Acoustic guitar, Bass guitar, Chimes, Electric Guitar, Keyboard, Kit Drums, Organ, Other Drums, Pan pipes, Piano
Outdoor:
Backpacking, Paddling, Exploring, Traveling
WHAT MAKES ME..ME
I am me in the highest sense of the word. To put me in a box of explaination, is a feat near impossible.
Music truely is my life, as is anything else creative. For they are the only ways I have found to express myself without being ridiculed day and night. For music, i do play guitar, with a little drums and bass in there as well, but I prefer to explore and create with what I have had from birth-my voice. Vocals are important to me, but more so the meaning beside what is said or sung
REST IN PEACE GRANDMA AND GRANDPA DUFFY, I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING THAT I AM AND HOPE THAT YOU ARE HAPPY AND IN A BETTER PLACE, YOU BOTH DESERVE THE REST. I MISS YOU, AND ALWAYS WILL. JANUARY 28 AND FEBRUARY 8 2006~I am sorry that I never had the chance to say good bye
I'm my daughter's worst addict. My high is when she laughs and smiles, my low is when she cries
THINGS I LOVE
[THE MUSIC:]
Birthday Massacre
Mindless Self Indulgence
Lacuna Coil
Manson
Cradle of Filth
Nodes Of Ranvier
Ra
Inkubus Sukubus
Blindside
collide
Underoath
Grode
Savior Machine
MCR
Aleixonfire
Bleeding Through
Elis
Kamelot
silverstein
Norma Jean
Ten Years
Avenged Sevenfold
36 Crazyfists
Zao
Slipknot
Bloodline Calligraphy
evanescence
Opeth
Deicide
[THE MUSIC LOCAL:]
Embition-Edmonton
Elijah's Tomb-Grande Prairie
Imperative-Red Deer Area
Winter's Longing-Three Hills Alberta
Above the Shadows-Edmontonish area
Reborn-same
Fall To Grace-RIP
Paris On A Good Day-Edmonton
Boy Charlie-Grande Prairie
The Shadows Valley-Milton Ontario
Starving Zealots-Lyodminster Sask
Stutterfly-Kamloops (?) British Columbia
PROFUNDA ROSA-Edmonton Alberta
[THE MOVIES/SHOWS:]
Rent
Phantom of The Opera
Nightmare Before Christmas
Corpse Bride
Donny Darko
SLC Punk
Anarchist Cookbook
Empire Records
Boondock Saints
Hangman's Curse
Cry Baby
Underworld
Constaine
Dazed and Confuzed
Lord of the Rings Triology
Ever After
Flashdance
Pretty In Pink
Some kind of Wonderful
Queer As Folk
CSI
[THE FRIENDS:]
Phenix-Lei-My darling daughter...you mean the world to me, Mommy loves you with everything she is and my only hope in life is that I never fail you
Thomas-the love of my life, the other half of my half. I never knew what love was until you were there.
I would live for you, die for you- do anything thing you wanted me to
Lisa-the one who gave meaning and endearment to the word crazy....I miss you madly and wish you were here
Apryl- My "big sister" I know I can go to you with anything and you won't judge me.....I owe you so much more then I can ever give you
HOWL~ somedays I wonder about you, but one thing I never wonder about is weither or not your a friend or just pretending. You've been there for me, and for Thomas and neither of us could thank you enough-<3 h0^^7 t4k3 c423
Danica-My best friend for what seems like FOREVER-we've gone through so much shit together, and yet here we still are, me with a baby and we're still partying hard!!! Loves you
MATT-crazy times in your truck and car...skipping class and smoking in the truck back in high school-damn it's hard to believe that we've known eachother for so long...even harder to believe that we're adults now!!! Well....at least in the governments eyes-those who know us should know better!
Tim~chaos_Razor-Even tho u'll probably never read this..I wanted to say I love you just the same
Candice-thanks for never judging when it seems as though everyone else does
Tay-all the <3, I miss you like crazy
Aaron-I'm not going to get into it- there are too many years, too many words. But I know that I would be lost without my big little brother
[THE PIERCINGS:]
toungue
right side of nose
web
[THE TATTOOS:]
7 Stars on my back
Eternal on my wrist
[TATTOOS I'M GETTING:]
Mortal On other wrist
Black Rose on my calf with soon to be son or daughter's name underneath
Truth and Justice in latin on the sides of my neck
[RANDOM LIKES:]
Black and Red
black roses
silver jewellery
POI-Those things rock...though hurt like hell when they hit you
rings
crosses
potatoes-i'm Irish decent
the dark
pain
Nicotine
love...."passion, when it's new"
emotions-sometimes
"And Shepherds we shall be
For thee, my Lord, for thee.
Power hath descended forth from Thy hand
Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands.
So we shall flow a river forth to Thee
And teeming with souls shall it ever be.
In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti."
THINGS I WISH I COULD DESTROY
Grande Prairie...that place nearly killed me...so glad I am out...and I feel sorry for those who are still stuck there
judgements
people who say they care, but stab u in the back first chance they get
Missing a certian someone
artistic blocks
not having something to write on or with
society.....they say that we are screw ups, meanwhile- they are so cloned that they cant even think for themselves
seeing my friends hurt
light-hurts my eyes when I dont have the shades
Gay bashers-get a laugh and actually live the way you want, instead of trying to hurt those who are strong enough to live their lives without listening to the world's so called rules
myself....for I will always seem to fail in no matter what I try
I went for a walk tonight
and came to a few conclusions.
You've heard of the saying that once you leave, you can never go back home,
well it's true.
The second was this:
To face the fact that you no longer belong is a hard pill to swallow,
Even when it's staring you right in the face.
While on this walk, I past places that I remembered.
Places that I remembered, but didn't remember me.
My old perch at my old school.
Where I would sit and watch the world go by.
There is a new set of footprints there now.
It is no longer my spot.
Mr. S's house, which seems just like me
forgotten
There are dead flowers in the window.
I saw a set of footprints going from by the house to the road,
I couldn't help but wonder if they were his , or just someone taking a short cut like I used to
when I would go and visit, Or later-when I would place flowers every Oct.31.
i walked by the house when I used to babysit all the time,
They don't live there anymore. That little girl loved me
I wonder if she remem
