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WHEN A GUY...

gives you random hugs
works out
flirts constantly with you
is taller than you
wears braces
has green eyes
has blue eyes

has brown eyes
has unusual eyes...
drinks alcohol
smokes pot
wears glasses
plays sports
smiles a lot
calls you just to say hi
lets you know he was thinking about you
compliments you
shaves his legs
wears shorts
wears jewelry
has facial hair
has brown hair
has black hair
has blonde hair
has red hair

makeup
can make you laugh at any given moment
is loyal
is laid back
plays guitar
plays drums
sings
has a nice body
he can draw
smokes cigs
tattoos
piercings

works
pays for you I KNOW IT SHOULDN'T BUT IT DOES
has long hair
smiles when you walk into the room
 

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Hot dancer guy
 

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I want his cock in my ass
 

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July 26th, 2010
"realize if they don't want to be with you there is no reason to miss them. Its over."

- Caren
 

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I'M A STAR
(can you spot me?)
 

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Gender???
 

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SURVEY # over 9000
65 Questions You've Probably Never Been Asked...you know the rules. tag people in this note (including the person who tagged you!) to learn more about people. Also, try to tag people who you've tagged in other notes, sometimes you learn things in new notes that you didn't know before about them.......

1. First thing you wash in the shower? My hair

2. What color is your favorite hoodie? Lime Green

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yes, but I probably won't </3

4. Do you plan outfits? On occassion

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? Sick, and brain hurty

6. Whats the closest thing to you that's red? a tie

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?

Being trapped in a maze in a house with this dude who's a cunt.

8. Did you meet anybody new today? Nope

9. What are you craving right now? Nachos

10. Do you floss? Sometimmmesss

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? soup

12. Are you emotional? Quite

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000? Probably not.

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? I can't stand my teeth touching anything cold!

15. Do you like your hair? Kinda, I guess sometimes maybe.

16. Do you like yourself? Kinda, I guess sometimes maybe

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? yes. Fo sho

18. What are you listening to right now? Cocorosie - Hopscotch

19. Are your parents strict? No

20. Would you go sky diving? FUCK NO

21. Do you like cottage cheese? Yes

22. Have you ever met a celebrity? Nope

23. Do you rent movies often? No

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in? Nope

25. How many countries have you visited? USA, Mexico, Grand Cayman, Scotland, England, Spain, Austria, and Romania.

26. Have you made a prank phone call? yes. "HELLO IS PANCAKE THEREEEE?"

27. Ever been on a train? Yes. From London to Cambridge, and London to Salisbury, bath, etc.

28. Brown or white eggs? White. Aren't they all the same inside?

29. Do you have a cell-phone? yes...

30. Do you use chap stick? Yes

31. Do you own a gun? No.....?

32. Can you use chop sticks? kinda

33. Who are you going to be with tonight? Nobody.

34. Are you too forgiving? Sometimes, maybe a little.

35. Ever been in love? Yes.

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tommorow? No idea

37. Ever have cream puffs? Yes.

38. Last time you cried? A week ago

39. What was the last question you asked? Want to watch Pink Flamingos with me?

40. Favorite time of the year? Fall.

41. Do you have any tattoos? no

42. Are you sarcastic? Sometimes a little

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? No? I have no idea what that is.

44. Ever walked into a wall? Not that I can recall

45. Favorite color? Green

46. Have you ever slapped someone? Probz, but can't remember fo sho

47. Is your hair curly? A little.

48. What was the last CD you bought? Can't remember.

49. Do looks matter? Of course they do

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater? Not entirely, but maybe a little, depending on the circumstances.

51. Is your phone bill sky high? No

52. Do you like your life right now? It'll do.

53. Do you sleep with the TV on? No.

54. Can you handle the truth? Depends.

55. Do you have good vision? Only with my glasses on

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? I have mixed feelings about most things. But probably.

57. How often do you talk on the phone? Pretty much never

58. The last person you held hands with? Sam? Or Jeff. My brain doesn't work.

59. What are you wearing? Jeans, and my clown sweater. LOLZ

60.What is your favorite animal? Kittyyyyyy

61. Where was your default picture taken at? Karin's house

62. Can you hula hoop? no

63. Do you have a job? no

64. What was the most recent thing you bought? A rice krispy square

65. Have you ever crawled through a window? yes, lololol to get into or out of Kirsten's old house.
 

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Oh hello
 

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Potential macewan schedule lolz
Schedule for next year

Fall 2010
mon/wed/frid
Phil-215 Epistemology
10 till 11 AM

Hist-300-100 Methodology
11 till 12

Hist-361-100 Canadian Political history
1 till 2 pm

Tuesday/Thursday

Hist-209 Early Modern Europe
- 11 till 1230

French
2-4:30



WINTER 2011

mwf

Hist-251 American History since 1865
10-11

French
11 till 12 pm

Hist-310-100 European Empires Nationalism
12-1

Hist-210-100 Modern Europe
2-3

Tues/thursday

French
11 till 1230

Phil-102 Knowledge and reality
2-3:30
 

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crazy 'quiz'
Lol, whatever I'll do as many quizzes as I want.
These are all so vague. . . and don't mean you have a personality disorder : [ just based on them.

Anorexia -
You have dry skin.
You only eat 1 meal.
You’re very weak.
You hate your body.

You did starve yourself. (used to)
You have low self esteem.
You use laxatives.
You need to be skinnier.
People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
People think you are too skinny.
TOTAL : 4

- ADHD -
Your mind is all over the place.
You are hyper most of the time.
You barely pay attention to anything.
You cannot cooperate with people well.
You seem to never sit still.
You talk all the time.
You need attention 24/7.
TOTAL: 1

- Bipolar disorder -
You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
You are very irritable.
You barely get any or no sleep.
You are sometimes anti-social.
You have very high self esteem at times

You have thought of /attempted suicide.
TOTAL: 3

- Bulimia nervosa -
You throw up all of your food.
You throw up even when you don't feel sick
You have no control over how you eat.
You use laxatives.
You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
You always say you are fat.
People think you are way too skinny.
TOTAL: 0

- Conduct disorder -
You can be a bully.
You've threatened someone.
You often find yourself in fights.
You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
You have raped/molested someone.
You've destroyed property on purpose.
You stay out all night.

TOTAL: 2

- Depression -
You are almost always sad.
You cry for no apparent reason.
You find no hope in your future.
You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
You can be anti-social.
You have low self esteem.

Everything bad that happens is always your fault
You always seem to have physical features hurt.
You are failing school.
You have thought of/attempted suicide.
You have ran away from home.
Hope is no longer there for you.
TOTAL: 4

- OCD -
You have daily rituals.
You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
You have to keep things in a certain order.
You have harmed yourself.
You are afraid you will get a STD, aids, or any kind of germs.
You have to check some stuff over again. (Ex: checking door repeatedly)

TOTAL: 4

- PTSD –
You repetitively have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
You sometimes think the event will happen again.
You feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event
You can be anti-social.
You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
You have not had a lot of sleep lately.
You worry about dying at an early age.
For fun you can have angry outbursts.
You sometimes act younger than your age.
TOTAL: 1


- Schizophrenia -
You often have hallucinations.
You sometimes have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts. [doesn't everyone??? WHat does that have to do with scizophrenia]
You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
You think people are always staring or talking about you.
You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness. [Again what does that have to do with scizophrenia, lol]
You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
You are very shy.
You often talk to yourself.
TOTAL: 3

TOTAL: 21.

0-25 = normal
26-40 = you have some problems
41-50+= GET HELP NOW
 

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SURVEY #2 whatevah
1. What is your present state of mind?

Agitated, nervous, and reflective.

2. What is your greatest fear?

Dying

3. What is your idea of perfect happiness?

Don't have one. I'm only happy when it's complicated.

4. Which historical figure do you most identify with?

Divine!

5. What is the trait you most deplore in others?

Secretiveness

6. What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?

insecurity

7. What is your greatest extravagance?

???

8. What is your favorite journey?

Walking home at night from Heritage C-train station to my parent's house.

9. On what occasions do you lie?

When someone can't handle the truth.

10. Where would you like to live?

London

11. Which historical figure do you most despise?

Gilbert Fish

12. Which living person do you most despise?

someone who is a jerk i shall not name

13. Which words or phrases do you most overuse?

"In case you were wondering" (No one ever is)

14. What or who is the greatest love of your life?
n/a

15. What is your greatest regret?

I regret nothing.

16. When and where were you happiest?

Camp Kasota when I was a teenager.

17. If you could change one thing about your family, what would it be?

Interpersonal skills

18. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

I would be not insecure.

19. What do you most value in your friends?

Honesty, and openess. (traits most people say they like, but they don't really mean it)

20. What is your principal defect?

negativity

21. What to your mind would be the greatest of misfortunes?

Being crippled, and unable to die.

22. What would you like to be?

A ghost that could fly around watching everyone

23. What natural gift would you like most to possess?

great intelligence

24. To what faults do you feel most indulgent?

Laziness, and obsessiveness.

25. What do you consider the most overrated virtue?

Of what list of virtues? The seven medieval cardinal virtues? They are all good if taken to the right extreme. I am not too fond of chastity, however.

26. In what country would you like to live?

England

27. What do you consider your greatest achievement?

I have none

28. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?

Heaven

29. What is your most treasured possession?

Kiwi bird tapestry

30. What is your most marked characteristic?

Anxiety

31. What is the quality you like most in a man?

Humour

32. What is the quality you like most in a woman?

Humour

33. Who is your favorite hero of fiction?

Mulder from the X-Files

34. Who are your heroes in real life?

idk my bff

35. How would you like to die?

In my sleep

36. If you were to die and come back as a person or thing, who or what do you suspect it would be?

A fish?

37. If you could choose what to come back as, what would it be?

A bird

38. What is your favorite color, flower, bird and occupation?

Green. Daffodil. Blue bird. Philosopher.

39. Who are your favorite writers, composers, painters, and poets?

Irvin D. Yalom, ........and Sylvia Plath.

40. What is your motto?

This is perfect, that is perfect
Everything is perfect
When perfection is taken away
perfection yet remains.
 

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Will you be single over summer? Yes, cause I am likely only going to Calgary for just the summer. Why would I get involved?

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? Yessss

Is there someone you want to fight? Yell at fight? Maybe. Fist fight? heck no

Where do you wanna live when you grow up? In a house with a family... not likely though...

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment? I have my heart

Would you date someone three years older than you? The last person I dated was ten years older than me.

Would you get married if you could right now? Depends on to who, and what that would mean.

Do you consider yourself spoiled? no

Would you rather have your parents catch you having sex or smoking weed? Smoking weed

Who were you last on the phone with? I can't remember...nobody calls me...

Would you ever take someone back after they cheated on you? Yes. I'm pathetic.

Do you miss your past? Yes

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yes

Ever been kissed by someone whose name starts with an R? Not that I can think of.

Could you see yourself dropping out of High School? i'm in university

Camping or nice hotel? Depends on the situation.

Have you ever received a myspace message that made you cry? A MySpace message, no. MSN? yes. Text? yes

Is there anyone you want to see right now? Yes. But they are antisocial, sigh

Would you ever get a tattoo? No

Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago? Kinda but essentially the same

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? Yes

Who was the first person you talked to today? Jennifer my history friend ... at like 2pm

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay? If it is agreed upon that the people can do other people.

Do you think you'll be in a relationship 3 months from now? No

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes? Yes

How was your weekend? I went out Friday and then the rest of the weekend I did nothing.

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? No, but an old friend was a mere day older than I was. November 21st vs. 22nd

What did you do yesterday? Stared at history books cause I have to write an essay

Are you a mean person? Yes, I would say I can be.

According to your ex, are you a bitch? No. My ex says I have a wonderful personality.

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone? Rarely anymore.......

Where is your cell phone? Coat? maybe?

Who last texted you? This guy sam

Have you done any thing embarrassing lately? I am embarrassed by everything. So, yes.

Are you a bad influence? To who? I think I am a good influence in general.

Has anyone ever called you baby? Yes

Who was the last person you took a picture with? karin or kirsten on their bday?

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow? Maybe.

What is something you disliked about your day? Everything?

Did you date anyone last summer? I was sort of seeing someone, but I knew I was leaving in september for here.

Do you hate being alone? Yes. I'm a social creature. I would love to just have someone nearby as we do our own thing.

What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Exploring the new mud

Excited for anything? Nope

Have you ever dated the same person twice? No

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself? No

Who was the last person to make you laugh? Jennifer

Did anyone yell at you out of a window today? Nope.

Did you have a good day yesterday? Nope.

Did you fall asleep in someones arms last night? No....but awkwardly I slept in the same bed as my brother. sup

Whats the next big life decision you will have to make? "Happy pill or suicide?" song lyrics that first came to mind. But what school to go to next year.

What's a line from the last movie you saw in theaters? Alice in wonderland...I can't remember

Do you want to please everyone? No I like to offend people.

How many people have you hugged in the past week? five

Is there anyone who doesn't like you? Is there anyone who does?

Do you laugh a lot? No I don't.

Do you believe ex's can be friends? Yes,

What are you craving at the moment? Attention.

Are you in a good mood right now? no.

Who can always cheer you up? no one

-Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night? I was awake in the middle of the night last night.

Who was the last person you sat on the couch with? Luke

What is bothering you right now? Mean boys, mixed messages, confusion, leaving, stress, needing a job, doing schoolwork, ...

Did you take a nap today? No.

Do you think you would be able to handle being in the military? Never. No Way. Absolutely not.

Would you rather have the ability to fly or the ability to read minds? Mind reading.

Last place you held someone’s hand? River Cree Casino hotel

Would you date someone who lived in another province? No. I would not date someone unless i saw them like twice a week.

Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? No. Not everyone should be with someone. Some people are fucked
 

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