I think there should be 8 days in a week.
a day in between sat and sun, it should be the rest day.
friday u get off school and do something,
sat u have fun all day,
and sun u sleep all day to get over the first 2,
yet there still has to be a day for homework
or to catch up on shows you've missed!
a day dedicated just for sleep.... would be heaven,
that way you can wake up a normal time for sunday
to get back into the school sleeping time.
I am so tired of random players
asking for my msn so that when they get
it they ask me to go on cam and do stuff,
like fuck I don't bend that way,
don't they understand they have two hands
to please themselves for a reason?
That way I don't have to give a fuck about them.
I've been noticing the same people over and over writing all the blogs and/or shouts, not even kidding right now I could ckeck and know who the top four are. Also the sad thing is I know what each one writes everytime. One is always screwing up or bored, one's in love, one is angry or wants someone to help her out, one had an amazing time last night or is writing her day out. I would say it's hard to keep up with, if it were new material each time..... Shouts are used for what? To update? Sure I know everyone wants more options, but all social networks are going in the same size shoe box in a bit. Soon we'll be able to do quizzes on here. God fuck,, I'm guessing they are making them have more of the same things so people don't have to have 3 accounts each being on different networks or sites. But what if we don't want to have one main way of communicating? I don't want to be stuck and get bored from doing it over and over! Pictures are on Photobucket, quizzes are on Quizilla, updates are on Twitter... One site is black while the other is white compaired to it. Need I say more? I don't want people to change themselves or stop it all together, I want voices who have something with meaning and not just late night giggle fests with random lyrics and lines. I don't give a hairy dick about my rants, I want black and white, not grey all over.
Okay you know what I don't care anymore I'm going to rant as much as I want when I want, nothing will make me feel better so screw you all who hate people who vent. Everyone lately has been talking so casually about cancer and making jokes, and when I try to explain the seriousness and emotion behind it, they just misunderstand me and judge. I can't handle something so sensitive yet, can't you tell I cry everytime? Honest to god if I say one thing that's off the scale then why the hell do they always turn and call me on it saying that's how I am? One mistake that I know happened shouldn't turn into a riot over my behaviour. Maybe I just did it cause I wanted your reaction and vote motherfucker. I've noticed some bitches who don't shut up about things I seriously can't stand, those fags need to shut up, I shouldn't have to say sorry to anyone for snapping it's their own fault. Wouldn't they stop and think that someone before them has already said the words they are thinking?! I don't just wake up and not notice my height or other things, I don't care if you think it's cute it kills my insides when you always call me small, I don't care if it's a joke or if I should be used to it, it lowers me so much more when you're supposed to be my bestfriend and you look down on me. I want to be treated like all the rest, I'm not ashamed of myself or how I look at all. I like my size, it shows I'm strong, I just want everyone else to be happy with me. And suck a dick all of you who say I have little person syndrome, I'm a firey beast with a bone to pick, get the fuck over it. I need to fight all the time, doesn't mean I want to. I do it to prove to myself that I have something the "normal" people can't stand, and that's passion. Oh yea and another thing who gives a holy fuck about your pissy moods, just beacuse we had to change something that messed up your plans doesn't mean you can choose when to talk to us, we're going to be here for a while so get used to it sister. Everyone feels the same when it happens, don't think we're doing it to stab your back.
I walked down a path towards an old man by a tree,
he told me the stars know my lies,
I told the man that the stars are just fire balls in the sky,
the man told me they see through the rain and lakes,
I told him I believe no such thing as a water seeing star,
then he told me I'm right they'd be unreal to gaze upon my sorry self,
because only the foolish care for soul sellers.
Lost connections, broken hearts, shattered dreams, dismissed love, unknown thoughts, and raged speeches.
The ultimate all in one package in my mind racing around untill they cry and make my personality.
Changing time is easier then lifting your spirits,
all you have to do is wait long enough.
i love you and am so sorry
i didn't miss friday to see you,
when i saw your pictures
it made me realize how serious
things really are,
and that i shouldn't take you
for granted and think that you
will always be there
Sometimes i feel everyone is having a good, and other days i feel i'm the only one having a bad day.
but now all my friends hate eachother and i hate not being able to be around them and have to worry if one walks by and the other gets mad. I'm mad that on my birthday they hated eachother so much that one didn't even show up.
so basically 3 out of 6 ppl showed up and one had to go home because she wasn't feeling well.
and now i keep disappointing everyone by trying to be friends again with the other i haven't been with at all.
