know Im weird
I know this
Please dont rub it in my face
If you gave a shit about anything please understand that Im not having very great family problems. I'm sorry but I cant choose my family. I cant choose how people wnat to feel about me. So yes, 14 times. I have attempted suicide 14 times in the past 2 years. If you hate me because of that, good for you...

I wish I were dead. That way my family wouldnt have to spend more money on divorce and child support. My boyfriend wouldn't have to worry about having such a shity girlfriend...

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Wow...
So this is what it feels like to find him
He saw me at my worst
I can cry in front of him
Ive had more memories with him than with my friends

He makes my heart skip a beat
And it bugs me when my friends think hes hot
Idk why tehe ^^*
Im glad tht my ex's decided to dump me
Over stupid things as well

Because I wouldn't have met such an amazing guy
So I guess, Nikole, All I can say is this
I love you
SO so much
More than anything, with my whole heart

Forever and ever till infinity and beyond

-Love Dei** [Twigy]
 

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,&Theres something special...;;
So theres this guy

He's super cute

Reaaally funny

Always seems to make my day better

Thinks cheezies are a metophor

Loveable

Adorable

Cute as a button

And he can make me smile
Recently I've learned not many people can do that...Thanks babe for being the only one <3


I LUV UR LUCKY CHARMS
 

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HOOT
What are you:
Gemini - I'm a whore
Cancer - I'm a pimp
Leo - I can make u love me.
Virgo - I fuck better than u.
Libra - I can have sex all night long.
Scorpio - I'm sexy as hell.
Sagittarius - I'm the best at sex.
Taurus - I'm great in bed.
Capricorn - I love sex. HAHA
Aquarius - I fuck like no other.
Pisces - I have great lips to kiss.
Aries - Im the wifey/hubby type

High light all letters of ur first name:
A - You always want some action.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you. x 2
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are popular with all types of people.
F - Fake.
G - You are very friendly and undestanding.
H - You have very good personality and looks.
I - Love is something you deeply believe in.
J - Everyone loves you.
K - You like to try new things.
L - You are always smiling and making others smile.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You can be very "FUN"
O - You love foreplay.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - People think you are sexy, especially your bf/gf.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You usally r hella tight.
V - You are not judgemental.
W - You are very broad minded.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You are always smiling and making others smile.
Z - You're uber cool.

Pick the third letter of your last name:
A - Fabulous
B - Gorgeous
C - Pretty
D - Popular
E - Gangster
F - Girly
G - Amazing
H - Sweet
I - Retarded
J - Emotional
K - Beautiful
L - Flirty
M - Slutty
N - Preppy
O - Hot
P - Dyke
Q - Punky
R - Hot
S - Sexy
T - Very Sexy
U - Ugly
V - Wonderful
W - Hot
X - Bitchy
Y - Under-appreciated
Z - Over-appreciated

Now the first letter in your middle name:
A - Sex god
B - Skank
C - Bitch
D - Obsesser
E - Godess
F - Retard
G - Queen/King
H -Chocoholic
I - Slut
J - Goth
K - Nerd
L - Beauty queen
M - Drinker
N - sex machine
O - Geek
P - Babe
Q - Scaredycat
R - Pornstar
S - Princess (sigh)
T - Whore
U - Cry Baby
V - Jackass
W - Punk
X - Crackwhore
Y - Coward
Z - ugly

Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing:
Red - Who's Good With My Hands
Purple - Who Looks At Porn 24/7
Orange - Who Likes It In The Butt
Yellow - Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green - Who will do anything for Sex
Pink - Who Will Do Anything For Crack
Blue - Who wants to fuck everyday
White - Who everyone wants to fuck
Black - Who will rock your world
Gray - Who gives great head
Brown - Who is a beast in bed

That makes me sound so... Sexual.
 

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GIRL SURVEY
BOLD ANYTHING THAT APPLYS TO YOU

i'm straight.
I'm gay.
I'm bi.
I'm bicurious.
I do wear make up.
When I walk by mirrors, I can't help but look.
I wear toe nail polish sometimes
I have cried at a movie theater.
I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend/girlfriend didn't like.
I love chocolate covered pretzels.
Getting a flower makes me smile, especially for no reason.
I've wrecked a car.
I can't put mascara on without opening my mouth.
I'd do anything for that special guy
I can get jealous easily.
I love cuddling.
I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
I've gotten a detention.
I've gotten suspended.
I've gotten expelled
I've gotten kicked out of a class.
I love to laugh.
I like rock.
I Like death/grind/black metal
I like rap.
I like techno.
I carry a purse everywhere
I carry a bag everywhere.
I'd be lost without my cell phone.
I'd be lost without my mp3/CD player/music in general.
I own/did own a Spice Girls CD.
I own/did own a Britney Spears CD.
I own/did own a boy band CD.
Football isn't boring.

I like athletic boys
I like skater guys.
I like punk guys.

I like gangsta guys.
I like emo guys
I like gothic guys.
I like guys that are just themselves
I like guys with long hair, but not too long

Guys are confusing.
I've been called a tease.
I've been called a slut.
I've been called a bad influence.
Lip gloss is better than lipstick.

I can't leave the house without makeup.
I play video games, even when there are other people around.
I would do anything for my friends.
I want to be with a certain someone right now.

I am dating a boy right now.
I drink too much.
I have a tattoo.
I have 2 or more piercings.
I have been to 5 or more concerts
 

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We wrote a prelude
To our own fairy tale
And bought a parachute
At a church rummage sale


And with a mean sewing machine
And miles of thread
We sewed the day above L.A.
In navy and red

Hey, That was random :gjob:
LOL
 

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if you only knew,&;
[align=right]this is for my BESTEST friend, Samantha.
i love you darling, and no matter how much we fight or stand apart, we will always be wifey poo's
i lurve you <3
he has a penis NYA... which is why he has a girlfriend NYA
 

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smile;
I miss me Gator family :'( Stupid Cuts. No shit, the subs accually come up to you and say ' Sweetheart' or ' I love you' The sad part is, my sub was like a 65 year old woman... *Shiver >_< I miss yall I can't wait to move back <3
 

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Meoww
iN LOVE BAY BAY
 

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whoaaa
hey peoples
im at my biffle,meggys home for the time being...yeh
im tired its tru im at a friends place and m tired...
we be listenen to the tunes (i know no one says that anymore but i do...more dorknessss)
i don't know if ya noticed but im makin a rainbow...but i guess i would be asken xD
only two more sentences after...
megan wants to be violet so she be endin this ending rainbowyy thingie...

ELLO! Deii is officially mah dohhrk so no shteeatling okaah?

 

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I need a moment...
I'm fucking pissed!
Yeah, I said it.
God I'm so fucking tired of this shit.
I hate this one girl who hates me.
Thanks, you know who.
I can't wait for Cuts.
This isn't because of my good friends.
It's because people at L.A.( not my buds) are just so damn
RUDE!!
I swear one day carma is gonna get them (but obviously not a date)
W/E i guess...god I need a moment
 

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shit
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so im moving next year
with sav
and justin
and nicoles pissed at me and sav
but she can get over it!
btw, my step mom called me fucking stupid and lazy for finding a clean tshirt in
A DIRTY PILE
WTF?
 

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yaay im new
<3