Now, what do i do,
the one i knew best is in a hospital bed,
the I.V is numbing, filling the body with fluid,
its trying to keep you alive.
The poison of pain spreads throughout the body,
(it spreads, it spreads)
The blood drips into your system like a relief of love
the drip continues,
(drip, drip, drip)
The sweat, i see, rolls down your face
the tear drops you shed flow like a stream,
i can see it, the pain within,
(the pain within, within)
Now the numbing has stopped,
you are released into the arms of heaven,
you are safe now,
no more pain,
(no more pain)
The thoughts of you suffering haunted me deep inside,
the thoughts of you hurting, dragged me down.
(it dragged me down)
Now you are safe in heavens arms,
Please release me from this suffering,
please remind me that you are still with me,
(still with me)
The ecstasy thirves in my mind,
this excitement is overpowering
this engaging joy of love for you is uncondtional
I never realized this until you were gone...
wow i love to be hated, and i love to be stood up.. I enjoy being in photographs with my friends, yet i have
no gratitude towards it. Yes i am the best friend, but how do i know? i dont. Im fuckin lost
im fuckin insane
im going fuckin crazy.
I just love how people treat me. yeah thats right. i fucking hate it.
slut, bitch, whore skank, fuckin cunt galore, what is there more?
Oh there probably fucking is so get over yourself i dont fit in
boys i hate yes i do, they seem sweet as cake but sometimes fake it.
Yes i do i love you too. im confused as fuck, you win.
love me hate me despise me or adore me
i dont fucking care.
so screw you and i hope you die, you're not worth my breath fuck head.
screw the fame the hope the love
Im not worth it, at all and i know you see it.
Im a disgrace to human kind and to myself at ease
thrown me down i cant fucking breathe
im on the floor now in dispare
not like you'd fuckin care.
You say you love me you say forever
but the whole world can see, its fornever.
Im so fucking lost im so fucking bare
In this world without somone to talk to
someone to know exactly whats happening.
at one point i thought it was you, but now im lost even more
in my own delema.
I wish you knew i wish you did.
all the lost pieces, i cant quite fix.
I play in the sun, and even the snow
but i know damn well you do not love me so.
Roses are red and diamonds come black
hold your fuckin head up so high, it nearly cracks
Punch in the face, kneed in the cunt
i know this is wrong, but im fucked up.
The first thing im gonna ask you is:
What Would YOU Do:
Hang out with me?
Cuddle me?
Hold My hand?
Dance with me?
Eat icecream with me?
Cuddle me to sleep?
Sing me to sleep?
Watch movies with me?
Kiss me?
Marry me?
Second thing im gonna ask you to do is:
RATE ME::
0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!
1 = Definetly not attractive.
2 = Decent
3 = Fine
4 = Fine as hell!
5 = I'd do you.
6 = Pretty damn sexy!
7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!!
8 = I wanna make you my man/girl.
9 = Just a friend.
10 = Sexiest person I know!
11 = Fuckin gorgeous
12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times.
13 = I wanna fuck you
14.= Let's get married!
Im gone on a cruise, i will be gone from the 14th til the 24th.
Im gonna miss everyone.
Austin, Sam, Nikki, Traviss, Jess, Tinkerbell, Cupcake, Sunshine!! im gonna miss you guys...
i love you all. Baiiiiiiii <3333333333333333
Contemplating on modeling, i dont think it is me, but what is your opinion?
well, not really contemplating, but i still would like opinions... haa.
So the computer i always use for everything is being retarded, so im not gonna be online much.
JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW.
but feel free to msg, txt, or call me
Cell:: 403-845-921?
haha.. fuckers..
i love you all.
You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.
No.
Explaining.
1. Where is your cell phone?
alone
2. Relationship?
Taken
3. Your hair?
wet
4. Work?
gym
5. Your sister?
travis
6. Your favourite thing?
hairdye
7. Your dream last night?
fucked
8. Your favourite drink?
mudslides
9. Your dream car?
corvette
10. The room you're in?
blankets
11. Your shoes?
converse
12. Your fears?
Love
13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
married
14. Who did you hang out with this weekend?
Austin
15. What you're not good at?
Promises
16. Muffin?
wtf
17. One of your wish list items?
freedom
18. Where you grew up?
rocky
19. The last thing you did?
Argue
20. What are you wearing?
nothing
21. What aren't you wearing?
clothes
22. Your pet?
weiner
23. Your computer?
on
25. Tired?
fucked
26. Missing?
him
27. What are you thinking about right now?
people
28. Your car?
silver?
29. Your kitchen?
spotless
30. Your summer?
fucked.
31. Your favourite color?
rainbow
32. When is the last time you laughed?
dunno
33. Last time you cried?
today
34. School?
NO
35. Love?
fucked
People say one thing then another to me, and i dont find it fair.
People say that im a loser, that i dont belong,
Even if i do make a few mistakes, im still myself,
I am still the same girl i was 6 months ago.. .just happier, sometimes.
people call me a slut, skank, whore, emo, bitch, everything and more.
Im jsut the type of person that takes the shit, and i dont talk to people about it
unless i know they areo worthy of it...
Dont critisize until you know me for who i am, and not what i look like,
or what i dress like,
Or what i put myself out to be...
If you judge my by my outter shell, you'll never know me...
Mood: upset
Music: All these things i hate- BFMV
I have not been on nex lately, because i was moving and i didnt have any source of internet at the time.
Im happy that i have it again, and this thing will get updated soon enough.
contact me.
Cell Phone:: Ask me if you want it
Msn: FANCY-FUHK@live.ca
January- Im Everything
February - I`m Fine
March - I`m Sexy
April - I`m a Babe
May - I`m Fly
June - I`m Pretty
July - I`m Beautiful
August - I`m Perfect
September - I`m love
October - I`m stunning
November - I`m Amazing
December - I`m Gorgeous
So You Think You Know Me . . ?
(2 Points) My name:
(4 Points) My last name
(1 Points) Where did we meet?
(1 Points) Where do I work?
(3 Point) What am I afraid of?
(2 Points) Do I smoke?
(3 Points) Do I drink?
(3 Points) What is my favorite drink?
(3 points) Do you think I'm a virgin?
(1 Point) Do I have any siblings?
(2 Points) How many?
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do?
(1 Point) How many piercings do I have?
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have?
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music?
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing?
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?
(2 Points) Whats my favorite color?
(3 Points) Name something I hate?
(4 Points) Name a talent I have?
(4 Points) What's my phone number:?
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear?
(4 Points) Do I prefer cats or dogs?
(3 Points) Who am I dating/crushin' right now?
(5 Points) Name one of my parents names?
(5 Points) What is my natural hair color (superdark, dark, med, light & color)?
(1 Point) Where do I live?
(5 points) How tall am I?
(5 Points) What is my worst habit?
(7 Points) Who is my best friend?
