life is nonfabulous at the moment, musics an AMAZINGCRUTCHOFHAPPINESS ^.^ . Most favorite new band would hafta be the White Wives, and if you haven't heard them i think you'd love too :3 tis like FALLINGINLOVE, not that i'd know (; . but still do yourself a favor : http://www.facebook.com/whitewives?sk=app_178091127385
FEEDTHEARTISTS! ; if you like it, buy it :3
Looking back into the not so distant past, I see im turning into what i used to be. really makes my day go -__-
"windows....i knew it all along"
frowny face =[ i just kinda met the most im-gonna-say-im-fine-even-when-im-obviously-not-if-you-READ-BETWEEN-THE-LINES guy ever. I wish i could hug him but i think his girlfriends a pyshco. It seems that way, so i hope for it now, PLEASE DONT COMMITT SUICIDE RANDOM PEOPLE. You have a purpose. People listen. Life gets better. JUST TALK. To me, anyone. Except for those insane bipolar Im-gonna-hate-you-one-week-more-then-everyone-else-i-hate-which-is-everyone-and-tell-you-then-"love"-you-the-next people, because youll feel on top of the world soon enough.
Like all stories, there's this guy. And i maybe kinda like him? He's really cool, and just plain awesome, and talking to him, i feel happy =] only problem is...I'm not pretty.. and he just probly sees me as a friend. but hes nice enough to talk to me, so i guess i should just be happy. And i am :] he brightens my days, and is overall greatness. But i bet he likes someone else, someone pretty, someone who doesnt have to badger her sister to borrow a guitar, someone who pulls off the prettied colored hair i do. Ahhh, this just sucks. And i think i repeated myself at least five times..
Charmanders are red
Mudkipz are blue
if you were a pokemon, i’d choose you
your smile is stronger than a hyperbeam
like Jesse & James, we could be the perfect Rocket Team
I will stay by your side like pikachu & Ash
and i’ll love you more than a level 80 rapidash
You’re more legendary than a zapdos, entei, or mew
but out of all the 150, I choose you.
So many people, so much uncertanity. Why do i feel like everywhere i turn, i needta watch my back, make a move, yet keep it cute, try some freshness? Theres so much going on, like BAM, i need a shoulder to lean on, im sorry. The ones I can just be Stephanie to are too far away, and gone, or don't live within a jump, skip, and a hop away. (did i say that right?) Im sorry everythings happened, if it makes you all feel better, I'm shaky, and can't sleep at night. I have no time when im not ready to puke it up, scream so loud.,so... Can you say your'e happy? At least its worth it, I guess.
I've never been so shocked in my life. How can there be so many people out there who hate humanity like that? And why? WE BREATHE LIKE YOU, WE ARE ALIVE LIKE YOU. Whats the point anyways?
Hmm. i think i fucked up. This confusion, this guilt, its making me think i must have. Ive called, but it didnt work, and the person who i think is mad for something not at them, im sorry, but for now, we live.
you're pathetic (: and you know who you are, no clarifications. i hope you choke on every pill, friends don't lie, cheat or steal.
Oh christ oh christ oh christ, JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. I took someones cheese and crackers...i think there mad.
Dear..Ty.
WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUCK. You'll fuck over my friend, than track me down like a stalker, and creep me like a...*unoriginality!* creeper? It goes without saying that when you hurt someones BESTFRIEND (at the time?) you don't go for them. please look, PLEASE please see this, and maybe take the hint? If not, than i hope your nose gets caught in a cd player (: and it falls off. I'm nice, but not once you tell someone to KILL themselves because you prefer prostitutes, than you maybe kinda need to seek out a psychiatrist. Also, please change your name? That's one of bestfriends names, and i don't appreciate you disgracing his name like that. Otherwise, have a good life. I know i will, cuz i'm a drifter like that [ ;
Trip on a moldy apple, Stephanie. [Bleecch what a crap name.]
Although... snake sounds so much more dangerous...LIKE A GANG. If i had a meanface picture with a smoke hanging off my lips, than believe me, this would be signed snake, with that picture as the papers background. Byyye bye now, :]
I HAVE PINK HAIR! Thought you should know =]
GAAAHR. Do I look like some kinda anorexic crack whore prostitute!? Like fuck. That stupid doctor yesterday, was the second, maybe third person, who WON"T believe that i don't do drugs, and haven't fucked. I'm starting to feel really stupid about the whole thing... Shure, I drink and smoke, but not in excessive amounts, and not as bad as she was making it sound..."how much do you drink a day?" "it's not an everyday thing...." "weekends? Twenty? Thirty? Forty? More?" Obviously, i didn't tell her I smoke...who wansta go through that? And that godamn anorexia thing. Drop it. I'm not that skinny, and i sure as hell am NOT anorexic.
