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Death, be not proud, though some have called thee

Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so;

For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow,

Die not, poor Death, nor yet canst thou kill me.

From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be,

Much pleasure; then from thee much more must flow,

And soonest our best men with thee do go,

Rest of their bones, and soul's delivery.

Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men,

And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell;

And poppy or charms can make us sleep as well

And better than thy stroke; why swell'st thou then?

One short sleep past, we wake eternally,

And death shall be no more; Death, thou shalt die.



- John Donne

please if anyone is going out on the fraser river keep an eye out for him

http://www.theprovince.com/news/Abbotsford+feared+​drowned+after+saving+friends/5403839/story.html

I don’t belong here
I never saw this on the path I walk
The blood-stained walls, the lines of chalk on the floor
It’s getting so hard
I never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise
I can’t remember
The way it was when everything felt right
My mouth held shut and eyes sealed tight with control

So I remember on the inside

I found a dark, infernal place I don’t want to face anymore
Somehow, I won’t stop feeding the pain
My heart’s just the same as before

So now I’m stuck here
Between the guilty and the insincere
The words I spoke have left me here all alone
I should have known this
I never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise
I wish it all gone
I could’ve burned it when I had that choice
And now I’d die to kill this noise in my head

So I remember on the inside

I found a dark, infernal place I don’t want to face anymore
Somehow, I won’t stop feeding the pain
My heart’s just the same as before

So I remember on the inside

If this is all the love my spirit can give
Just take it back tonight
There is not a reason more to live

For some guys there are many miss rights.
For some guys there are even more miss right nows.
For some guys there's not ever a miss right..
For some guys there's not even ever a miss right now..
For those guys there's only miss alcohol and miss palm :x

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Thats the third damn spotlight with the same stupid bear picture >_<

soo the restaurant behind my building just exploded.. felt it in my whole building!

gun plz
i needa gun

LIFE CONTRADICTION:

You have to fight for the things you want.
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Stop trying so hard.. you're driving them away.
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What is human nature.. or is there such a thing? We may be animals, but we are evolved animals. We adapt, learn, and feel. So, is there human nature or human behavior? When exposed to different specific situations we all react differently. Our desires, goals, and morals are all shaped by the lives we live. No two people are the same, which leads me to believe that there is no human nature.

But even as human beings, we all possess basic needs. Abraham Maslow clearly, and simply, represented these in his 1943 paper A Theory of Human Motivation. Maslow depicted human needs in the form of a pyramid:



So if there is no human nature, what then alters human behavior? The primary instinct of survival. If a man is starving he may be not be able to think of anything but his stomach. Therefore he will steal food if he has to. But what happens when our basic need cannot be acquired by any means?

Not all needs are as simple to meet as hunger. Some things we do not have the power to change. Some things we must simply accept.. or wait for. It is as if you are fighting am endless battle alone and blindfolded. You may be strong enough to stay alive, yet you still cannot win.


And sometimes it seems as though the longer and harder you fight.. the further you falter from achievement. The more frustrated and detached you become.. grow into something you do not wish to be. Turn short, frustrated, and angry.. and there's nothing to do about it.

Sometimes there is no victory. Sometimes you simply fight until death.. or surrender. But the worst part of it all is that no one understands the struggle you undergo.

not drunk enough to sleep x___x

holter monitor tomorrow >_<

I WAN DO SOMETHING TONITE PLZ D: