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Sleepless nights without you, the pain of being away from you keeps me awake ;;
worried you wont be mine tomorrow.

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From day one I talked about getting out ;
But not forgetting about :
How all my worst fears are letting out ;
He said 'why put a new adress, on the same old lonliness' :
When breathing just passes the time ;
Until we all just get old and die :
Now talkins' just a waste of breath ;
And livings' just a waste of death :
Why put a new adress on the same old fucking lonliness ;
And this is you and me :
And me and you ;
Until we've got nothing left ::

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She sat for hours, wondering what she had done to deserve any of this pain that she was feeling. Wondering what she had done to make him go away from her. To leave her like this, lifeless, with absolutely no one to save her. She continued wondering what she had done to make him break her heart in two. And as she started to cry, she began asking herself why she ever said '

I Love You". But the more she was away from him, the more she realized that she wasn't ever actually in love him him. She was simply in love with the thought of not feeling like she has her whole life. Hoping someone might actually love her.[/right][/font]

Loves' when you miss him even before he leaves:

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Suicides' when he leaves and doesn't even miss you:

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Born March 29Th/91

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In Victoria, British Columbia

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Lives with mommy and boyfriend

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Mathew Bendall - Big brother

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15 years old

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Grade 10 @ Maverick highschool

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British and French backgrounds

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Alittle bit of an English accent

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5'2, 24/01, 34(a)

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Future modelling for AME Modelling & Talent in Stoon

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Long sexy dark brown hair with bangs

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Hazel eyes and occationally glasses

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Shes a drinker and loves to party it up

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Loves chillin at local punk shows

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Smirnoff is love

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Swifty is her town

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She thanksgod for makeup and hairdye

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Music is her fucking life

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Music and Poetry are her escapes

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She has anxiety and depression

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Paris,Cookie,Snoopy,Turtle,Pocket&Bastet are her wuv-ley pets

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She wuvvvvs her darling boyfriend, Kyle Corey

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Unemployed /was@Bugerking&HaraProducts

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She loves cheesecake

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Probation til October 31St/06

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Shes a rebel

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And shes Preppy--Emo-ish ^ ^

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^ ^ CrossMyHeartAndHopeToDIE ^ ^

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Fall out boy , Panic at the Disco! , Hawthorne Heights

New found glory , Change of pace , Atreyu

Avenged sevenfold , Trivium , Means

His infernal Majesty , My Chemical Romance , Hedley

From autumn to ashes , Hollywood undead , Pantera

Metallica , Silverstein , Funeral for a friend

Killswitch engage , Bullet for my valentine , Offspring

Bratt attack , One man short , Rise against

As I lay dying , Matchbook romance , Death cab for cutie

The used, Alexisonfire , Thrice

All american rejects , Dashboard confessional , Kittie

Cheap sex, The Distillers , Greenday

Militia , Downfall , Lords of Acid

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This paranoid voice in my head,
Tells me it wont come across me again,
But I'm so insecure, I need some help, will you be there?
Trying to help??
Thinking that nothing I do will ever be good enough, is enough to make me cry.
Sometimes I think I'm living a lie, and things may never get better.
But deep down inside, one day you'll see, only you can save me.
And we'll be happy together hopefully.
I wish you knew alittle more about me, I wish I didn't have to lie.
Evertime I say I'm happy, somehow it still fools you.
Even though my face is wet with tears sometimes I just wanna hold you.
Ask me if I'm happy and I'll probably just lie to you, Cause you have no idea.
That many tears of mascara are running down my perfect face,
Just another one of those nights, when you cry youself to sleep.
Hating who you are, it's a mix of confusion.
Anticipating the next slice, causing blood flow and stress relief,
But why am I always thinking of this? It all just makes me cry,
And the more I cry the more I think of you,
The more I think of you the more I question myself,
The more I question myself the more I worrie,
The more I worrie the more I cry . . .
The more I cry . . . someone please shoot me!! This cycle, it can't be broken,
And I can't go on another second!
"Nothing is wrong!" and "Keep your head straight!"
So regret the loss and feel the god damn pain,
Then strike your heart with the end of the blade,
And bleed to death on the floor of your bathroom,
And cry out the pain locked up inside of you,
I'm so much more, may change my mind, It may be too late, but . . .
It's worth a try.

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[/color]blonde bitches, embarassment, blushing, not looking the way I want to, cutting myself and shit, getting cuts and scratches, when taco died, when turtle left me, obsessive guys, guys who: cheat, lie, fight too much, use girls, smoke pot. girls who: cheat, lie, fight too much, use, think your a slut when you didn't do anything, or think you copied them, drugs, yukki beer, wanting something and not having enough money for it, not being able to hit someone you wanna fight because you care about them too much, people who judge you, animal cruelty [http://www.bonsaikitten.com/], being cold, being too hot, crying, not being able to control my anger, remembering bad memories, getting connected from school, my counciller, my doctor, staring in the mirror enough to convince yourself that everyone is better than you, loving the wrong people, breaking hearts, losing friends, shitty music, guys who post female prevocative pics on their sites, guys who wanna have some 'cam fun' fucking sickos, posuers, liars, most meat/cabbage/spinach&brusslesprouts,people who pretend their drunk when you know their not, watching a movie with your parents and a sex scene comes on, when '1-800-We-are-18' adds come on when your watching TV with your boyfriend, guys who look at fucking porn!!, chicks that brag about their boyfriend . . . [/center][/b][/color][/center]

* Kyle:isss.prettier.than.yooouuur.boyfriend.biotch!!

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Erica:IsASexayBiotch. . . B e J e l o u s

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