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the Shitty part of my day:

got in fight with parents, lost my cell phone and my dog got nudered lol...its fucking retarded

good stuff:

guarenteed moving out with my best friend this summer, gotta start saving up...its gunna be so worth it

i miss being happy...not too long ago infact...but even before i wasnt happy...losing everyone who gets close to me, idk what todo anymore...

is life truly worth the pain i recieve, idk...i just this suffering to end..i dont want this life...i just happiness is overrated...i hope im wrong but i cant help believe that this isnt how it should be...but i cant do much about it anymore, im leaving...

why the fuck do i brother dating...no point anymore...hurt to much...yea its worth it for like a week, not even....then its just like...BAM FUCK YOU....like gawd...:/

fuck my gurl is amazin, shes ecerything ive ever wanted and more <333 ily jackie i cant wait to hopefuly see u staurday and sunday:)

dunno if i should move out or not, really want to but my parents are pissy about it, i like never talk to them anymore

NEW YEARS MOTHER FUKERS PARTY LIKE AN ANIMAL!!! GTE SHIT-FACED DRUNK AND BLAST THAT MUTHA FUKKAN MUZYKK

i want a lip piercing on the bottom of my lip more than anything right now...parents are completely against it...they say i ahve to wait til im 18 to get it...and they said if i wantedto id have to wait til 18....18! wtf is this bullshit...fucking year and a half...by then i wont care or ill forget...i want it now but i dont know how to convince my parents...my dad is completely serious about kicking me out if i get behind theri backs...so idk if i shud do it anyway and hope for the best orpersuade them..but if i did persuade them....idk wat to say >.< help!!! lol

thx for all the friendly welcomeZ glad to be on nex in such a long time...I LoVE YOU ALL...YEA!!!! lol...anyway...first blog so ima keep it simple...listening to some muzyk and liking it blasted...fuck all the parents who yell at me...they can fuck off...more pics coming soon...my phone is a piece of shit so yea...anyway...thats about tit lol (tit lol yea so wat)

PCE