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We can't be in love.. we are to perfect for love.. we are beyond love. love is the dirt beneath ower feet we are as one human being.. always together never seperated...



Great minds such as, Einstein and Shakespeare spoke of companionship and wisdom centuries ago...We recall their words and values, so how is it we don't recognize our own? The great and disoriented minds of today, which there are few, go unnoticed, but we celebrate a passing grade. We co-exist and refuse to collaborate. Why? An education is imperative to some more than others, but consider...everything we've learned and remember, we remember and learned in kindergarten, or the media and television, or the convenience of home...Who are we to admire in this generation?
Each other?


In the sunlight or the rain, brightest nights or darkest days
I'll always feel the same way
Whatever road you may be on
Know you're never too far gone my love is there wherever you may be
Just remember that you will always be my baby.








Day burns down to night,
Burns the edge of my soul,
In the night I break into
Sparks of sun
And become fires
the dust of bones

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Wake up, Im waiting for you








Some people get pumped by listening to music.
Some people get pumped by listening to the crowd cheer.
Some people don't listen to anything.
But the only thing that gets me pumped,
The voices of the people who told me I wasn't good enough to make it.





Okay, here is the story from the point of view of a nice guy (me). Now there are many definitions of the phrase nice guy. Some people believe it means, that the guy is a pussy, always gives in, does things to make people happy, and is a pushover. Some see nice guys as someone who is boring and does nothing in life. Others see nice guys as someone that can be used very easily because no matter what they are always there, an example would be a girl breaking up with her bf, goes to the nice guy and cries, then goes back to her bf to get hurt again. Some people see nice guys as people with low self-confidence, quiet, shy, and afraid to do anything. Now being a nice guy myself....I am somewhat like I am describing, but there is another side to the nice guys that most people do not see.The thing with nice guys is, you can tell them from a mile away, they stand out like a sore thumb, why? Because when you meet them, they don't hit on you like any other guy would. They don't compliment you on your looks, not because they are afraid to, but because they want to get to know you. Well, most girls, don't take the time to get to know a nice guy, when they are not getting that "you're beautiful" attention. If a girl does stick around long enough to go on a first date with a nice guy, they find that the nice guy still doesn't give them that attention, instead, they are nice in their actions. They try to do things to make the girl happy, without bringing sex into it. The reason they don't want sex brought into it right away, is because nice guys look for true love. If the girl shows that she appreciates that the guy is nice to her, then it will give him the confidence to make a move, (ie. hold hands, kiss on the cheek, arm around the shoulders, hand on leg.) A nice guy doesn't want a quick lay, thank you goodbye. A nice guy wants a relationship, and build the love up, until it is at the breaking point. That breaking point could be months down the road, it is different for everyone, it all depends who you meet and how well you connect. Once that breaking point is reached, both the guy and girl know it and it just happens, and it's beautiful, it is true love. If that breaking point is somehow missed, it becomes frustration, and usually the relationship crashes and burns as a horrible death, which I'm sure some of you out there can relate to. I am this type of nice guy. I will test a girl, by being nice to her, if she shows she appreciates it, then I would take it a step further. Because the feelings would be mutual. Now, I know most of you are shaking your heads, thinking its not possible to happen like that, or you wouldn't want it to happen like that, or whatever else. You are most likely right. But girls... if that is the type of relationship you are looking for, which judging by most of your hopeless romantic profiles it is. Then by all means, give the nice guys a chance. I'm sure you all know at least one nice guy out there, and he most likely is just waiting for you to show that you appreciate the things he does for you. Oh and girls, never tell a nice guy that he will make a girl out there the happiest girl in the world, because most likely, he was hoping that girl.... would be you.
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You Know what... im tired of bitches treating me like shit when all i ever do is care... now this may sound the way a girl bitches.. but w/e.... like i was saying... im tired of this shit i get put threw just becuase im a guy... all us "guys" do supposedly is cheat on our gfs... well fuck that shit... yes there are guys like that but I'M NOT ONE OF THEM, i have never cheated on any of my girlfriends ever even when the opportunity was there because i have a trait that most guys AND GURLS dont. Im loyal, like the saying goes why would i have hamburger when i can have steak at home..... i've been single for three fuckin years.... because every girlfriend i've ever had has cheated on me... no im not stupid and yes i will find out... but at least us guys arent sneaky about cheating the way girls are...most of us will know when we're caught. and most will usually admit to it... because its the man thing to do... and im not going to say my being single is entirely because i kept getting cheated on... i've had a fun three years.. but for me its time to move on, i want to find some one i can spend time with....some one i can just hang out with no matter the mood... some one i can just come home to and curl up on the couch and cuddle with while watching a movie...... why don't i deserve to find that.... all my entire life have i ever done is give and give... But in the end its always me who gets fucked... maybe im just too nice of a person and this will continue until im way older... but i really hope not because it SUCKS... im telling ppl from first hand expierence that being single for this long really actually sucks. I hate it there's no stability in being single no one to push you or encourage you... and no one to tell you enough is enough... i've wanted a gf for the last six months.... and three times i have been close but like they say soo close but sooo far... and for me this really is the case... out of three times almost being in a relationship with some one i actually care about... the one girl has moved to live with family across the country.. one went out and got pregnant, and the third well i dont know because there hasnt been one, YET. i know there will be. And all i have ever wanted this whole time is what my friends have experienced what my little brother is experiencing ... no not love... even though it would be nice... but i just want a serious relationship. i want one girl instead of many... im sick of it. i dont know how some guys can go through life without one steady companion... i personally think it would be a very ungratifying life.. but like i was saying before ... all i want is some one who likes me for me, some one who i can take vacations with, who knows maybe even love someone... but until that day.. im going to be lonely...
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I crave her touch her kiss her smile I wanna feel her touch again, I wanna see her smile again. I want her to Love me again. Without her in my life its worthless. But without me in her life she�s Priceless. All I want is her love all over again�Start again from scratch. I'm a new person I told her�




It�s funny he stands in a field alone �
It�s still her in his heart� It�s been so long she probably doesn�t even remember him or what it was once like for both of them.
In time this will pass that�s what they told him, but they where wrong it hadn�t passed he still missed her, Even if he hid it from the world.
It�s starting to rain, The first few drops hit him cold� He looks out at the sky it�s dark�
It was for her, He did what he did so she could be free so she could be happy� But why was his heart still so broken?
Times had changed he had tried to fix the problems and had done a good job, but by now it was far to late there was no going back on his past. All he has now is his tears, the rain and the pain his heart still has for her�
Then something happens at first he�s not sure what.
Warmth, arms going across him holding him� he turns to look but all he finds is the darkness left��
Then the 3 words he had been waiting for..I love you
He stands in the field alone� rain coming down.






Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."



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I keep your picture beside my bed..
And I still remember everything you said..
How come you don't call me anymore?
Why can't you see that I miss looking in your eyes..
Why can't you see that I miss kissing you good night?
When anyone talks all i hear is your voice..
The cute little things you said to me..
It's so hard without you..
And i wish i knew how to tell you everything i feel..
but im not brave enough..
so i'll act like we're just friends..
i'll act like thats all we can be..
When i sit here and think of you..
it hurts so much sometimes i cry..
sometimes im too shocked..
Lets go back to making love..
holding hands..goodnight kisses..and that loving feeling..
It hurts cause i know thats the last thing you want
i think about you every day and i wonder do you think about me?
about the way it could have turned out?
im sorry for my mistakes..
im sorry for yours..
im sorry for us..
im sorry for all the hurt..
i love you and sometimes i wish i didnt...
i know i need to move on...
but how can i...your not even here to comfort me...
it was so easy for you..
teach me how to forget the only one you have ever loved..



It's hard without you near me.
whats done is done im told,
but days go by forever
in a world so cold
.n o w I n e e d y o u r l o v e.
gotta free me, with your words of love
you heal me,
take me up above and free me
with the look of love you heal me.





Everyone changes. Sometimes before you can even see it happen, its already been done. Unfortunatly its inevidable. However, change is not always bad, it can be very good. It's hard being a teenager and going through the mentall changes we do at one point or another. People don't get it and it's hard to explain. Some people will get jealous and not want you to change, or some people will care and not want you to change. All this is based on perception. Ones veiws and goals on life may and will usually differ from another persons, therefor neither is right nor wrong just simply stated different. As we mature and grow we make new friends and leave old friends, things tend to get tough when this happens. Many variables will change a person, and it is bound to happen. The only thing to do is be there for them. Embrace and accept the fact that it may never be the same but just know that the time you spent was not waisted because it was a time filled with growth and prosper to push you along to the next stage of your life.

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