As of next thursday I'm moving to a small town just outside Okotoks.
I forget what its called ... but that's irrelevant.
I dont wanna go. Infact I down right despise the fact that Im leaving but like it or not its something I have to do.
Nervous doesnt come close to describing how I feel about this.
It would be difficult for anyone to move to a new town not knowing anyone
but being who i am, trans gender, makes everything that much harder
How can you go from being 100% in love with someone, to being over that person and loving another?
Simple. It was never love to begin with. I see it over and over again and I still don't understand it.
Most couples won't even admit to it, maybe they don't see it, maybe they're in denial?
The man pulls away, usually because the physical aspects start slowing down.
Little does he know the physical aspect is only slowing down because the woman can't do the physical part unless she's taken care of emotionally.
The woman is frustrated because her emotional needs aren't met. The man is frustrated because he's not getting laid.
Somewhere down the line they forget why they were even together to begin with.
It all comes down to lack of communication and inability to take care of the other persons needs.
Why can't people ever see this until its too late?
i was talking to my number 1 girly on the phone, shes pretty upset with ex drama and whatever
in an attempt to comfort her i said that i realize how hard it is to love someone that doesnt love you. her response really made me think.
she said as hard as it is to love someone that doesnt love you its harder to love someone that used to love you
i had never looked at it like that before. not gonna lie it actually brought a tear to my eye
why do men have to lie all the time? theyll tell you your the one, theyll say they only want you and no one else
then they cheat, they leave you, they hurt you and before you can blink the circle of lies continues with another girl.
while you cry over that boy night after night, you no longer so much as cross his mind.
hes all you can think about as your just a blurr to him, a blurr of other women he'll eventually forget
so very niave. why do we believe them? is it something in their eyes or the way they kiss? or is it pure denial?
the worst part being that so many of us lose faith in men so early
that when the one who really means he loves me finally appears in my life. i wont believe him.
i wont believe him because my heart has been broken so many times before nothing could ever make it whole again.
you know what I like never wear anymore?!
false lashes, I used to not leave my house if I wasn't wearing them and now I just never bother..
I really want to get hella skanked up, put on some lashes and go get into trouble tonight!!
anyone wanna join me?
