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What Is Your Destiny?
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This reading is based on —
Birth Name: Brittany Leigh Sexsmith
Birth Date: 1/22/1991 (January 22, 1991)

Your Inner or Soul's Urge: This is spiritual and emotional expression more than physical. It is your heart-felt desires, your incentive, how you look at life. Here are your areas of personal satisfaction. Number: 9

You yearn to serve the world; to "broadcast" your self, your talents, and your emotions; and to give the benefits of your knowledge and experience to all. You dream of a world with understanding, harmony, and trust as the norm.

Many find you attractive. Although you can have an impersonal attitude, many people dearly Love you. You are compassionate and impressionable. Because you have boundless faith in your own source of supply, you tend to give of yourself without thought about your own impoverishment.

You have the innate wherewithal to be an inspired artist, poet, inventor, or psychic; you have accurate and intuitive prophetic abilities, and desire to use your talents for universal benefit.

To be a more effective humanitarian, be more definite in your thoughts and actions and acquire more control over your emotions.



Your Personality: This is physical expression more than spiritual or emotional; your outer self, the way you express when meeting others. It may or may not be the real you. Number: 6

Your thoughts are often on others and their needs, especially those close to you, and this is observed through your projected personality. You are seen as one who is responsible, in service to others, and trying to establish emotional harmony. Sometimes you are seen as a fatherly or motherly type. It is observed that you are capable of deep affection and sacrifice.

When meeting new people, you tend to be either suspicious or gullible, sometimes switching between the two in succession. When threatened emotionally, you can be seen as defending yourself to near irrationality.

You enjoy good clothes of good material, and like to be comfortably dressed. To enhance this personality, you should always be well-dressed and give thought to the way you look, rather than giving it the lack of importance or carelessness as is your tendency.



Your Quiescent Self: Stripping away all outside influences, aspirations, ambitions, "shoulds", and "shouldn'ts" -- this is you when you are alone; just you and your dreams.. Number: 6

Your family adores you; not only for the beautiful, artistic home you create for them, but also for the responsibility you assume for keeping perfect order. There are flowers in your garden, and music and artistic works are around you. You are known for your hospitality.

Your thoughts and pleasure are yourself as the comforter to all, and the adjuster of inequities.



Your Destiny or Ultimate Goal: This is your desired lifetime accomplishment. It is a key to a useful and happy life, and to feeling fulfillment during your latter days. Number: 6


You are a humanitarian, like a "cosmic" Mother or Father. People look to you for ideals of love and companionship, charity, truth, justice, and harmony and beauty of surroundings. Your ability to help individuals and humankind is definite and sincere, and you are called upon to do so. Your personal happiness depends on how much good you can do. You find pleasure in rendering assistance to others.

You are happiest with a position of trust and responsibility which you can regulate, harmonize, and adjust to optimum. You are concerned with the care of the old, the training of the young, and the improvement of the entire community. Selfless service pays rich dividends for you.

You are a natural counselor and teacher.



Your Life's Path: Here are clues to what fate has in store for you. It indicates the type of encounters, events, and opportunities you are likely to experience along your physical life path. Number: 7

Your path is along the lines of research, investigation and mental analysis. This includes meditation and introspection. Your opportunities will often be brought to you without having to go get them. The manifestation of those opportunities tend to have something in common with quiet places away from bustle and confusion.

You work well with theories and fundamentals, seeking wisdom and hidden truths. When you use your own ideas and judgment, dedication, and scientific attitude, along with your intuition, your decisions will enable you to reach your goals.

You can be alone without feeling lonely. You respect intelligence and are continuously accumulating knowledge for yourself. You have an intense reasoning capacity.

Others will perceive you as having more warmth and less aloofness when you balance your knowledge and its pursuit with compassion and human sensitivity. That combination inspires wisdom.



This Year's Path: Here is what you are likely to encounter this year -- your feelings, your predominant perspective, and the type of situations, circumstances, and opportunities you tend to attract during the calendar year. Number: 7

This is your year for personal reflection and perfection, a year of introspection. You feel like analyzing everything you have been and are doing. You think about beauty, love, perfection, and what life is all about.

You spend a good deal of time alone, getting acquainted with yourself and your new inner power. This year you gain a better understanding of your emotions and your spiritual nature. Take time out to rest, study, read, and travel, and to look at life from a different angle. Find outlets for personal creative expression.

If you have psychic, spiritual, new age, or mystic interests, this is the year to pursue those studies.

Quality is your standard.



Next Year's Path. Number: 8

This is your year of achievement, your year to make great strides in business, employment, promotions, monetary compensation, and/or the accumulation of possessions. It is your harvest time.


You feel ambition stirring, a desire to better your financial condition. To accomplish this, it is necessary to be businesslike, efficient, and practical all year.

Many opportunities present themselves. To gain your rewards, move forward in a businesslike manner and with sustained effort. Your state of mind, mental capacity, education, experience, and self-confidence are all part of your success and financial advancement.

You feel desire to make a special effort to improve or bring to a successful conclusion some of the ideas and dreams of the past years.

This is a year of action. Place your abilities on the market with a sense of self-confidence and authority.



Last Year's Path. Number: 6

This is a year of service for you, a duty year. You feel you're assuming new responsibilities. People make more demands of you this year. You are needed in many directions.


Warmth and good will toward others, along with love and harmony, will make everything worthwhile. Justice, fair play, and honesty are important. It is a year for unselfish service.

Take care of your health because without it you cannot help others. Find time for rest and relaxation. This is a year to be thorough and conscientious about everything that you do.

It is a year of fine and friendly influence for marriage, tranquil home conditions, and traditional family activities. You may feel a strong desire to get settled.

 

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Heres some full on Sex appeal!




Ooooh how he makes my heart pouuuunnnnnnd.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm


 

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fuck
I miss my Pooh Bear.
I miss my Booger.
I miss the Starving Ethiopian too...





*EDIT*
So, its now 10:30pm.
And you'll never guess I was just with.
My family.
My Whole Family.
Booger is here!!!!
I was with my Booger!!!
Topped off this night.

I had a fairly shitty day, somewhat..
School wasn't too bad, I got some work done.
The gym was good, I had a nice work out.
Work sucked, completely..
Seb and I had sooo much fun playing today, and Niña was an angle, reminded me of Harlow.
I had a nice talk with J today, everything is well with them, and he is better then ever.
I didn't get high today.
I took a grand total of 3 bong hits (throughout the day) and nothiiinng. I actually did it.
I have gone 24 hours without getting high.
I wonder how long this could last?
Should I try to see if I can keep it up?


Oh, and I'm doing my hair soon.
Black and Red, or Purple
 

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two days
out of a week, i will not smoke weed.
No set days, just for sure, two of them i will be sober.
 

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La-La-La-LOVE YOU!
Marlies, thank you for the wonderful day.

Stupid fucking china alien didnt know where Ladnr was, OR how to fucking spell it..

Geses.

But we got Gee-Off a beautiful camera, not as pretty as Kurt though.

Walking to le park so that we could smoke LE GANJA!!!

Few tokes for Marlies, MORE FOR BRITTANY!!

And I'm thinking about taking sundays off from blazing.

JUST THINKING ABOUT IT.

Wedding Crashers and Subway.

Comfy sweats on nice smoothy shaven legs!!!

SOOO SOFTYYY

Hella fucking smashed lastnight.

Well i was.

Ahaha

Nick, i love you.You're the fucking nicest guy i know!

Your kindness and hospitality blow my mind.

I'm so glad I met you. ps, I LOVE YOUR BED...and couch, thanx.

Christopher Grant, i love you. When we're together, OH HOW WE KNOW!!

We just fucking know..then one will say it and its like

"FUCK YES! I LOVE YOU!" and then it's like

"Dude, this is why we're family." Ahaha.

Troy Fucking Riley. I love you. I'm drunk, in the kitchen, when you walk in the door,

I missed Troy hugs!! It completely topped my night, made it perfect!

Lisa, oh dear Lisa, I love you. Your beauty still stuns me, your wit amuses me.

You are such a magnificent young woman.

BERTT!! I love you Bertt. Your cunning mind works

in mysterious ways.."We should get a game of risk going."

Totally Undergrads times! Thank you, so very, very kindly for that.

Brandon. i love you. "My god your curly!" I still remember the night I met you.

From that night on, I accepted you as family, I'm glad it's still that way.



Thank you for the night I so desperately needed,

with the family I love so entirely


ALL I NEED IS LOVE!
 

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ft..
you put me on cloud nine.
You make me smile and giggle.
You make my insides feel warm...




For those who care:

I'm going back to me now,
Don'tworry.
I'll be my old self soon.
Minus the hella depression, drinking, pillpopping and suicide..

Im back MUTHAFUCKAS
IMJUST YER REGULAR EVERYDAY NORMAL GUY!
I LIKESPAGETTI SAUSE MOTHAFUCKAS
 

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g<3c
Don't wanna be you.




collage?
university?
I'll never live the way they want
 

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Sammy
We have a whole pile of questions, and no shovel.



Demon: No one just gets pulled out of Hell. What makes you so special?
Dean: I like to think it's my perky nipples


Hehehehe!!
Smartass Boys.
Hella Sex too man, hella sex.
 

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Its now.
I cant be who you are.

This is the time, here is my change.
I'm not going to hold on.
I'm not going to get attatched.
I wont let anyone in anymore.
I wont let love hit me.
I'm not afraid.
I Am Strong.
I'm forgetting all the hurt I learned to hide so well.

I've taken my beating.

Keep me in your memory, leave all the rest.

Here is my wall, it is indestructable.
I will no longer fall.
I don't need your help.

I can't be who you are.
 

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SSVO
 

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CB..


i cant breathe when i think about you...
i havnt felt my heart beat since you left...



what the fuck iswrong with me?
 

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I'm really lost
and I need helop finding my way back.
I'velost myself.
I don't know who I am anymore.

I've been completely numb since the day you told me that,
the numbness had been building up and now its finally taken me over.
But I'm scared, because I don;t know who i am anymore.
imso lost, and alone.
im alone in so many ways
and its killing me.
I changed a lot, in some ways i shouldnt have.
my veiws, opinions, and the insides of me changed, i changed the outside,and fell.
im falling through the rabbit hole...

I fucking hate this!
You were always there, and i got too used to it...
now, you're never here..
im not blaming you babe..
i just miss you..

fuck!!
why does everything seem so fucked up right now?
seriously.
im sick of this
what am i doing wrong in life?
why am i so fucked?
 

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oooh yeeeeyaaah!
I GET MY MAN BACK!!
ILOVEYOU!!!!
 

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How Well Do You Know Me?
It's out of 100.
Send your answers in a message, and yes, spelling counts. Also, don't be afraid to give in any answers that are bad......just as long as they aren't ALL bad...

(2 Points) First name:
(6 Points) My last name:
(4 Points) Have I ever done drugs:
(4 Points) My middle name?:
(3 Points) Am I employed?
(5 Points) Name 3 of my Best friends:
(5 Points) Who do I love?:
(3 Points) How long have you known me:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(1 Point) Do I have any siblings:
(5 Points) If i do than how many siblings do i have:
(2 Points) What is my dogs name:
(2 Points) What animal do I wish to have as a pet:
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(2 Points) What would I rather be... rich or famous:
(1 Point) Am I funny?:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(2 Points) Favorite colors?:
(5 Points) How Many times have i dyed my hair?:
(5 Points) Favorite Saying:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) Have you ever Hit me?:
(4 Points) What's my favorite movie?:
(4 Points) What is my birth date:
(3 Points) Have we talked on the phone:
(4 Points) My worst experience?:
(4 Points) What's one of my nicknames:
(5 Points) What's my favorite gaming store:
(3 Points) What is my worst habit:

Bonus Points.
(10 Points) What happened to me when I was in kindergarden, at the age of 6?:
 

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Time for a change
I dont know how long it will be until i decide what change, but there will be one.
 

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