FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents Dad/Mom.

FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail.
REAL FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin' "Damn, we fucked up..lol"

FAKE FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: Will cry with you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' ass that left you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS: Would mostly walk right in and say "I'm Home!"

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say
"Bitchh, drink the rest of that, you know we dont waste that kinda shit."

FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out.

FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to all there real friends and hope to get it back!

My life is finally getting to some semblence of normalcy now. Things have been partially dealt with but I don't know what the future will hold and how things will play out. Maybe this is all an elaborate facade that will fall down around me within the next few weeks. Or maybe it's the foundations of something good. I don't know. Time can only tell. Until then I will live my life the way I see fit and try to get that final puzzle piece to fit in the puzzle of my life.

You know what? This is turning out to be more trouble than its really worth. I am sick and tired of playing games and getting the run around. I just want to deal with shit and get it over with. Maybe things will work out, maybe they won't. When you are ready to grow up and try again let me know. I'll let you know if I am willing to wait because right now I am not.