<sigh> I am who I am lost {in}sanity.

I,
choose to live and to,
grow,
take and give and to,
move,
learn and love and to,
cry,
kill and die and to,
be,
paranoid and to,
lie,
hate and fear and to,
do,
what it takes to move through.

I choose to live and to,
lie,
kill and give and to,
die,
learn and love and to,
do,
what it takes to step through. [/center]
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I haven't needed to sit here and asses myself for a long time so I figured it is time for something new, There is a lot about me I dont even know so if you want to learn with me by all means.
I would like to pretend I am a musician but its hard, I was a bassist for almost 9 years but a break in my left hand has prevented me from really playing stringed instruments anymore, Even sometimes I cannot contain myself and play through what is eventually unrelenting pain.
Instead I picked up drumming and I am trying to do that as often as I can but its hard when you get off at 2:00 am from work, no one wants you rocking out on the drums but I do what I can.
Eventually I would love to learn Cello, I think that its an amazingly beautiful instrument with such a vast array of sound and beauty.
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I am pretty much a mutt of different styles and cultures, I am a new age hippy, I love music that music ranges from Metal to Classical though you will catch me in the metal side of things more often than not, I am a big geek I read graphic novels, epic fantasy novels, I play rpgs and much more.
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I have a thirst for knowledge I will do anything I can to not only learn about myself but the people and things around me, The past few years I have learned a lot about myself and its still a great process that I'd really like to have someone in my life to share it with.
I personally believe I have a lot to offer to the world and the people around me, I am a great listener and I love to help, but I am also someone that isnt willing to listen to constant negativity if you have no happiness at all in your life I have to ask you to seek friendship elsewhere for I can only handle so much.
I can be a massive asshole, I'm blunt and honest sometimes it hurts. But I can also be the most kind and gentle person out there.



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-Stinkfist
-The pot
-Sober
-Forty-Six & 2
-Rossetta Stoned
-Jambi
-Schism
-Aenima
-Right in Two
-Lateralus
-Vicarious

A soul at peace.