Cali
I miss you!
The summer was so great
We talked like everyday about important things
And of course dumb things
I miss our talks
I hate having this stupid long winter without you
We are both just so busy in our own lives
We still have to find time to hangout!!!
MISS YOU

BYE
thats all i have to say to you!

17 more days till my birthday

Excited to hangout with Jesse tonight
!!!!

1. Would you date someone who smokes?
* uh... i dont find cigarets attractive at all but i guess if i liked them enough i wouldnt try to change them

2. Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
* I wouldnt go out with anyone who did more than mushrooms

3. Would you date someone who was outside your race?
* why not

4. Whats your biggest turn off?
* I have no idea

5. Whats your biggest turn on, physically?
* neck kissing

7. Most hurtful relationship?
* lachlan just because i havent seen him since

8. Ever regretted breaking up with someone?
* nope

9. Have you ever dated someone more than once?
* yea hhaa

10. Do you miss any of your exes?
* uh i dont miss them but if it came down to it i would maybe get back together with that person

12. What's your relationship status?
* single and kinda looking?

13. What's the corniest thing someone you dated did for you?
* told me infrount of like 10000 people i was beautiful at the most random time

14. Last time you got flowers?
* from fabe in the summer

15. Are you ready to get into a serious relationship right now?
* possibly

16. Do you like cuddling?
* LOVE IT

17. Do you hold grudges?
* try not to

18. Do you regret dating anyone?
* not regret but regret the way stuff happened

19. Hugger or kisser?
* just depends

20. Missing someone?
* nope

21. Most important lesson you've learned from dating?
* never jump into it you have to get to know the person better and never go for just looks

23. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
* depends on the time

24. Whats the most important thing in a relationship?
* communication

25. What would make you break up with someone, no questions asked?
* if he hit me

26. Have you ever loved someone who didn't love you back?'
* I can sure say that i have and hes the only one i can say i have actually loved... i never said it to him yet tho

28. How important are looks?
* IMPORTANT !!! If you dont like how they look how are you going to be able to be seen in public with them

29. How do you know when you are in love?
* I dont really believe in it

30. Do you consider yourself shy?
* around some people

31. Would you rather date someone who was SUPER-HOT or someone who was SUPER-nice?
* i cant choose

32. Have you ever been turned down or turned someone down?
* of course

33. Have you ever been ashamed of anyone you were dating?
* at times

34. Do you currently want to date anyone?
* yess sir

35. Thing that made you the happiest today?
* hanging out with vanessa and lehrah and lola

36. Would you ever date anyone your parents disapproved of?
* yea but it does make a big difference if you parents like them

37. Do you stay friends w/ the people you date?
* not really they always end pre bad

39. Would you fight over someone you wanted to be with
* what kinda question is this

40. Do you kiss on the first date?
* i did once and im never doing it again

41. Would you date someone A LOT older or younger than you?
* only older

42. Does the person you currently like know you like them?
* i dont really really like anyone

43. Ever been cheated on?
* yesss with 2 other gilrs

44. Do you think the word 'love' is overused?
* most deffinetly

45. Ever been called a whore?
* yepp

46. Favorite memory with an ex?
* going to lachlans house and his dad telling us that we needed boundries (something like that)

47. If someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
* yes one time isnt that big of a deal if its a really good exuse

49. Favorite ex?
* fabian !!!

50. Wanna date any of your ex's?
* would possibly get back together with him just because ill always kinda have feelings for him but im not really upset about it. I can live without him and i know that ill find someone new

50 questions.


1. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
* meh depends which one and what kinda mood i was in hahahaa

2.Your best friend tells you she's pregnant. What is your reaction?
* Id probably just be so scared for her id start balling my eyes out

3.When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
* Theres almost someone everyday

4.Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name?
* Nathan i love that name

5.Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name?
* leah

6.What are you craving right now?
* nothing i just ate

7.What was the last thing you cried about?
* How mad my dad was making me

8.When you buy something and your change is a penny. Do you keep it?
* If i know that im just going to have small change i always tell them to keep it

9.What color is your tissue box?
* Blue with lil fish and sea shells on it

10.Do you have a ceiling fan in your room, and if so, is there dust on that fan?
* no i dont my room is freezing... the last thing i need is a fan

11.What is the last voice mail you received about?
* i dont have a cell phone

12.Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?
* i really dont know haha

13.Have you ever had a garage sale?
* Cant say i have

14.What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
* Oh a beer of course yesterday

15.Are you happy right now?
* Really happy

16.Who came over last?
* Christina, lola, lehrah, and courtney

17.Do you drink beer?
* yeeee baby i usually like it

18.Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
* no but we used to make fun of my sister because shes blonde

19.Dark or light jeans?
* Variety

20.What was the last movie you watched at home?
* American pie bata house

21.What is in your pocket?
* Nothing im wearing boxers

22.Who introduced you to your boyfriend/girlfriend?
* Uh i introduce my self to them... right now im single tho

23.Where do you hurt?
* I have a huge bruise on my arm

24.What is your favorite aisle at Wal-Mart?
* i never go to walmart but i love looking at the shoes haha

25.When is your birthday?
* December 23 1month left

26.What are you going to do after this?
* Go to bed

27.Who was the last person you went shopping with?
* um... Rebecca i think

28.What about your favorite dessert?
* not sure

29.Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
* Not that i know of

30.Do you like pickles?
* Yea but i have to be in a pickle mood to eat them

31.Is someone in love with you?
* I dont believe in teenager love

32.What color is your couch?
* Beige

33.Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
* Nope i dont really look like anyone in my family

34.Does someone like you right now?
* That would be nice

35.Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
* Not that i know of

36.Who was the last person to send you a text message?
* No cell phone

37.How many hours did you sleep for last night?
* Im to lazy to count I got home at like 12 30

38.Do you swear at your parents?
* Yea all the time

39.Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
* Most likely... jk im not to sure but hopefully

40.What is the last thing you spent money on?
* smarties

41.Name one thing no one can ever take away from you?
* My looks

42.What is the last thing you ate that had onions in it?
* gross i hate unions but i had unions in spagetti sauce

43.Crunchy or Puffy Cheetos?
* Crunchy both

44.The first person on your friends list just called you a bitch. What do you have to say to them?
* Idk its to long to type and if they were bing serious i would just go on a huge rant

45.Have you ever blocked someone on Myspace before?
* i dont use myspace but i have on nex and msn.

46.Do you wear a name tag at work?
* If i had a job i probably would

47.What color is your iPod?
* GREEN

48.What is your favorite key chain on your keys?
* I dont have key chains

49.Say you were given a pregnancy test right now. Would you pass or fail?
* Uh im pre sure im not pregnant but you can never be to careful

50.What were you doing at midnight last night?
* Just getting home!

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
Little voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood

Just thought everyone should know that Rebecca is in the hospital. She was in a quading accident today. She went threw a fence and cut and she has a cut on her neck. She now has a concusion, a fractured hip, bleeding lungs and the cut on her neck. She is still in emergancy and she will be staying in the hospital for 4 or 5 days.

Get well Rebbie (rebecca)

IF YOU (LIKE), (LOVE), OR (MISS) SOMEONE RIGHT NOW:
- and can't get them out of your head.
- then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you

Don't look at the bottom until you fill out the top of the quiz.

1. You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but very boring. The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things. Which one do you take to get to your significant others house, short or long?

[x]Short
[ ]Long

2. On the way you see two rose bushes. One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend of any one color or two color combination. What number of white and/or red do you pick?
Red Roses? ( Number from 1 - 20 )
10

3. You finally get to their house. A family member answers the door. You can have the family member get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself?

[ ]The family member gets him/her
[x]Get him/her myself

4. You go up to your boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there. You decide to leave the roses. Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed?

[]By the windowsill
[x]On the bed

5. Later, it's time for bed. You and your boy/girlfriend sleep in separate rooms. In the morning when it's time to wake up, you go into his/her room and check on him/her. When you arrive, do you prefer him/her to be awake or asleep?

[ ]Awake
[x]Asleep

6. Now it's time to go back home. Do you take the short, plain or more interesting road?

[ ]Short
[x]Long






1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.

Short : You chose the short road. You fall in love quickly and easily.
Long: You chose the long road. You take your time and do not fall in love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return.

Example: You choose 10 red and 10 white. You expect 50% but you give 50%.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems.

Get the family member to get them : You asked the family member to get your significant other. You like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves.
Get the person yourself: You like to get the person yourself. You are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend.

Roses on window sill: You place the roses by the windowsill. You are alright with not seeing him/her so often.
Roses on bed: You place the roses on the bed. You like to see him/her a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

Awake: You prefer the person to be awake, you expect the person to change for you.
Asleep: You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person the way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

Longer Road: You chose the longer road. You will tend to stay in love for a long time.ad represents your attitude towards falling in love.
Shorter Road: You chose the short road. You fall out of love easily.

28 things most girls dont know



1--Guys hate sluts even though
they have sex with them!

2--Guys may be flirting around all day
but before they go to sleep, they
always think about the girl they truly
care about.

3--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4--Guys will do anything just to get
you to notice him

5--Guys hate it when you talk about
your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

6--Boyfriends need to be reassured
often that they're still loved.

7--Don't talk about your guy friends to
your boyfriend.

8--Guys get jealous easily.

9--Guys are more emotional than they'd
like people to think.

10--Giving a guy a hanging message
like "You know
what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make
him jump to a conclusion that is far
from what you are thinking. And he'll
assume he did something wrong and
he'll obsess about it trying to figure
it out.

11--Guys are good flatterers when
courting but they usually stammer when
they talk to a girl they really like.

12--A usual act that proves that the guy
likes you is when he teases you.

13--Guys love you more than you love
them if they are serious in your
relationships.

14--Guys think WAY too much. One small
thing a girl does, even if she doesn't
notice it can make the guy think about
it for hours, trying to figure out
what it meant.

15--Guys seek for advice from girls not
other guys. Because most guys think
alike, so if one guy's confused, then
we're all confused.

16--When a guy asks you to leave him
alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to me."

17--If a guy starts to talk seriously,
listen to him. It doesn't happen that
often, so when it does, you know
something's up.

18--If your best guy friend seems to
avoid you or is never around when
you're with your boyfriend, he's
probably jealous and likes you.

19--When a guy tells you that you are
beautiful, don't say you aren't. It
makes them want to stop telling you
because they don't want you to
disagree with them.

20--When a guy looks at you for longer
than a second, he's definitely
thinking something.

21--Guys don't like girls who punch
harder than they do.

22--A guy has more problems than you can
see with your naked eyes.

23--Don't be a snob. Guys can be
intimidated and give up easily.

24--Guys talk about girls more than
girls talk about guys.

25--Guys hate rejection, but they hate
being led on even more.

26--If you are going to reject a guy,
just do it. Don't say they are like a
brother or just good friends, it just
hurts even more. Tell them that you
aren't interested in a relationship
and they will respect you.

27--Guys really think that girls are
strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing but
somehow are drawn even more to them.

28--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and
health just to be with you, he really
likes you and wants to be with you as
much as possible.

---Girls, if u don't repost this
within 1 hr then you will lose the guy
of your life.

---Guys if you don't repost this in
one hr then you will lose the girl of
your life.
post this as:

28 things most girls dont know

So tell me your name
Tell me your name
Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?
Anything at all
I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside I wanna feel
I wanna feel
I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive
To know I'm alive
To know I'm alive

Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

Do you believe, in the day that you were born
Tell me do you believe?
Do you believe
Do you know, that every day's the first of the rest of your life

Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

This is to one last day in the shadows
And to know a brother's love
This is to New York City angels
And the rivers of our blood
This is to all of us, to all of us

So don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

Yeah, you can tell me all your thoughts, about the stars that fill polluted skies
And show me where you run to, when no one's left to take your side
But don't tell me where the road ends, cause I just don't wanna know, No I don't wanna know

Don't tell me if I'm dying
Don't tell me if I'm dying