Thanks for letting me on!
I remember the first time we met, it was raining out
I was trying to get to the mall and i was out all the way beside Canadian tire
You where going to ur friends house
and you stoped to asked me what was wrong
and my ankle was twisted and you carried me all the way to the mall to see my boyfriend
After that we became really good friends and soon dated
even thought it didn't last every long
I still remember that day
but these days you seem to have forgotten alot
But that's alright
I still love you.[/b][/size][/color]
My page is falling apart!
I hate the new nex everything is changing colors and I'm getting weird numbers on some messages i send to people!
aww I don't really remember that
TRUST ME I'm NOT CUTE!!! I ONLY GOOD LOOKING IN THE PICTURES! BUT I DON'T EVEN SAY I LOOK CUT IN THE PICTURES!, BUT I'M LIKE A MILLION TIMES UGLIER IN PERSON!.
old love poem
Please I wanna die here
I feel lost with out life
I don't feel anything or anyone
I wanna die and find my own path
I don't really know, but I feel god's wrath
with three words I remember I told you
I can forget it's pain
memorys bring back things I hate to know
I lay here and forgot what we where told
now all I want is to die old
and i won't forget what makes me feel alive
those feelings i get when i talk to you
Those three words are stuck in my heart
would you lay with me and forget the world?.
I'll survive
I'll survive this night mare
your voice reminds me that
all that i ever was is because of you
I remember that i said to my self
I wanna be there for you
all i wanted was to feel your lips one last time
I'm cold just thinking about it
all this was because I'm not good enough
for you or life
I feel like my heart is going to burst in to nothing
and i remember you used to be my everything.
Broken (Past)
So much I must be
Sorry that I screwed up
Can I still just be me
Or is me not good enough?
You must try to understand
That not everyone is perfect
And I�m trying as best as I can
Maybe I just can�t make it
Can you even see?
All the pain and misery
That you caused me?
I tried so hard to please
Now all that I learned to love
Is falling apart
Blood drips from above
I can�t live with a broken heart
So watch me fall.
Death in my dreams
I feel bad
It makes me sad.
I begin to cry,
and think of how I wish to die.
I find myself day after day,
crying at night,
wishing the pain would go away.
All my tears have shed,
But still,
the feeling isn�t dead.
I pick up the blade,
as I lay here in bed,
the cuts get deeper,
I begin to feel weaker.
I've got blood on my arms,
tears on my face,
I cut a bit more,
blood sheds,
from where the skin tore,
isn't it funny,
how only my heart is sore.
All I see now is red,
all over my bed,
it won't be long now,
before I am dead.
My life is almost over,
Now I just wait till my death,
Hang on a minute,
I just took my last breath.
Die
She smiles and stares
I stare but I can't smile
The bottle goes round and round
I can't help but hope the bottle stops at me
with her smile and gun inhand
anything can happen
so watch me die.
Little sis
I Don't know where to start,
because I don't know when there will be an end.
Almost all of my life we've had each other.
We've laughed together,
Yelled at each other,
And lied to each other.
But there is another thing, too.
I'm not so blind to see,
How much you are like me.
In my heart I know that everything I do,
Will somehow have an effect on you.
I try so hard to always set a good example,
But I know in the past I have given you bad samples.
Life isn't easy,
And when it's not,
I wanna be there to guide your way with you.
When I'm torn between choices,
I always wonder how each one might effect you today.
I know there've been times when maybe I did the wrong thing,
But now I can really see just how careful I need to be.
You'll make mistakes,
Take the wrong road instead of the right,
But don't ever let people tear you down,
Always put up a fight.
Most of all I want you to know,
That no matter where I am,
What I'm doing,
Or who I'm with,
If you are in trouble in life,
I'll drop everything, and be there in seconds to give you my advice.
I want to say I will end this message with something special,
But it would be a lie,
Because there will never be an end,
What we have together will never die.
Everything has a reason:
Ah yes the lovable retard!
Yes even the sun can blind me as well, even though I'm blind!