I tried sober I tried drinking
I've been strong and I've been weak
and I still miss you
I've done everything move on like I'm supposed to
I'd give anything for one more minute with you
I still miss you
I am so worn out and tired of working and being sick and being bored and doing ridiculous amounts of homework. fuck calculus. fuck liffeeee.
i need to party a s a p !
reminder: never believe a fucking thing a guy says=)
my life always manages to work itself out perfectly
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
time is up-
cause Ive had enough.
makes me that much stronger !
twin, oh have i fucking missed you.
word
I'm tired of feeling like I'm on a leash.
Maybe at 17 years old I don't know "everything" and I do appreciate the privileged sheltered life I had growing up but seriously, let me live.
I need wide open spaces to learn lessons for myself, not just hear about how you haven't drank for 20 years and about how i'm throwing it back in your face
i'm not that fucking bad of a daughter- i get straight a's, have a job, try to abide by your overbearing rules......
so socializing and partying in my free time keeps me sane? well there's something "good" that comes out of it.
CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE OUT.
Everything you do in life takes you either one step toward or one step away from where you want to be in the future.
I really need to get my priorities straight.
A
Are you available?: technically
What is your age?: 17
What annoys you?: boredom, school, drama
B
Do you know anyone named Billy? no
When is your birthday?: august 24
Who is your best friend?: jess, sara, alanna, sav
C
What's your favorite candy?: fuzzy peaches
When was the last time you cried?: N failure #2
D
Do you daydream?: constantly
What's your favorite kind of dog?: pomeranian
What day of the week is it?: saturday
E
How do you like your eggs?: doesn't matter
Have you ever been in the emergency room? i went there for a school trip @ the foothills hospital in gr 9
Ever pet an elephant?: no
F
Do you use fly swatters?: not really? i dont know
Have you ever used a foghorn?: no
Is there a fan in your room? no
G
Do you chew gum?: sometimes
Do you like gummy candies?: yes
Do you like gorey movies?: no i cringe so much
H
How are you?: impatient & bored & wondering if he'll call
whats your height?: 5'8
What color is your hair?: brown
I
Whats your favorite ice cream?: ontario ice cream
Have you ever ice skated?: yes
Ever been in an igloo?: YEAH MADE ONE AT KRISTYS
J
What's your favorite Jelly Bean?: marshmellow
Do you wear jewelery?: always
K
Who do you want to kill?: nobody, i'm not psycho
Have you ever flown a kite?: yes i used to have a pink kite
Do you think kangaroos are cute?: yes i wish i could go to Australia
L
Are you laidback?: sometimes
Lions or tigers?: tigers
Do you like black licorice?: ew
M
Favorite movie as a kid?: Matilda and Peter Pan
Ever shopped at Moosejaw?: no?
Favorite store at the mall?: none at Driftwood Mall.. maybe aritzia or hot gossip or something in calgary
N
Do you have a nickname?: no
Whats your favorite number?: 16
Do you prefer night or day?: definately night
O
What's your one wish?: to have a full and happy life, get rich and accomplish everything i want to do
Are you an only child? yeah
Do you like the color orange?: i do
P
What are you most paranoid about?: i don't think i'm paranoid at all
Piercings?: ears nose bellybutton
Q
Are you quick to judge people?: not really
Do you like Quaker Oats?: oatmeal is gross
Know anyone that makes quilts?: yes my auntie i think
R
Do you think you're always right? not usually if i know i'm right then i'm like stubborn but a lot of the time i'm just like i dont even know what ever
Do you watch reality TV?: yeah
Reason to cry? none currently
S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: sun
Do you like snow?: on the mountain, not like around my house or town or w.e. & on christmas if it's all fresh and pretty
Whats your favorite season?: SUMMER
T
What time is it?: 5:15 PM
What time did you wake up?: 10 or so
U
Can you ride a unicycle?: never tried
Do you know anyone with a unibrow?: i dont think so i used to but both people like got rid of it
How many uncles do you have?: 4
V
Whats the worst vegetable?: not really a fan of cauliflower
You ever watch Veggie Tales?: when i was a little kid
Ever considered being vegan?: considered it but.. too hard
W
What's your worst habit?: over indulging and over analyzing.
Do you like water rides?: yes
Ever been inside a windmill? no
X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: i've had a few
Ever used a Xerox machine?: yeah
Y
Do you like the color yellow? its okay
What year were you born in?: 1991
Do you yell when you're angry?: yeah
Z
Do you believe in the zodiac? not like religiously but it's interesting
What's your zodiac sign?: virgo
When was the last time you went to the zoo?: ZOOLIGHTS new years day 08
hoping i get a second chance
i need to stop torturing myself,
sorry for what was said, uncalled for but i don't know
funny about how long i spent agonizing about how you would react to him and yet you just spring this upon me and it's nothing, i love you but your inconsiderate. so much to ever seeing you again.
today has just been shit and a halfff
hahahaha stoked on getting in the bar,
yeeeya
I HATE HANGOVERS
like really, why
l o v e a l c o h o l but sso NOT STOKED ON GOING TO WORK =( =(
`cash rules everything around me, C.R.E.A.M. get the money, dolla dolla bill yaaaaaaalllll
I see your true colors shining through,
maybe your perfect for each other?
my bed needs to stop breaking =(
Luv or Lust?
Distance or Close?
History or New?