HIYA THERE ERIC,
just thought i should say that ughh...
YOU FORGOT TO LOG OUT OF NEXOPIA WHEN YOU WERE AT MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE.
sooo. im totally on your nexx... lookin at everythingg hahah jokingg.
naah. i just made a blog post for you , that is all .


much love from your favoritest cousin everr,
beckaa.

Rest well boy... I'll miss ya buddy, you were a great dog, you deserve a good rest...

her- heey wanna go out ?
i`ll put my bra extra extra tiight so you caan see my cheest
& i`ll put it doown foo you extra extra loow
& saame wiith my thoong

me- a hello would have been sufficient, haha, no need to say all that.

her- AHAHA ,
soo you undeerstand eh ?

me- I'm not the average guy, average being only understanding sex, I do know the english language, haha

her- fck you ,
you aiint thaat hoot eiitheer ,
just means no gutt to banG anyone

me- I'm not the one asking a complete stranger out, and you might do yourself some good and get a little self respect it'll get you a fuck of a lot further then sex will. And another thing, you aren't either, so don't go around trying to get random guys to hook up with you by saying you'll show them your chest, because you know what? I could get any girl I wanted, whenever I wanted, so, you could stop being a slutty bitch and kindly fuck off, or you'll hear some things you probably dont want to, all right?

her- just shOve it up yOur ass ?
& learn to wriite properly miisteer or ms

me- me write properly eh? I'm not the one with horrible grammar and spelling mistakes, so fuck off bitch, get laid because obviously the dildo isn't working for you anymore so you've come to the internet to try and get sex, well here's a newsflash: your a fucking whore, and need to grow the fuck up, learn what not to say to a complete stranger, and if that doesn't work, there is always the street corner, you seem to be good enough at that to make some money to provide for yourself.


and I win, haha she hasn't said anything back and I doubt she will,

I HATE being sick, its bullshit

I GOT A RAT!
^^

I've decided I'm going to learn how to play jazz flute, this is gonna take quite a while....

next semester:

I'm still sick I fucking hate it!!! I swear I have coughed up at least half a lung...
hopefully I get better soon...

So, I no longer peer tutor the grade 8 band,
even though they can be annoying as hell at times, and absolute asses,
I'm going to miss them, they made my semester... interesting

birthday tomorrow, kinda stoked, but meh...

I need music for my iPod, anyone have any suggestions? Pretty much anything but rap.

send in a message.

I dare you to tell me the absolute truth of how you feel about me.
I mean EVERYTHING that you think about me.
Just do it.

Well, I work today, for the first time since summer; and lucky me I'm fucking baking again... I now have to bake all the bread and orders on sunday nights, from 4 to god knows what time in the morning, probably in between 12:30 to 2:30 is what time I'll be working till. The best part, is that I have school the next morning, and I dont get enough sleep as it is. Not to mention I have exams coming up. So, lucky me gets to work for a fucking drunk bitch. Oh and whats even better, I was the assistant baker for most of the summer so I know how to do a lot of it, I just cant do it on my own, the person I'm working with has never baked before, so I have to teach him everything and that just makes it take a hell of a lot longer then it should. I fucking hate this job, but I need the money to go on my band trip next year.

happy new years, yet another year ended with a boring night

Everyone says I have it great, but truth is I don't think I do.
Yeah I can draw and play the flute, as well as run fast, but a lot of people can draw play the flute and run fast. I'm not really my own person, at least I don't feel like I am.
For example, a good friend of mine is an amazing musician, he can take a song and make it his own without even really trying. the way I play my flute is exactly as the music is written, I'm not good at just making something up as I go and have i sound good. My art style never changes, and its a style that a lot of people use.
I'm tired of being part of a crowd of people, I want to stand out and have people say
"wow, he did that?"
That is one thing that I have always hated about myself,
I have drawn good pieces of art, I have played good pieces of music, but none of it was great, or amazing for someone to really recall, nothing that someone would remember once they left from looking at it or hearing it, and very few remember races I've ran, the only people who really remember them is my coach and me, because its how I can better my running, and the only one anyone really remembers is when my spike caught the ground wrong and I wound up rolling across the finish line and was on crutches for 2 weeks.

So people may think I have it great, but I dont think I have it great.