Monday July 14, 2008, 1:19 pm
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i dreamt about you last night, and i didnt want to wake up. But when i did, i found that it was all over and i hated it,
because when im with all of you i am so happy.
I am happier than i ever thought i would be. Ive fantasized about it but i know that it isnt the same thing. Dreaming... So much closer.
So, i just want to say:
iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou
♥ I really do ♥
I just wanted you all to know that because i know we'll meet one day and i will love you so much more.
I truely do and its crazy, i know, i think im losing my mind...
but youve been there for me since the very first day, you just dont know it yet.
But its something that i dont even know my friends will understand, and theyre pretty understanding.
I dont know what youre going to think of me. I dont know what youre like.
You could be the worst person in the world.
You could be awful, and mean and selfish.
You could hate people that obsess over you.
You could hate kids.
But i dont know. You could be the complete opposite.
You could be the best person in the world.
You could be wonderful, and nice and selfless.
You could love fans with all of your heart.
You could love children.
Something i do know:
Youre beautiful. Your amazing.
You make me smile everytime i see you.
You make it hard for me to stop thinking about it.
Either way, it really doesnt matter, because youll always be my idols ♥
Your all heroes on and off set, and if ever your feeling like your up there and nobody in your audience cares, just know...
of course, you cant because you dont know me, but lets just say, hypothetically...
just know that i care more than every single person in the world.
Thats 6 billion people, so youd better believe that i care
So i will wait.
But when that day comes, ill tell you everything, and i wont hold one single thing back, because i really want to tell you,
and i dont care if your 80 and you dont even know who i am. Ill be at least 50, but i will always remember the one thing that saved me from reality.
Ill let you know.
Love, Your number one fan, litterally - Chelsea Nagami-Zirk ♥
because when im with all of you i am so happy.
I am happier than i ever thought i would be. Ive fantasized about it but i know that it isnt the same thing. Dreaming... So much closer.
So, i just want to say:
iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou
♥ I really do ♥
I just wanted you all to know that because i know we'll meet one day and i will love you so much more.
I truely do and its crazy, i know, i think im losing my mind...
but youve been there for me since the very first day, you just dont know it yet.
But its something that i dont even know my friends will understand, and theyre pretty understanding.
I dont know what youre going to think of me. I dont know what youre like.
You could be the worst person in the world.
You could be awful, and mean and selfish.
You could hate people that obsess over you.
You could hate kids.
But i dont know. You could be the complete opposite.
You could be the best person in the world.
You could be wonderful, and nice and selfless.
You could love fans with all of your heart.
You could love children.
Something i do know:
Youre beautiful. Your amazing.
You make me smile everytime i see you.
You make it hard for me to stop thinking about it.
Either way, it really doesnt matter, because youll always be my idols ♥
Your all heroes on and off set, and if ever your feeling like your up there and nobody in your audience cares, just know...
of course, you cant because you dont know me, but lets just say, hypothetically...
just know that i care more than every single person in the world.
Thats 6 billion people, so youd better believe that i care
So i will wait.
But when that day comes, ill tell you everything, and i wont hold one single thing back, because i really want to tell you,
and i dont care if your 80 and you dont even know who i am. Ill be at least 50, but i will always remember the one thing that saved me from reality.
Ill let you know.
Love, Your number one fan, litterally - Chelsea Nagami-Zirk ♥
