A bit about yourself:
201: Age - Sixteen :).
200: My full name -Ariel Grace Michelle Demong.
199: I was born - in 1994.
198. I am - me. Who were you expecting?!.
196. My eye color - ... I dont actually know....
195. My ears are - Cold?
194. My crush - us a nerd :P.
193. My favorite colour - yellow.
192. My height - ... agian dont know. Short in a not really way?
191. I am allergic to - lies.
190. I live in - calgary.
189. Last book I read - The priestess of avalon .
188. My bed time - when i am too tired to stay awake.
187. First Screen name? - Echosong
186. Current Screen name? - Echosong
179. My favorite Holiday - Halloween : )
178. Least favorite Holiday - Easter.
177. Perfect Kiss - never been kissed
176. Last time i cried was - yesterday
170. What did you do last night - studied.
167. My skin's reaction to the sun is - ???? What the hexagon?

Do you believe in:
143. Santa - : ( no , i wish i did though.
142. Love at First Sight - I belive in Atraction at first sight.
141. Luck - no.
140. Fate - yes.
138. Aliens - yes
137. Heaven - no.
136. Hell - yeah
135. Ghosts - yes.
134. Horoscopes - yes :).
133. Soul mates - no
132. Terrorists - Misguided people who dont understand wha they are doing.

Which is better:
129. Hugs or Kisses - hugs.
128. Drunk or High - Niehter
127. Phone or internet - internet.
126. Red heads or Brown hair - Red heads colour, although ive had better experiences with brunettes.
125. Blondes or Brunettes - i dont care
121: Boys or Girls - boys.
120. Night or Day - Night
119. Oranges or Apples - red apples.
118. Curly or Straight hair - curly, I wish U had it.

What comes to your head when you see these words:
116. Scary - Needle
115. Backstabbers - bloody knife.
114. Parents - smile
110. School - less enjoyable than having my finger nails pulled out, one by one..

Last time:
103. Missed someone - now best buddie
102. Hugged someone - today
101. Saw someone - my cousin.

Misc:
90. Who's the ditziest person you know? *cough*Ang..*Cough* .
89. Who makes you laugh the most? Jazmyn, Valereie, Jordyn
87. One thing I'm mad about right now? im not mad.
85. One thing I'm sad about right now? Im not going to pass math
83. The last movie I saw in the theater was? Sherlock holmes
82. The thing I don't understand is/are? Why I need to be able to find the root of 465465465465 in order to survive??????
78. This summer? will be hard.
76. Something I will really miss when I die? Hugggs.

What are you doing?
72. Today? answering a stupid nosy quiz and i anyone bothers to read to this point, Im impressed..
56. My zodiac sign is? Aries.
53. The one person who I can't hide things from - Jazzymyn, and my mummy.
51. Right now I am talking to - Jazzymyn.
52. I work at - Deervalley florist.
47. I have a pet - cats pipper and joey
46. I hope - that this quiz is almost over??
45. The best sound in the world - Wind in my hairs .
44. The person that makes me cry the most - who ever made up the math ciriculem
35. Florida or Hawaii - Hawaii.
31. First Pet - Mitsue, kitty catt.
28. The school I go to is - stinky.
27. Last person I got mad at - paris.
26. My worst drinking experience was - never been drunk
22. The all time best movie is - Bravehaert.
21. The all time best thing in the world is - Lollipops.
20. So, about them Canadians - Damn hobo rednecks!.
19. The most annoying thing ever - /\ Sterotypes/\ :).
18. The most annoying person you know is - lauren.
17. I lose all respect for people who - judge before getting to know someting/one.
16. I hate - days without smiles
15. I love - Huggs.
14. My Favorite Day is - Friday .
13. My Favorite Month(s) is -April.
12. My Favorite Band - U2.
11. The worst pain I ever felt -----------------Backstabbing bitch------------damn can i ever hold a grudge-----.
10. My favorite phrase- "GUESS OUT!"
9. My room is - a messs
8. My favorite actress is - nonexistent
7. My favorite actor is - see 8
6. My pants -are blue
5. My weakness is/are - math.
4. What makes me hyper - coffee, sugar.
3. Who broke your heart - nobody yet.
2. My Favorite Song - Alone-moby.
1. My Favorite Show - CHUCKK!.

If you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.



I fear ...
[x] african american people
[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces

[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[x] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 6

[ ] being touched
[x] fire
[ ] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 10

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed/mugged
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[x] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 15

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old

Total so far: 21

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[x] blood

Total: 25

Welcome to my head, I'd love any oppinion you might have on this.


In the quiet of her mind, we can only see shadows, can only hear echoes. In the corners are memories, movies on rewind. Her entire life is here, stray thoughts and forgotten secrets strewn about, glistening in the half light. Words that cannot ever be spoken are locked away in the deep chasms and caves in our mind, places that no light will ever reach. We leave those dark places behind, we all try never to think about them if we can help it. The thoughts that lay there will remain sleeping, undisturbed by our crossing.

You and I return to the front of her mind, and we can see the thoughts rolling through her head. There is a great control room here, gears and levers, blinking lights and buttons are scattered around, and a great chair sits in the middle of this mess. When I am finished showing you around I will return there.
See that button? No, not the red one, the smaller one, its sort of purple? Yes, that’s the one. That’s the one that releases the muse. Who is the muse you ask? Well I do not presume to know, She is the one that whispers words into our ears and who tickles the tongue with rhythms, words and patterns. She caresses our brain, soothing us, tucking stories and poems into the creases of our tired thoughts.

What’s that you say? Oh, well yes there are a lot of us up here, trapped in her skull. Me, her, the muse. There are others too you know. Oh yes, there are many of us. There is the dark one. He takes control, overtaking The Muse and I as well as her. He sits in that chair, forcing her mouth to say cruel things, and to become another person. It takes all three of us to force him back to where he came from, back to the very back of the deepest darkest cave. We can control him for a time, but even The Muse cannot control him indefinitely and it is stronger than me or her.

You want to know if there are others? Well, I suppose so. There is the Calc- short for calculator- He dose the math functions. He isn’t very strong and so I usually push him away. You see we are always fighting for control. So even though I can’t do math, it is worth my while to fight Calc just to gain power for a few minutes. Besides him I know there are others, but he is the strongest if many weak ones and they offer suggestions, but never take control.

My, you are full of questions. I have no clue why you are here, I thought we had everything covered. Well, I would assume that you are here to watch and learn, it takes time to discover our game and the intricacies of it. If ever you have a question, you may ask me, or her.

One more question you say? Alright, ask away. Who is she? Well, she is the essence of all of us. She is the body which we all fight for. She is the controlling power, for even while one of the three of us is in control, we work with her, or in His case, against her. She is everything. She is a part of you too. Her name? I believe it is … Ariel.

Just so you know, your ego is getting really really old. We both know that I am smarter than you (thus the fact that my marks are higher) and your ego is pissing me off. You are not a (and I quote) "superior life form" you just think you are, and let me tell you, there's a reason nobody loves you. Cue eyeroll.

Just so you know, I will never be able to look at you with a striaght face EVER agian Because that was un called for... Mind you I did press the button. BUT I didn't know why or what would happen after a pushed it. That was just akward.

HEY
GUESS WHAT
.....









never mind

Dear P***S,
I cannot believe how blind youve been all last year! I have HATED you scince o, i dont know.... DECEMBER! but you refused to see WHAT WAS RIGHT in front of you! i have NEVER said we were friend because we ARENT! im GLAD that i finally told you howmuch i cant stand you! you are self centerd, MEAN SPIRITED and everytime i tried to break off, YOU PULLED me BACK IN!
IM SO DONE WITH YOU!
love Ariel

I HATE october. Most poitnless month ever. Seriously. Its just kinda stuck in there between September and November. The weather is sucky cause it changes CONSTANTLY! and all in all it is just a fail month.

Gone

The beat of my heart
Sends shooting pains
Through my body.

Hurt spins up form from some
Forgotten, buried place
I wish I could stop the pain.

My lips press together
My eyes close of their own accord
And I lean into safety where ever I find it

Gone, Gone, Gone,
My litany form the start
Gone, Gone, Gone,

I can only hope that
You are in pain no longer
Ten, and only then

Can I find solace
In the weight of
Tears running down my cheeks.

opinion?

highschool :\ could be worse but i wish it was better. the friends i have im not really close to and i miss the way it was last year.

Getting lost in the woods on the way to the campsite, and sliding up and down the evil-slippery-hill of DOOM! Playing frisbee golf and setting a course record for losing the most spectacularly. Course average: 23 My score: 57 (remeber in golf you want a low score :P) Wraping ourslefs in highly combustible platic and standing around an uncontrolled fire atemping to warm ourself while the heavens pissed on us. Seeing how close it was possible to get to the fire with out burning ourselfs. Boat races with U-boats, Alien craft, Bark canoes and a steange contraption that kicked all of our boats asses. Throwing sharp rocks at a blown up ziploc, and not manging to pop it, but somehow we all got soaked. Learning how to pee on a log without falling of. A VERY IMPORTANT SKILL! not roasting, but charing our marshmellows. But most of all getting lost on the way back to camp at four in the moring and having to have dad come and rescue me. I was ten feet away from the camp fire.

Good times