* in highschool you'll create memories that will last you a life time. try to be there kids, it only benifits you. the works not so rough, your friends will only make it bareable & fun. highschool is hard because there is alot of judgement, peerpressure and beyond just learning theorys in sicence and equations in math you learn life lessons to. learn to love yourself, and accept others for who they are. after highschool, thats a different story. you continue to learn like patience, working in a new place, new people, learning to budjet and starting your life. but hey, thats not so easy either. we choose where we go in life, so injoy where your at and go down the path you were meant to go down<3
I just wanna...
Show you how much I appreciate you,
Wanna show you how much I'm dedicated to you
Wanna show you how much I will forever be true
Wanna show you how much you got your girl feelin' good
Wanna show you how much, how much you're understood
Wanna show you how much, I value what you say
Not only are you loyal, you're patient with me bay
Wanna show you how much, I really care about yo heart
I wanna show ya how much, I hate being apart
Show ya, show ya, show ya til you're through with me
I wanna keep it how it is, so you can never say how it used to be
xox ♥ xox
Loving you is really all that's on my mind
And I can't help but to think about it day and night
I wanna make that body rock, sit back and watch
& for the first time, you saw me at my weakest.
you listened, and nothing means more to me.
i opened up and you took it in.
you never knew how much damage had been done.
you never knew how affraid i was that my past would afftect the way you look at me. you never knew just how special you were to me. how much ive changed.
fuck baby, your my entire world. i love you so much it drives me crazy.
i have such faith in you, as you do me.
when you tell me you hope there will never be another girl after me, want a life with me, be with me, take care of me. you try your best to make me feel as special as i am to you and baby are you ever good at it. you say you love me more
but i dont know bout that, its a tie. like the knot i hope to make with you one day ♥
Everyone hates ex's, but i got a deep deep hatred for a tool that i use to know. once a piece of shit, always a piece of shit. i dont regret anything that happend between us, i just wish the first day you checked out my tits and said hello, i'd have simply laughed in your face & walk away. oh well guess not everthing has a happy ending eh? lol but thats okay, cause thanks to that waist of skin, british bitch. i got something that even tops prince charming !
NEVER DID I THINK I COULD BE SO IN LOVE, NEVER DID I THINK I COULD BE SO HAPPY. NEVER HAVE I EVER THOUGHT, WOW. I WANT TO BE WITH YOU TILL THE VERY END. I COULDNT IMAGINE MYSELF WITH ANYONE ELSE. I LOVE HOW YOU PUT ME FIRST, I LOVE HOW YOU HOLD ME SO TIGHT, I LOVE HOW EARLY IN THE MORNING BEFORE YOU LEAVE TO WORK YOU CUDDLE ME, KISS ME LOTS, AND TELL ME JUST HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME. I LOVE HOW YOU WHISPER IN MY EAR ''YOUR MY LAST LOVE'' AND I ALWAYS RESPOND WITH ''YOUR MY ONE & ONLY''.I LOVE HOW I CAN NEVER STAY MAD, AS SOON AS YOU KNOW YOU GRAB ME, KISS ME, AND WONT LET ME GO TILL I START TO SMILE. SMILES, OH FUCK DO I EVER LOVE YOURS. I LOVE THE WAY YOU SAY MY NAME AND HOW YOU LET ME WEAR YOUR CHAIN. I LOVE HOW YOU LOOK AT ME LIKE I PUT THE STARS IN THE SKY & YOU ALWAYS TREAT ME RIGHT. I LOVE HOW MY MONEYS NEVER ANY GOOD, AND WHEN IM SAD YOUR SAD TOO. I LOVE HOW WHEN I SAY YOU DON'T KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU YOU ALWAYS REASPOND ''I DO, YOU LOVE ME A WHOOOOLE LOT BABY. I KNOW BECAUSE I LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH, YOUR MY ENTIRE WORLD'' ♥ ilu..
My boyfriend is my bestfriend. No words could explain; as much as i didnt want you to see me like that, only you would hold back my hair and rub my back as im in heves over the toliet hungover as fuck. ahaha even at one of my most un sexiest moments baby lol your still right there by my side.. ♥
* At first it seemed so innocent; oh the stories behind how my summer crush turned out to be the love of my life. It's crazy how fast time fly's by, here we are 6 months later and i wouldn't want to be anywhere else <3
* its just one of those days i wanna smash faces. im one of those girls that believe in never regreting the mistakes you've made but fuck. NEVER will i forgive you for the shit you did to me, the drama, the way you used and abused. kicked me when i was low, threw me over the boat and left me alone and made my cry. nothing that was important to me was to you, you didnt give a fuck as long as you were getting your dick wet, funny thing was how HARD you tried. i saw you treat others as a sleeze ball so here i am wondering why the fuck i bothered waisting my time? cause here i am wishing he could of been the one to take me to grad, he could have been, and you fucked me with an ever lasting empression of how horrible my night really was.
+ sometimes we all need to just stop, take a step back and look to see how far we've really come. it's pretty crazy when you see your mistakes, and your corrections. the things you failed and succeeded in doing. the things that scared you the most, and most importantly the things that made you feel alive..
+ I don't ever want to take you for granted. I don't ever want to forget what it was like before you or how it would be without you. I don't ever want to forget our first kiss or our last touch, or let a day go by without telling you how much you mean to me, & how much I need you. I don't ever want you to doubt the way I feel or how much happier I am because of you ;
2 months & counting baby, your so amazing no words could describe.. ♥
Skwira;
baby your my other half. the times we would sneak into little girl clubs hammered. nothing like vodka & short dresses. the times yo momma would whip out her dildo. bathing suits & grad dresses. skipping, loving, crying, believeing. you are my best friend; as time goes by it may become harder for us to do the things we love to do together, but no matter what you and our memories will always hold a special place in my heart. your amazing ma dear & never think any less of yourself. your my idol ♥
